Male Succubus Apocalypse

"Don't want to take responsibility for feelings?...Julie, are you there? You seem to know me very well?...You said that I don't understand people's hearts, right? Maybe you are right, you are worthy of being a master of psychology." Xu Heng said in his mind.

"Xu Heng, are you willing to listen to me now? Do you have to wait until something happens before you wake up? You privately think you are helping others solve problems, but you have always had the biggest problem!" Julie's tone sounded arrogant.

"Yeah, but there's you, the one who always finds problems with me, isn't it?"

"What do you mean? Don't be so conceited! If your life wasn't tied to mine, would I care so much?"

"In that case, I can only say sorry. You are right. I am selfish. I don't understand people's hearts and I don't dare to bear other people's feelings. Although it is still difficult for me to understand at present, it is enough that you understand. Julie, I can only rely on you in this way."

"You...you! Bastard! Xu Heng! You are a bastard!"

Julie originally thought Xu Heng came to admit his mistake, but unexpectedly he was here to cause trouble!

I know I was wrong, but I won't change. I'll do it again next time! You're right, but you said it yourself. If you're tied to someone like me, I'll have to trouble you.

That was pretty much what Julie heard.

"Yes, I am a bastard, Julie. Now without you, I can't leave Vivian. Without you, I can't take a single step in this world. I am mentally ill, and it's okay if you are not mentally ill. But I can promise that the day I can truly leave Vivian, I will give you freedom.

This is the only thing I can do to repay you. We are not just friends, but partners. I hope we can continue to cooperate happily in the future. "Xu Heng's voice was very sincere, which made Julie a little overwhelmed.

"Why are you suddenly saying this? Xu Heng, you don't have to say this to lie to me. I know what kind of person you are..." Julie was caught off guard by Xu Heng's sudden sincere expression.

"Do I need to lie to you? You have my soul imprint, but I don't want to enslave you like those people who enslaved me in the abyss. I don't understand human nature, but I know how to put myself in your shoes. I don't know what I look like in your eyes, but you should know me better than I do. Then you should know that I will fulfill my promise, even if it costs me my life."

"…But why?"

"No reason. Maybe the me I know is at least a moral person. Julie, you did kill a lot of people, but in my opinion, you are at least a normal person (in this world), and that's enough."

Julie couldn't refute it, because Xu Heng didn't need to hide anything in front of her, but she really didn't want to believe that what Xu Heng said was true. However, from various logical points of view, it could be true.

Because of the soul brand, when the brander is in danger, she, as the branded person, cannot possibly turn a blind eye, let alone actively put the other person in danger.

In addition to the binding of interests, there are also constraints of the brand itself.

Even if there are things that cannot be said, from the perspective of the will of the branded person, it is definitely not something that can cause danger to the brander.

Just like Julie noticed An Lingqing's strangeness before, but didn't tell Xu Heng - she didn't expect An Lingqing to actually win and make a big move - if Xu Heng asked, she still had to answer.

So, facing such a completely passive girl, is it really necessary for Xu Heng to be hypocritical? In other words, if Xu Heng always pretends to be the same to her as to others, Julie asks herself, is it possible to know more about Xu Heng?

So what Xu Heng said was very likely true and sincere. Julie would of course wonder if Xu Heng was deliberately teasing her out of bad taste.

But judging from his behavior, he would not do that, at least from what she knew.

A person who seems to be doing this for self-protection but is actually meddling in other people's affairs; and who does not want to seek any real reward after helping others - and is therefore unwilling to take on the responsibilities of other people's emotions.

How could there be such a person?

He does seem to treat the world as a toy, but he plays with it very seriously and with great devotion.

A "moral person"? A devil said such words. But it was so reasonable and convincing.

However, Julie does not think that she is also a "moral person" - Xu Heng, you give me freedom, but I may not necessarily give you freedom.

Your soul is very interesting, I want it.

You are also the first person who sees me as a "human" rather than a soul weaver or a monster.

He is also a fool who treats others equally even if he marks their souls.

Xu Heng, it is you who are playing with fire, playing with the fire of a demigod. You make me feel amused, you make me angry, but also make me inexplicably happy.

