Male Succubus Apocalypse

My eyes are filled with tears, my heart is filled with warmth, my tiredness is gradually sinking, but I still feel lucky.

He is still by my side, which makes me feel at ease. He still has a place for me in his heart, which is enough. What remains is that I have to open the last door of his heart, even if I have to pry it open.

The kitten wants me to sleep well and not be too tired, so I shouldn’t make him worry.

At this moment, Vivian closed her eyes again, and the face appeared again, but it was no longer so charming. Instead, it made her feel the joy of still existing in this world and the happiness of being able to come to the world. This feeling, she didn't know when, had already become a luxury.

Tranquility - In this world that has abandoned her, Vivian's exploration of magic is the only thing that keeps her strong and allows her to survive, a straw that can resist the passage of time and may break at any time.

I have also truly found the reason to continue to embrace and love life, found a place to rest my body and mind, a place that can truly be called "home", and can firmly give myself new meaning to the past and future.

Green mountains are not beautiful, but they are perfect for men.

Just because of you, before going to sleep, I will no longer be afraid of losing the past, and after waking up, I will no longer be worried about the confused future.

I will also,

I will always secretly think of you, in my dreams.

……

"Julie, although there is still some time now, I don't want to practice. Vivian is sleepy, and I am a little sleepy too. I am very tired. Today is too brain-burning and too exciting!" After Xu Heng came out of the dim room, he reacted for a moment, then sat down directly on the bed, and then lay down and began to lie down like a "big" character.

From An Lingqing's domineering attitude in the morning, to taking him back to the Mage Tower and confronting Vivian, and then taking care of and regulating the emotions of the two children, to going to Vivian's bedroom, most of his senses were blocked, becoming "half-blind", and then understanding the art of massage on the spot, and serving Vivian until she fell asleep.

All the things that exhausted his energy happened on the same day in a very coordinated way, allowing his domain to continue to be activated without him noticing.

He overused his brain, and Xu Heng was always feeling guilty and nervous. It could be said that he was really exhausted today.

It was even more tiring than being in the lair, with all kinds of unexpected events and no preparation at all… But fortunately, all the misunderstandings were resolved.

"What you just said to Vivian... was it... true? Or did you say it on purpose?" Julie's uncertain voice appeared in Xu Heng's mind.

"Intentionally? Why would I do that? This is what I actually think. I can only say it in a simpler way. I have no choice. My brain is dull after a day like today. I can only tell the truth.

And my emotional perception is also blocked. I can't judge Vivian's emotions. Instead of hiding it and thinking so much, it's better to be sincere. People treat me as a family member..." Xu Heng didn't know why Julie asked this, and was not like the previous one who was in charge of cultivation. Then he was happy to be relaxed and answered truthfully.

"Xu Heng, what do you think of Vivian's sincerity towards you?"

"How should I see it? How else can I see it? It's normal, right? Vivian treats me as a family member, so I should respond to her according to my own ideas. Isn't this normal? Aren't family members tolerant and caring about each other? If others are good to me, I will definitely be good to others. Besides, what Vivian has done for me, can't I repay her with those trivial things I have done?

I know you're going to say I'm not a pure-blooded devil again, I've already said it, the shame of the abyss, okay, just let the result be good."

Even if these things I did for you were just a piece of cake for Vivian, right? Why not be a little more selfish?

That's why you attract so many bees and butterflies! You take it for granted that you are nice to others! Your "niceness" is wholehearted and too nice! But you still feel it's not enough!

It is never enough! Because he has been classified by you as someone you want to be “nice” to!

It doesn't matter what gender identity is, just treat anyone you think you "should" be nice to!

This is where you don't know yourself! You...

I understand why those male succubi you brought up tried so hard and wanted to grow up so much. It's not just that it's "simple" for someone who loves them to come back from the dead and let them get what they lost back. It's because the person who loves them is you, it's you! Xu Heng!

How could you have such a past, such ideas, such a train of thought, and such an attitude towards everyone?

"What if Vivian knew that her family had actually been deceiving her for a long time? What would you do then? The more you do this, the harder it will be for you to leave, right?" Julie asked a question that was filled with great selfishness.

Xu Heng's perception was blocked, and he was immersed in the massage without being distracted. However, Julie was observing Vivian with great concern from beginning to end.

