Siheyuan: Kill Jia Dongxu at the beginning and kill the deaf old lady

Always supporting myself silently.

Lou Xiao'e looked at Xu Damao's face full of tears.

My heart is also filled with complicated emotions.

She knew that the most important thing now was to stabilize Xu Damao's emotions.

Tell him not to think about having a conflict with Sha Zhu anymore.

“Xu Damao.

You have to be strong.

I will always be by your side.

Protect you from harm." Lou Xiao'e's voice was full of firmness and tenderness.

Determined to get through this difficult time with Xu Damao.

No matter what difficulties you encounter.

She will never give up.

of course.

The prerequisite is that Xu Damao must be a normal man.

Xu Damao understood it in his heart.

The situation before him was not what he expected.

It just temporarily calmed Lou Xiao'e's emotions.

In an attempt to get her support and help.

But the reality is.

Resistance to medical examinations has not eased.

I know that if I go to the hospital.

The result may cause him to face more difficulties and embarrassment.

The option of divorce seems simpler and more direct.

however.

Facing Lou Xiao'e's firm gaze and attitude.

Xu Damao felt an irresistible pressure.

he knows.

Lou Xiao'e is a strong and decisive woman.

I will never let myself go easily.

Even if he is no longer willing to undergo a physical examination.

But if it goes against Lou Xiao'e's wishes.

There may be more serious consequences.

"Lou Xiao'e.

I know you're doing this for my own good.

But I…" Xu Damao tried to explain.

However, he was interrupted by Lou Xiao'e.

“Xu Damao.

Stop talking nonsense.

You either go for a physical examination now.

Or we can get divorced." Lou Xiao'e said firmly.

Show no mercy.

I've had enough of Xu Damao's procrastination and evasion.

Determined to teach him a lesson.

Let him know how determined she was.

Xu Damao knew.

Lou Xiao'e is serious this time.

I will never give myself any chance to escape.

Facing the threat from Lou Xiao'e.

I feel extremely helpless and distressed.

The only option now is to go for a medical check-up.

Otherwise, Lou Xiao'e will be lost.

and their marriage.

Under Lou Xiao'e's firm gaze.

Xu Damao finally gave in.

Knowing that I can't escape anymore.

We must face reality.

Go get a medical check-up.

Find out if you are fertile.

Don't want to lose Lou Xiao'e.

They were even more unwilling to lose their marriage.

Xu Damao stood at the door.

Lou Xiao'e was standing not far away.

There were mixed emotions in my heart.

He knows it well.

My feelings for Lou Xiao'e had long faded.

Their marriage was nothing more than a tool for Lou Bancheng to consolidate his power.

And he.

Just a victim of this tool.

Lou Bancheng's power is like a mountain.

Blocking Xu Damao's way forward.

I once dreamed of becoming an independent and free person.

But under the control of Lou Bancheng.

You will always be a bound prisoner.

There was no way to ever get away from the confines of this small town.

I have many thoughts.

Xu Damao looked into the distance with a dazed look.

The conflicts and struggles in my heart cannot be resolved.

I don’t know how to choose.

Stay in this environment full of power struggles and intrigues.

Or choose to leave.

Start a new life without constraints.

It suddenly dawned on him.

Maybe this is a chance to start over.

No longer need to be overshadowed by Lou Bancheng.

No need to be imprisoned in this marriage without freedom anymore.

but.

When you think about losing everything.

Maybe he would just become an ordinary steel mill projectionist.

The hesitation in my heart came to my mind again.

As Lou Bancheng's son-in-law.

Xu Damao enjoys certain privileges and advantages.

You can easily get resources and opportunities that others cannot reach.

And in this small town.

His position is also relatively stable.

but.

All of this is based on his dependence on Lou Bancheng.

Once this attachment is lost.

You may end up with nothing.

however.

even so.

Xu Damao was also unwilling to continue being bound in this loveless marriage.

Longing for freedom.

Longing to regain one's dignity and respect.

Although divorce means giving up a lot.

But maybe this is his only chance to get out of this mess.

Xu Damao took a deep breath.

Made up my mind.

He decides.

No longer controlled by Lou Bancheng's power.

No longer give up your dignity and freedom for illusory privileges.

Willing to risk it all.

Choose divorce.

Start a new life without the shadow of Lou Bancheng.

This decision was not easy for him.

But he knew.

This is his only way out.

Determined to break free from the shackles of marriage.

Get back on your life path.

No longer be controlled by the will of others.

This time.

Will live for yourself.

Not for others.

But next second.

Another thought came to my mind again.

Xu Damao was full of contradictions.

He couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

As Lou Bancheng's son-in-law.

Enjoy many privileges and conveniences.

This made it difficult for him to give up easily.

however.

He also understands.

Marriage is not just an exchange of rights and privileges.

What is more important is feelings and dignity.

on the one hand.

Lou Bancheng's status as son-in-law gave him many opportunities.

This gave him a lot of room for development in this small town.

You can get support and help from Lou Bancheng.

This is very important to his career and life.

and.

You can also obtain some privileges and preferential treatment through this identity.

This gave him a certain status and reputation among the four-nine.

on the other hand.

Marriage is a thorn in his heart.

There was no love left between him and Lou Xiao'e.

Their marriage was just a political one.

Rather than being based on real feelings.

In such a marriage.

It is impossible to achieve true happiness and satisfaction.

Just living a fake life.

This made him feel very lost and painful.

at this time.

Lou Bancheng was faced with a dilemma between being a son-in-law and getting a divorce.

I don’t know how to choose.

on the one hand.

He longs for freedom and dignity.

Eager to break free from Lou Bancheng's control.

Start a new life of your own; on the other hand.

But he was unwilling to give up his identity as Lou Bancheng's son-in-law easily.

Going to the hospital for a check-up was another concern in his mind.

What if the examination shows that you are infertile.

That would be a great shame in his life.

You will become the object of ridicule and contempt by others.

Don't want to be a laughing stock in the eyes of others.

I don't want to be laughed at by others.

This worry made him even more hesitant.

I don’t know how to choose.

Xu Damao was immersed in his own contradictions.

I felt an unprecedented sense of powerlessness and confusion.

I don’t know what kind of life I should choose.

I don’t know how I should face future challenges.

I can only continue to struggle and struggle deep in my heart.

Looking for a way out.

A path that can make you truly happy.

Sha Zhu observed Xu Damao's hesitation and helplessness.

I couldn't help but feel a sense of schadenfreude.

See Xu Damao hesitating between rights and dignity.

So he immediately took the opportunity to ridicule him.

To demonstrate one's superiority.

"Ha ha.

It seems like you really can’t have children!" Sha Zhu said with a joking smile.

“There’s hesitation about this kind of thing.

It will definitely be a death sentence for the whole family!"