Since you broke into my presence, turned everything upside down, turned me into a remnant soul, and let me experience all of this by your side.

It makes me curious about you, explore you, and spend so much energy on you.

Then, I want your man too!

I have never been a good person, nor a person who does not bear grudges.

Xu Heng had no idea that his honesty expressed today, in order to better cooperate with Julie and survive in the other world in the future, would plant a huge time bomb.

When Julie pointed out his shortcomings and her understanding of him, it was impossible for Xu Heng to ignore the fact that Julie was a living person in front of him and only regard her as a high and mighty demigod.

He never regarded Julie as a slave or a tool, but only as a partner who was bound together out of necessity, and an object of entertainment in his spare time. However, when Julie, apart from being the branded one, warned him when there was no real danger,

This means that at that moment, Julie was not forced to help him as a slave, but was questioning and advising him out of a new relationship and out of her own will.

This person is understanding me, observing me, and to some extent, cares about me and wants to "change" some of my behaviors.

Julie was meddling in other people's business, so Xu Heng could only classify her as a "friend".

You are kind to me out of your own will, so I will be kind to you too. This is Xu Heng's simplest logic.

Therefore, the essence of Xu Heng's words is actually to express "sorry" and "thank you". I'm sorry that I can't let you go now, my friend, and I thank you for your kindness, but I'm sorry, please forgive me for having to rely on you selfishly now.

But he couldn't know what Julie was thinking, because he didn't understand people's hearts. The reason? Maybe there will be clues soon. In the future, there will be a storm that he has to face.

"Well, partner, Ms. Julie, I have a few important things to ask you now."

"Tsk, md, if you have something to say, say it now, and if you have something to say, say it now."

"Where did the word 'enlightenment' originate from? From which book? Also, why do you call the Creator God 'she'?"

"Enlightenment? It's enlightenment. If you really want to say it, there were gods in the past who mentioned it, but that's all. Is it strange? And the creator god, in culture, means the mother who gave birth to the world. Why can't it be 'she'?"

“Then why not… (Him?)”

Xu Heng discovered a problem. In terms of language, in the other world, there is indeed no word "Him", or in other words, there is no such concept.

God is considered to be the strongest, which is understandable, but what about the worship of the concept of omniscience and omnipotence? There is none in the other world. Is it because as long as you practice, you can think that you can achieve omniscience and omnipotence?

So, is it only the physical strength?

It turns out that there is no "God" in this world.

……

"Success! Now we are only two steps away from realizing our plan!"

Inside the Mage Tower, Vivian, wearing blue striped pajamas, walked out of the room and shouted happily.

His hair was disheveled, his face looked extremely haggard, and he walked in a weak and unsteady manner, but a look of ecstasy was evident on his face.

"Xu Heng! Help me prepare a celebration banquet! I want to enjoy it..." Subconsciously, Vivian used the authority of the Mage Tower to pass on the order.

However, no one answered, and the Mage Tower did not respond.

In order to concentrate on studying the Soul Scepter, Vivian forgot herself and entered the state she was in before in the study of the Old Man of Time, and controlled the feeling of the passage of time.

It seemed like a month had passed, but to her, only a few days had passed. She did not have a strong sense of the reality of Xu Heng's departure.

Or perhaps it was precisely because of this that she dared to send Xu Heng on a business trip, so that she would not be distracted by him and could also endure the feeling of emptiness.

It was empty. Although the succubus servants in the wizard tower were moving around, they were meaningless to Vivian. The only person, her family, was not there, so the tower was empty.

There were no dishes carefully prepared for her, no relaxing massages, no concern for her condition, no gifts prepared for her, and no one cared about her emotions.

No one could allow her to truly be herself and treat her like a child.

The person who seemed to her like a destined meeting, like meeting another lost soul on a sad rainy day, was no longer there.

Vivian originally thought that she would indeed feel uncomfortable without Xu Heng's presence to serve her, but it shouldn't be a big problem, and she could also adjust her schedule.

But it was not until she walked out of the room, feeling extremely tired and with nothing else to concentrate on, and wanting to see Xu Heng but not being able to, that she realized it was not a question of getting used to it at all.

