Male Succubus Apocalypse

When I opened my eyes again, the surrounding environment had completely changed.

It was completely different from the darkness in the room just now, and quite different, because it could also be described with just one word - white.

All I could see was white.

Also, there are high walls.

March looked around.

Looking up, there is a white ceiling, or rather, there is no ceiling, just endless white. Looking down, there is also a white floor. On both sides are two high white walls. In front and behind are passages surrounded by white walls.

Here, it seems like a maze made of white.

“After a long period of research in the spiritual department, it is found that the spiritual flow is called “flow” because the spiritual world is as complex and profound as the ocean. What we can see or what individuals react to is only the surface waves, just a corner of the water flow.

The spiritual world of a person is folded and covered, with different depths, and "exploration" is a process of going from the outside to the inside, layer by layer, until you reach the bottom layer of the target spiritual world. "

Faced with the current situation, March recalled what Krollitz had said and felt that he should activate the first rule of "exploration":

"Although we cannot judge how many levels there are in the individual spiritual world, and there is actually no specific method to break through, the individual will has a symbol in the spiritual world. Some people call it 'personality' in a broad sense, while others call it 'self' in a narrow sense. This symbol is the key for the explorer to open the 'door' to the target level.

There is no theoretical basis, because this is what I got from practice.

Therefore, after you enter, the first rule is to judge what Xu Heng's "self" is in the first level. Only by finding him can you be brought into a deeper spiritual world, meet his more complete "self", and even see his "personality".

Xu Heng's spiritual world is complex enough, which is of great help to me in manipulating the system and building a complete spiritual world hierarchical model!"

So, what is Hengge's "self"? Is it this maze? Why is this first level so strange? It's actually holy pure white?

March walked on, becoming increasingly confused by the images before him.

Because Xu Heng was a demon like him and had been tortured since childhood, it should be impossible for there to be so much "white". Ma Qi then understood that this might be the reason why he could not understand Xu Heng since childhood.

And this was only the first layer. It was hard for him to imagine how discordant Xu Heng's spiritual world would be further down. At least it went against his judgment based on decades of interactions with Xu Heng.

But Ma Qi couldn't help but laugh at his own thoughts. When had he ever been right about Xu Heng?

Back to the current situation, continue thinking:

Does it mean that to find Hengge's self, or to enter a deeper level, one needs to walk out of this maze? Or, walk to the center? Just like treasure hunting?

Before entering Xu Heng's spiritual world, Ma Qi was prepared to be shocked, but he didn't expect that the situation was not complicated, but very simple, and there was no pressure. It just made him very confused.

As he walked forward, turning many corners, a warm feeling gradually entered March's mind. This was brought about by the interweaving of his spirit with the spirit of this level.

Beautiful, simple, and relaxing, the further he walked, the more March felt that he was not an "explorer" but a "tourist". This world was too friendly to him as an outsider, and even if there were some intersections and effects on his spirit, they were very gentle.

"Hmm?" As we continued to move forward, although we were still in the maze, the high walls on both sides had changed to a certain extent - there were some blurry images.

It looked like two children playing and fighting, with no faces, only vague shapes outlined by faint black lines on the high white wall, something like a mural.

Ma Qi was not sure whether this had anything to do with Xu Heng's "self".

After taking a few looks, he continued to move forward, but after walking a little further, as time passed, March discovered something unusual - that is, this maze had no forks to choose from.

He just keeps walking along the set route, so it's not a maze?

March frowned, quickened his pace, and finally, he ran.

But the more he ran, the more tired he became, so he had to stop and felt extremely puzzled about his own tiredness - because, it was his spirit that was running, and there would be no physical fatigue unless the spirit was exhausted.

However, the ideas conveyed by this level were not negative or rejecting to him as an outsider.

Why do I feel tired? Why do I feel exhausted?

Moreover, after running for so long, there is still no end, but there is always a farther way to go.

Anxious, anxious, confused.

What followed was the "white mental flow" that was meant to relax him.

It was as if this level was telling him to take it slow and not to rush.

However, looking at the solemn and tall white walls on both sides, he felt inexplicably impatient. Moreover, too much positive emotion was not conducive to his agile thinking.

After walking for a long time, March discovered another problem.

The white of this maze was a little too white, so white that he belatedly felt it was "serious". This white had no warmth at all, and instead of being holy, it seemed more solemn, a "pale" white...

Here it comes again, this positive and disgusting emotion, but I don’t want to relax, I don’t want to succumb to this feeling that makes me feel lazy and comfortable.

As March's doubts and his further resistance and disgust towards the high wall due to its color, the mental flow at this level began to contrast clearly with it, which in turn intensified March's anxiety.

As anxiety intensifies, the sense of disconnection from the positive mental flow becomes stronger.

When Marchi reacted, he felt as if this maze was trying to force him to get rid of his negative emotions, to let him know that negative emotions were bad, and to let him give up all negativity and embrace the obviously beneficial positive emotions.

Taking a deep breath, March decided to compromise, calm himself down, and first resolve the "sense of separation" that made him extremely uncomfortable and occupied his thoughts. He already had a certain answer to this strange maze:

So that's how it is. This layer is not resisting me, but I am resisting the spiritual flow of this layer. I am wasting myself.

The madman said that spiritual flow has its own covering method, and for the "explorer", it is actually a kind of "defense" that hinders in-depth penetration.

But Brother Heng’s defense is very special, it seems like no defense.

In other words, is it assimilating the invader, making me give up exploring further, a way of winning without fighting? Because positive spiritual flow can make people feel comfortable, isn't it telling me: "Why don't you accept it?"