She was worried that Vivian would do something out of line, but she didn't do anything in the end, but the reason why she didn't do anything was very important!

And the reason was actually very obvious, so obvious that it made Julie even more worried!

Only Xu Heng, the fool, was still so cheerful and had no awareness at all! Awareness of others and awareness of himself!

"Well...it's okay, we'll talk about it when the time comes. I know what I'm doing. Don't worry, my promise remains unchanged and I will definitely fulfill it. Besides, I have to cherish my life, right?" Xu Heng thought for a moment and said in a relaxed tone. He would not say what he really thought.

From Julie's completely different tone and the word "you" she used, he knew that Julie was really asking him seriously whether he had any way out and was worried about him.

Liar, Xu Heng, you have always been a liar. Just like, you deceived those male succubi, you also deceived Vivian, and now you are even deceiving me, the contract object, the so-called partner you mentioned.

Okay, you regret lying to Vivian, but you don't regret lying to me, right? Okay, sure, Xu Heng, I will make you not only regret it in the future, but also make you dare not lie to me! You will never dare to lie in the future!

Every time you say it, I will teach you a lesson! And don't blame me, even if you don't say it, I will make you remember it even more!

"You are tired today, you can rest, but since you cherish your life, you must practice hard in the future! This is related to how I can avoid the witch at that time! If you don't become stronger, it will be difficult for my residual soul to recover! We are partners, I fulfill my obligations, and you have to do the same, right?" Julie changed her mind and started a new roundabout way to save the country. Although there was a contract, it was indeed not disadvantageous to Xu Heng. On the contrary, from her point of view, it was extremely beneficial to her.

"Of course, I understand. I can practice in the magician now. Vivian won't doubt it anymore, so you can rest assured." Xu Heng agreed. He felt that he understood why Julie was obsessed with urging him to practice.

After all, she still has the mentality of a demigod. In the other world, the strong are respected. Because of me, she was returned to the time before liberation overnight. She must hate me. How could she not be anxious to restore her strength and be angry at me, the culprit, for being lazy?

Okay, then let’s practice more seriously from now on.

"But now, getting a good night's sleep is important! The ten days of preparation for An Lingqing's final battle were like ten days in hell for a sleep-loving demon like me! I'm going to bed early today! No, this is the normal sleeping time! I've also given Vivian some time..." Xu Heng continued to complain. It didn't matter whether Julie listened to him or not. He just wanted to find someone to talk to and complain about his feelings. The degree of stress relief is different when you keep it in your heart and when you speak it out.

Julie stopped talking, but she was not like Xu Heng imagined, not wanting to pay attention to him, or being annoyed and speechless. In fact, she was listening very seriously. She was willing to be the only person Xu Heng could confide in.

Not just now, but even in the future, she hopes, not just wishes, but even desires, to be the only person Xu Heng can confide in. Even if it is complaints and rants, she only wants her to take it all, to possess it all, and can only tell her.

Xu Heng complained, feeling even more tired, and slowly closed his eyes, but as sleepiness came, somehow, a curiosity appeared in his mind.

"Julie, what were you doing when I was sleeping? Were you daydreaming? Or were you sleeping too?"

"I... you, what do you care about me! Just go to sleep, lazy dog ​​Xu!"

"No, you scolded me like that. Didn't you say 'you can rest'? So you remembered it. You said one thing in public and another in private. This is not good. I always feel like you are always thinking of stabbing me when I sleep. Damn it!"

"You tbh, it's enough for you to know that you are hated! You can sleep or not!"

Julie's sudden anger made Xu Heng confused - No, you are such a stingy person, I have to be angry with you, "You are not envious of my sleep quality, it seems that the necromancer really can't sleep or something... I understand, you are jealous of me! You must be jealous!"

"Get out! If you don't want to sleep! Get up and practice! You talk so nicely, I don't see you are very tired! What promise, what partnership, do you think I am a little girl like Vivian? Xu Heng, you are a complete jerk!" Julie's tone was full of anger, but she already understood what the "Dui Heng Treasure" was, and immediately started a series of combos to attack.

"No, I'm going to sleep, I'm going to sleep, okay? I won't ask any more questions, I won't talk to you anymore, I'm going to sleep, I'm going to sleep right away, sleeping like a pig, auntie, I was wrong, bye!" Xu Heng was hit on the sore spot and gave in.