But it is simply unbearable.

For those who have been lonely in the darkness for a long time, once they have stood in the light and embraced the feelings, it will be difficult to go back to the past.

Now she was very tired and just wanted her servant to appear. This emotion had reached its peak.

Vivian regretted that she blindly sent Xu Heng on a business trip because she was afraid of the emotional fluctuations he would bring to her, even though Xu Heng could really help "Sister Qing".

"I don't know if Sister Qing won or not, but if Xu Heng is sent over, she should be able to fully devote herself to cultivation. If she loses again this time, she should face reality and stop blindly practicing and hindering the progress of the plan...

However, let Xu Heng come back to report the situation. Well, let him not go back. If Sister Qing loses the second game, there is a high probability that she will have no hope in the third game. There is no need for him to stay there. After all, the opponent is Tian Xin..." Vivian muttered to herself, using the ring on her hand to send a message to Xu Heng.

Well, I didn't do this just because I wanted Xu Heng to come back. It must be that I am not so dependent that I can't stand living without servants.

People are always contradictory. Vivian could only think this way before she could feel at ease calling Xu Heng back.

Then let's go to his room and let him report while I'm massaging him as soon as he comes back.

As she thought about it, Vivian reached out from the void and a bow appeared in her hand.

……

Being led into the crack, Xu Heng soon saw the familiar starry sky.

"Qing, you shouldn't have done that for me just now. I'm fine, it's really okay, don't get angry so easily..." When they arrived at a safe place, Xu Heng was about to say something.

We cannot expect An Lingqing to control his emotions, but at least we can guide him towards a positive direction.

But before he could finish his words, An Lingqing's hand loosened, and with a turn, she was instantly close to Xu Heng, which caught him off guard. He closed his eyes subconsciously, and quickly stepped back. He lost his balance and fell backwards.

This was his starting habit of using the domain to disrupt the balance and increase more space for movement. Under the influence of the horror kitchen in the previous ten days, it had become muscle memory.

It was not that he was against An Lingqing, he was just frightened, which caused the inertia of the domain to be triggered.

But suddenly, he felt someone supporting his waist, holding his head, and his body was pressed against another flexible object. Xu Heng knew what it was, and his whole body trembled, and the triggering of the field was restricted.

He had no choice but to fall on the grass, but he didn't fall hard, or even didn't fall at all. His body was actually lifted up halfway by the support points at his waist and head, and then he was slowly placed on the grass.

"Sorry, Heng, I don't know why, but I'm curious about the smell of your body. I just wanted to smell it. I'm sorry if I scared you..." When I opened my eyes again, that beautiful and heroic face occupied all my sight.

You can smell a light and elegant fragrance.

There was also the sound of a heartbeat, and Xu Heng didn't know whether it was his own or An Lingqing's.

Now the two of them were so close that they could feel each other's breath.

He didn't dare to imagine what the posture was like now.

"Heng, there is a strange thing in my body now. It will easily run around in front of you. It is hard for me to control it, which makes me feel very uncomfortable. I need to calm them down, so I did those things. Am I making you unhappy?" There was a sad look in An Lingqing's big eyes. Under Xu Heng's hesitant gaze, a tear slowly flowed out of her eyes.

She seemed sad.

"No, no! You've done so much for me, I'm very grateful and happy, and very touched. It's just that if you do that, it will easily have a bad impact on yourself. I... don't... don't cry, don't feel bad, if you want to smell it, just smell it, as long as you feel better..." Xu Heng was really panicked. The fragility displayed by An Lingqing in front of him was completely different from her previous tyranny and domineering, which made him helpless.

He is like a child who is dependent on himself and is easily influenced by himself. He feels angry, sad, and aggrieved because of his own unhappiness.

What should I do? This child was "adopted" from An Lingqing's originally closed heart on his own initiative. I can't just ignore him.

He is still a super kid with a cannon, the kind that must be guided well.

There is already a delicate child at home, and now he has to take care of a new little one. Xu Heng dreams of the days when he was racking his brains to educate the cubs in the nest.