Or is this a screening of "explorers"? As long as one holds positive thoughts and enters this maze and reaches an agreement with his spiritual flow, there will certainly be no loss. But if it is so positive, there is naturally no need to continue exploring. It is enough to stay in this gentle place.

But I have "ulterior motives" and want to get out of this maze, so such a gentle spiritual flow will be a gentle trap that hinders me.

Is this the "mask" that Hengge has been showing? He is preventing anyone from taking the next step, while at the same time not letting people notice it easily.

Gentleness is enough to stop people here and trap those who covet it within these solemn and serious walls.

But where is Brother Heng's "self"? It's impossible, there is only this layer. How can I break through? Brother Heng's spiritual flow is gray, but here, there is only white.

Machi sat down cross-legged and forced himself to think about the mystery before him faster, because this was the first level of Xu Heng's spiritual world. Everything was just like this. This was the complete display and there was no way it could be concealed.

In other words, this is not actually a maze, but just an endless high-walled walkway.

Although the "self" is in the first level and is not complete, it is impossible for it not to exist... not to exist...

Could it be that this isn't even the first level?

March sat there on pins and needles, then stood up again, feeling suffocated by the high walls on both sides and the positive mental flow that kept trying to calm his distress.

Tear it down and start over!

Damn it, with such an unsolvable defense and no trace of "self", how can I break through it! Did Brother Heng foresee that his mind would be invaded one day?

Um?

Yes, how could he have expected that one day he would be invaded into the spiritual world? This maze is a defense for me, but what about Brother Heng?

Isn't this the mental flow pattern he is accustomed to?

But this maze has no end, no logic, and no symbolism. It is just very powerful, making people feel inexplicably positive... Why does Hengge's spiritual world have such a thing?

How could the demons in the abyss have such inexplicable, yet extremely strong, positive thoughts like those pure-hearted fools?

It was like this was forcibly placed into Brother Heng's spiritual world... But, according to what that madman said, wasn't he the only one who could manipulate the system? Did he deceive me?

But this doesn't make sense. If he lied to me and I see it now, isn't he afraid that I will break off my cooperation with him?

Moreover, there is a contradiction, that is, why is there no "self" of Brother Heng here? Yes, Brother Heng is not a "good guy" at all, so how could he have a "self" here? But... this is indeed his spiritual world!

What's going on! It goes against common sense! Is it fake? How can a person's spiritual level be completely pure? Is it possible that it is fake?

March didn't expect that the first level, or even if it was the first level, would make him confused. However, he didn't want to just inform Krolitz that he was powerless and it would be better for him to stay here longer.

Brother Heng, why did you build such a high wall maze? Where is your "self"?

The overwhelming sense of loss and the extreme separation from the continuous positive spiritual flow made Machi feel extremely tortured, as if there were two selves in his head.

And the final solution is to give up thinking and let the positive emotions assimilate oneself, which will not have any impact on one's spirit and one can continue to stay. This is basically to force people to fall into a gentle place where they cannot move forward!

Feeling depressed in his chest, as his energy was exhausted, Machi felt extremely tired, and his consciousness became a little hazy, but he had to resist those positive mental currents, otherwise, he would really give up the action.

Subconsciously, Machi leaned against the high wall beside him, trying to gain some strength and feel more comfortable...

"What?"

Alone, March shouted in surprise, his body shuddered, and he stretched out his hand.

The whole person felt as if struck by lightning, staring blankly at the high wall that he had just touched.

One second, two seconds… His eyes were empty for a moment, and then there was a hint of self-deprecating helplessness.

"Hahahaha! I'm so, I'm so stupid! Brother Heng! My mistake! I've been with you for such a long time! I thought I knew you well enough!" Machi burst into laughter and talked to himself crazily.

"What high wall? What gentle place? The so-called mask you wear is never a 'ghost mask', but a 'smile' that makes people want to get close and feel the warmth. It looks like a high wall, but in fact it is an illusion that people can rely on.

The sense of distance you have created all along is just a show of competence on the surface. It is a deception! But I almost got deceived by you again!

It’s like, you were clearly going to die, but you said it was just for fun, and we actually believed it…Brother Heng! Why!” Machi shouted, because his eyes, which were still red from crying before, now shed new tears.

And the so-called positive spiritual flow was still coming, but this time, he did not feel disgusted, because this was what Xu Heng had always brought to them in the nest.

This is a maze called "Xu Heng", a "white lie" that has no end and no so-called origin.

But this time, March is determined to get out of this "maze", not just the "maze" in front of him.

Although this tiny corner before him, which was not even a maze, was already quite exhausting for him, and there were still many layers and unimaginable obstacles ahead, he was unwilling to give up no matter what.

Moreover, if this white area is only a corner of the first layer, why does it exist? It is also worth his deep thought, because it is indeed abrupt. And why is this the first place where he enters Hengge's spiritual world?

Although these two high walls seem to be fake, the paleness is real, and it is a "paleness" that is not warm.

In addition to finding the "door" to a deeper level, the most important task for an explorer is actually to understand and study the target's spiritual world. If this cannot be done, no matter how deep you go, you will only become more and more confused.

This is contrary to the original intention of "exploration" itself.

Even though Krolitz had told March that he just needed to keep going deeper and bring out what he saw and heard, March didn't want to be so passive and be outdone by an "outsider". He himself also wanted to understand Xu Heng.

My advantage is that I am the recipient of first-hand information and the person who has the most intuitive understanding of Xu Heng's spiritual world.

Come on, let me see what's behind this wall!

March leaped towards the solemn pale wall...