Deep love is also heartless

Fan Hongyan said in a low but honest voice: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry to the school. I've brought shame to the school and affected its reputation. I'm also sorry to Ju."

As he said this, Fan Hongyan bowed deeply to all the teachers and students in the school to apologize.

Fan Hongyan continued, "I came from a remote rural area, and I had never seen so many people in a school before, especially girls. There were no more than a hundred students in the primary school in my hometown, and no more than a hundred students in the high school. There were very few girls, so when I first came to school, I was at a loss. I didn't dare to look up to see people, let alone speak, especially girls. Every time I walked across the street, my heart was pounding.

Later, classmate Ju always came to talk to me, and gradually I was no longer afraid of her. Classmate Ju always gave me some snacks, which I had never eaten before. I took them back to the dormitory and ate them secretly. I felt like I was eating the best delicacies in the world.

I didn't dare respond to Ju's pursuit because I had an inferiority complex and felt that I was not worthy of her in any way. But just when I mustered up the courage to give it a try, something happened to Ju. I was scared, afraid of being implicated by her. I had finally been admitted to university and everyone in the village was waiting for me to succeed. I couldn't let everyone in the village down.

But in my heart I still like classmate Ju, I like her optimism and courage, so I thought that it was classmate Ju who pursued me last time, this time I want to pursue her.

Coincidentally, classmate Ju won a bonus of 200,000 yuan on his own. At that time, I backed out because I was afraid that others would say that I was only interested in Ju's money.

However, I heard many classmates say that they wanted to pursue Ju, and I was afraid that someone else would get there first, so I pursued Ju regardless of the consequences.

But I didn’t know how to pursue a girl. I just thought that classmate Ju loved to eat snacks, so I wanted to let her eat different snacks every day.

Classmate Ju rejected me, but I think that water dripping wears away the stone, and as long as I don’t give up, classmate Ju will definitely agree to me.

That day I invited classmate Ju to go to the movies, but she rejected me. I was very sad, knowing that I might never be able to win her heart back.

At this time, classmate Ji Fuyao came to me and said that classmate Ju was a fickle person. It was classmate Ju who instigated her to break up with Qiao Lieque. Now she is hanging with me while dating other boys. Classmate Ji said that classmate Ju is treating me as a fool and told me to go to the cinema to see if I don’t believe it.

When I arrived at the cinema, classmate Ju happened to take a handful of melon seeds from a male classmate. I got excited and thought that classmate Ju was really as shameless as classmate Ji said, so I impulsively pulled classmate Ju out and beat her.

I have been reflecting these days, and I wanted to give up again and again, but classmate Ji encouraged me again and again to have the spirit of perseverance. Girls are willing to see boys persist for them.

Especially that night, it was classmate Ji who repeatedly said bad things about classmate Ju, which made me very angry, and she tried her best to make me see the truth. Now I think that classmate Ji and classmate Ju were roommates in high school. She knew classmate Ju very well. She knew that classmate Ju had no feelings for me, but she encouraged me to pester classmate Ju. The purpose was to use my power to make things difficult for classmate Ju, and I just fell for it.

These days I have been wondering why this happened? Because I really like Ju Wangshu. Her cheerfulness, gentleness, seriousness and ambition all deeply attracted me. Even though I knew in my heart that Ju Wangshu no longer liked me, I still didn't want to give up. I'm sorry, Ju Wangshu, I was wrong. "