Like you in the sun

When Chen Yang reached out to touch Lin Fanyin's face, his hand was dodged.

After parking the car on the side of the road, he unbuckled his seat belt, leaned in front of Lin Fanyin and asked, "Yinyin, what's wrong?"

Lin Fanyin looked at the pain in Chen Yang's heart and replied calmly, "I'm tired."

Chen Yang: "Uncle will take you home."

Lying in bed late at night, Lin Fanyin recalled everything she had seen and heard in the office during the day... She is not my biological daughter... She is always just an outsider... Tears kept falling.

The next day, after coming back from school, Lin Fanyin kept reading in the office, or sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and staring outside.

On the way home, I sat in the passenger seat with my head tilted to one side and my eyes closed.

Chen Yang: “Yinyin?”

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, I'm sleepy."

After returning to the villa, Chen Yang was working in the study until the nanny knocked on the door and said, "Mr. Chen, dinner is ready."

After Chen Yang stood up and came out, he asked, "Where's Yinyin?"

Nanny: "Ms. Lin, I have been sleeping in my room since I came back from school."

Chen Yang went upstairs to Lin Fanyin's bedroom, knocked on the door, and called out, "Yinyin, come out for dinner."

"Yinyin~Yinyin~Did you hear it?"

Lin Fanyin: "Well, uncle, I don't want to eat."

Chen Yang pushed the door open and walked in, patting Lin Fanyin gently and saying, "Hurry up and get up."

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, I have no appetite."

When Chen Yang helped her up, the sharp pain made Lin Fanyin subconsciously cover the wound and let out a cry.

Chen Yang: "Did you get hurt? Did your uncle hurt you?"

Lin Fanyin: "It's okay, uncle."

Coming to the dining table, Chen Yang filled a bowl of ginseng porridge, tasted the temperature and flavor, and asked, "Yinyin, it tastes a little bitter."

"I know you don't like sweet food, so I didn't ask the aunt at home to put sugar in it. Do you want your uncle to put less sugar?"

After Lin Fanyin took the porridge, she had no appetite at all. After drinking a few sips reluctantly, she felt that the porridge in the bowl did not get less, as if the more she drank, the more she had.

Afraid that he would vomit if he took a few more bites, he took a few sips of the warm water beside him and said, "Uncle, I don't want to eat anymore."

Chen Yang took the porridge that Lin Fanyin had left over and said, "If you're hungry tonight, your uncle will make it for you."

Although Chen Yang's family was extremely wealthy, he was accustomed to not wasting food due to the education he received since childhood, and he would often eat Lin Fanyin's leftover food.

He also only ate the food left by Lin Fanyin.

The nanny prepared some ingredients specially prepared by the nutritionist for Lin Fanyin in the kitchen, so that when she was hungry at night, Chen Yang could cook the food quickly before leaving get off work.

Lin Fanyin returned to the bedroom upstairs, turned off the lights and lay on the bed. She didn't want to say anything, didn't want to do anything, just wanted to shut herself off.

Chen Yang seemed to have sensed something. He walked to the bedroom, knocked on the door and said, "Yinyin~Yinyin~Are you asleep?"

Lin Fanyin lay quietly on the bed without saying a word.

Chen Yang pushed open the bedroom door and asked, "Yinyin, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Fanyin pretended to be asleep and did not respond.

The moment Chen Yang turned on the light, he saw Lin Fanyin pulling up the quilt and burying her head.

After walking to the bed and sitting down, he gently patted Lin Fanyin and asked, "Yinyin, why are you ignoring your uncle?"

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, please go out. I'm sleepy."

Chen Yang: "What time is it? Why are you sleepy?"

"You fell asleep on the way, and you slept again when you came back."

Lin Fanyin remained silent and did not answer.

Chen Yang wanted to pull back the quilt, but Lin Fanyin held it tightly.

I had already guessed what was going on, so I pulled the quilt open with force and saw Lin Fanyin with tears streaming down her face.

Lin Fanyin didn't want Chen Yang to see her crying, so she turned her head away.

Chen Yang leaned over Lin Fanyin's body and saw that her hair was wet from crying. He asked distressedly, "Yinyin, did you hear anything?"

Lin Fanyin: “No.”

Chen Yang lay aside and held Lin Fanyin in his arms, saying gently, "Yinyin, can you please stop doing this?"

"You can lose your temper with your uncle, or you can question him."

"Can you please not tell your uncle anything?"

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, I'm just tired and want to rest."

Chen Yang's voice was choked with sobs as he said, "Yinyin, don't you love your uncle anymore?"

"You make your uncle very uncomfortable and very scared, you know?"

Lin Fanyin cried, "Uncle, I love you."

"I really love you, more than anyone else."

Chen Yang: "Yesterday, you heard something in the company, right?"

Lin Fanyin: “Yeah.”

"Uncle, I want to forget those images, I want to forget those words."

"But whether I'm sleeping, in class, or sitting in the car."

"The image of my uncle holding that woman's chin, and the sound of her voice, are like a thorn in my heart, hurting me all the time."

"It just won't go away. It keeps popping up in my mind uncontrollably."

Chen Yang: "Yinyin, it's not what you think."

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, I know I'm not your biological daughter."

"I'm just an outsider after all..."

"But I also know my uncle's love for me."

"I am too selfish, I always have been."

Chen Yang: "Yinyin, you misunderstood."

"It's a long story. That woman has been pursuing my uncle."

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, that's not what I meant. I'm not saying you can't have a girlfriend."

Chen Yang: "Yinyin, uncle knows!"

"Will you listen to what your uncle has to say to you?"

"She met him in Jinghai, and then she did a lot for her uncle in the trivialities of life."

"She gave up her job and came to Kyoto. My uncle is very grateful to her."

"I like him too, but liking him is different from loving him. You can like many people, but loving him is not like that!"

"My uncle likes her ability to handle things, her attentiveness, and her tactfulness in interpersonal relationships."

"But I don't have the desire to be with her. I still have to be responsible for her."

"In order to prevent her from getting deeper and deeper into trouble, we can't leave any hope, so my uncle wanted to make things clear yesterday."

"And you just happened to hear part of it, not the part before or after."

"She always thought that her uncle refused because he had a daughter, so she told him the truth that she was not his biological daughter."

"That sentence is always just an outsider because she mistakenly thought that her uncle wanted to be with her."

"Later, my uncle explained it to her clearly. It's not because he has a daughter, but because he doesn't love her."

Lin Fanyin: “Yeah.”

Chen Yang: "Okay, stop crying, okay?"

"Yinyin, no matter what happens in the future, you must tell your uncle, okay?"

"You are making your uncle very uncomfortable by not saying anything."

Lin Fanyin: "Uncle, I'm sorry."

Chen Yang: "Tell your uncle you're sorry!"

"Why do you seem jealous? You don't even want to talk to me."

Lin Fanyin: "I didn't ignore my uncle, I just didn't want to talk."

Chen Yang: "Little boy, did you have enough to eat at night?"

Lin Fanyin: "I have no appetite at all. I feel nauseous just looking at the food."