Like you in the sun

In the Kyoto Military Hospital, Chen Xue and Lin Yijun were in the ward with their daughter as she chose a wedding dress.

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, look at this wedding dress. It's so beautiful! You will look like a fairy in it."

There was no joy on Chen Xue's face. She looked away, afraid that she would lose control of her emotions in a second, so she did not answer.

Lin Yijun: "Wow~ our Yinyin has really good taste! Dad also thinks this set is beautiful."

Lin Fanyin happily took the sample drawing, pointed at another wedding dress design and asked, "Dad, what do you think of this one?"

Lin Yijun compared them seriously and said, "Dad still thinks the one just now is more beautiful."

"Yinyin, what do you think? Is that one prettier or this one prettier?"

Lin Fanyin: "That one just now. I liked it at first sight."

Lin Yijun: "Dad too."

Chen Xue looked at the father and daughter in front of her who were immersed in their upcoming wedding. The scene was so warm and happy.

Several times the words came to my lips but I couldn't say them, so I kept them stuck in my heart.

Lin Fanyin: "Dad?"

Lin Yijun: "Sweetheart, what's wrong?"

Lin Fanyin: "Dad, can you wear a military uniform when you get married to Mom?"

Lin Yijun: "Yeah, sure. Do you like the way dad looks in military uniform?"

Lin Fanyin: "Dad, you look so handsome in your military uniform!"

Lin Yijun: "Then wouldn't Dad be handsome without his military uniform?"

Lin Fanyin: "Of course he is handsome, my dad is the most handsome."

Lin Yijun: "Then who do you think is more handsome, dad or uncle?"

Lin Fanyin: "They are all so handsome, I can't choose."

Chen Xue clenched her hands tightly, trying her best to control her emotions and not let anything unusual appear on her face.

However, the sensitive Lin Fanyin still noticed Chen Xue's inner mental state, so she asked cautiously: "Mom?"

Chen Xue: "What's wrong, my baby?"

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, don't you like the wedding dress I chose?"

Then she handed the customized wedding dress design sample album to Chen Xue and continued, "Mom, choose the wedding dress you like."

Chen Xue: "I like the wedding dress my baby chose very much."

"Mom...just..."

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, are you feeling nervous and fearful because you're about to marry Dad?"

"Mom, don't worry, this is a manifestation of pre-marital phobia."

"It is normal to feel nervous, anxious, or even fearful before getting married."

Lin Yijun: "My sweetheart, who taught you this? You are so young, what do you know about premarital phobia?"

Lin Fanyin: "Dad, I saw it in a book."

Lin Yijun: "What kind of book does your uncle usually let you read?"

Lin Fanyin: "Dad, what's wrong with watching this?"

Lin Yijun: "You are still young! Dad doesn't want you to get married so early!"

Chen Xue: “Yinyin…”

Lin Fanyin: "When mom and dad get married, I will be the bridesmaid by mom's side, and my uncle will also be the best man by mom's side."

"Dad and I will love mom well in the future. You know how much dad loves you."

"Mom loves Dad very much. Every time she comes back from Country M, she only goes to the military area to see Dad and never sees me."

Looking at her sensible and sympathetic daughter, Chen Xue's eyes instantly became moist. She choked up, looked up at the ceiling, and forced herself to hold back the tears.

He forced a smile on his face, paused and replied, "Mom knows everything."

Lin Yijun asked: "Xue'er, is there something wrong with you?"

Chen Xue shook her head and replied, "No."

Lin Yijun hugged Chen Xue and kissed her, asking, "Is everything really alright?"

Chen Xue pushed Lin Yijun away and said, "Hey, stop it! My daughter is here."

Lin Fanyin turned her head to the side and replied, "It's okay, Mom, I won't watch it."

Chen Xue continued to push Lin Yijun away and said, "Yijun, what are you doing? Your daughter is still young!"

Lin Yijun: "Well... okay!"

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, it's okay, I really won't watch it!"

Chen Xue: "This is not allowed, Yinyin is still young!"

Lin Yijun: "Okay, okay...I won't kiss you anymore. Yinyin, you're still young!"

"Xue'er, I will pay attention next time!"

Lin Fanyin replied: "What's the matter? It's just a kiss. I'm not a child anymore!"

"My older brother and I kissed each other too!"

When Lin Yijun heard this, the flames in his heart instantly ignited, and he even couldn't believe his ears.

He asked very seriously, word by word: "Yinyin, what did you just say?"

Lin Fanyin repeated, "What's the matter? It's just a kiss. I'm not a child anymore!"

"I kissed my older brother."

Lin Yijun felt the blood rushing to his head, but he suppressed the anger in his heart. He didn't want to lose his temper with his daughter, so he was about to continue questioning.

Chen Xue's mind was in a mess all day. After a series of inner struggles, she finally mustered up the courage to speak out what she had been holding back in her heart. She said, "Yinyin, Mom has decided to go back to Country M tomorrow."

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, when will you come back?"

Chen Xue looked at her daughter's expectant eyes and replied reluctantly: "Yinyin, Mommy..."

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, you must come back before registering with Dad."

Chen Xue remained silent, not knowing how to answer.

Lin Fanyin suddenly felt very flustered at this moment, as if she had a bad premonition that her mother was going to leave her and her father again.

So he asked tentatively: "Mom, you will definitely come back before registering with Dad, right?"

Chen Xue's heart and brain were completely empty and chaotic. She didn't know how to face her daughter and Lin Yijun, so she blurted out angrily, "Enough!"

Lin Yijun: "Xue'er, why are you yelling at your daughter? If you have anything to say, you can come to me!"

"You've been looking unhappy since you entered the ward today. I held it in and didn't say anything!"

"Do you think your daughter really can't see it? Otherwise why would she be so cautious?"

Lin Fanyin: “Dad.”

Chen Xue: "Baby, my baby, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."

"Mom was too anxious just now, I'm sorry..."

Lin Fanyin: "It's okay, Mom."

Chen Xue: "Baby, mommy wants to tell you something next."

Lin Fanyin: “Yeah.”

Chen Xue: "Then you must promise mom that you won't be sad, upset, or cry after you find out, okay?"

"This is something my mother decided after careful consideration."

Lin Fanyin: "Mom, go ahead."

Although Chen Xue said these words to her daughter, she was actually speaking to Lin Yijun. She said slowly, "Yinyin, Mom has decided to go back to Country M. She may not come back again!"

Lin Yijun: "Xue'er, what do you mean?"

Chen Xue: “Literally!”

Lin Fanyin still heard the fact that she didn't want to accept the most. Tears rolled down her face as she asked, "What about Dad? What about Dad?"

"Mom, can you please not leave me and Dad again?"

"Dad really loves you, and I love mom too."

Chen Xue: "I'm sorry! Yinyin, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to you and your father."