Humph! Xu Heng, ah Xu Heng, aren’t you good at talking? Are you still good at talking now?

Julie couldn't possibly tell Xu Heng that she certainly didn't sleep after he fell asleep, and what was she thinking about or doing if she didn't sleep?

Maybe she really wanted to kill him with a knife in the past, but recently, she was just quietly doing something that she couldn't control with inexplicable pleasure.

Xu Heng, when you are asleep, what else can I do? I can only watch you sleep peacefully...always, watching you.

……

Time goes back a few hours.

An Lingqing was still carefully looking at the book that Vivian pushed to her, and drops of inexplicable sweat were slowly flowing down her forehead.

She could clearly understand each of the words in front of her, but when they were put together, she suddenly had no idea what they meant, and she was very confused.

However, she was not disturbed. She just started to calculate how long it would take her to understand what "marriage" meant so that she could make arrangements for the future.

No matter how difficult it is, what does it matter? For An Lingqing, as long as she can understand even a sentence or a paragraph, she will persevere in reading.

Sure enough, "marriage" has a very complicated meaning and is a very important matter. No wonder Heng reacted so strongly. I must understand it clearly and see how I can truly "marry" Heng.

The more she read these books, which were already obscure and difficult to understand, the more she felt that "marriage" was a very important matter, very meaningful, requiring some kind of ritual of action, very solemn, and requiring a certain level of skill.

Then she wanted to do it for Heng even more, to "marry" Heng, and to have a closer, deeper, and more complex connection with Heng. Although she didn't know when such feelings and thoughts came to her, she just wanted to do it, suddenly wanted to do it, and wanted to do it very much.

Once this thought appeared, it could no longer disappear from her originally simple and straightforward world.

But she didn't know how to establish such a connection with Heng. Now she only knew about "marriage", but "marriage" was very complicated. At least she felt that she couldn't understand it now. Oh yes, there was also a related "bridal chamber".

Then a new inspiration came to her as she thought of the word "bridal chamber".

According to Heng, "marriage" requires a "bridal chamber", so the "bridal chamber" is a part of "marriage" and a step in "marriage". So if I want to understand "marriage", can I start by understanding the "bridal chamber" first?

Wouldn't it be better to take it step by step and start to understand from the more basic things?

This idea, which was logically deduced by An Lingqing, just came to her mind when she was about to go to Vivian's library to see if there were any relevant books - because Vivian told her that she was going to sleep and would call her later, so she planned to go find the book herself.

Suddenly, I felt inexplicably panicked.

The aura of the Heng Ring disappeared.

Impossible, even if he was transferred to a far place, I can still sense him and find him. I have realized the truth now, and I secretly left my pseudo-divine power on the ring. No matter how far away, it should not be able to block my senses.

Where did he go? Where did Vivian take him?

Uneasy, fearful, and panicky emotions rushed towards An Lingqing like a tangled mess, occupying her mind.

It was as if the whole world had lost its luster.

In her eagerness and anxiety, silver fighting spirit subconsciously covered her face, but she forced herself to calm down, took out the pink sword from the ring, and held it in her hand.

First of all, we have to rule out the possibility that Vivian has transferred Heng out of this plane. Otherwise, there would be huge magical fluctuations and overall changes in space that I could not possibly fail to notice.

And Heng did indeed disappear suddenly, before I even noticed, so there was only one way.

This morning, Vivian used just that kind of instant magic to try to transfer Heng away from my arms - it was hard to detect, and the magic fluctuations were small - fortunately it happened in front of my eyes at the time, and her micro-expressions and small movements were easy to see through and predict.

Then Heng's current disappearance is likely to have been caused by the use of this same magic, and this magic is probably related to Vivian's Mage Tower... Based on this inference, we can further speculate that the disappearance of the ring's aura is also likely to be related to the Mage Tower.

Vivian is an expert in time and space, so it shouldn't be difficult to create a small isolated space in this wizard tower. However, because it is inside the wizard tower, it is difficult for me to find that space.

Combined with the fact that she said she wanted to sleep, Heng could only have been transferred to a place where Vivian could sleep peacefully, and it was a secret place in the Mage Tower - her bedroom.