Like you in the sun

Now Li Xiang seems to have walked out of one abyss and fallen into another one again, spending every day in regret and guilt.

It was as if he was all alone now, the loneliness of having thousands of lights but not a single one for himself.

Uncle Li, who lives next door to Li Xiang's hometown, has been calling Li Xiang frequently recently to ask him to go back for blind dates.

Li Xiang always made excuses and excuses. His heart and eyes were filled with Lin Fanyin. It wasn't that he didn't love her anymore. How could he accept other women?

That day, Uncle Li, who lived next door to Li Xiang's hometown, called Li Xiang who was at work and said that he had some relics left by Li Xiang's father at home. He and Li Xiang made an appointment to go to Uncle Li's house next door to pick them up after get off work.

Li Xiang had just driven into the village after returning to his hometown when Uncle Li next door waved and said, "Li Xiang, you're back."

Li Xiang: "Uncle, I'm here to get the things my dad left behind."

When they reached Uncle Li's house next door, Uncle Li pulled Li Xiang aside and said, "Li Xiang, your father actually didn't leave any relics."

"I asked you to come back this time because I proposed blind dates to you several times before and you always refused. So I tricked you back today. The girl is here now and is in the house."

After hearing this, Li Xiang was about to leave and said, "Uncle, I really don't want to think about these things now. I'm going back first."

Uncle Li from next door grabbed Li Xiang and said earnestly: "Li Xiang, this is what your father had chosen when he was alive. You are so old now, how long are you going to put it off?"

"Since you are here, why not go in and take a look? This will help fulfill your father's wish."

Li Xiang was dragged into the yard by Uncle Li next door. He had no choice but to go into the house and continue the blind date. He thought he would just go through the motions and then rush back to the city.

After entering the room, Li Xiang saw a woman wearing a leopard print skirt and a short V-neck top that was so low that her chest was about to come out. She had big wavy red-brown hair, wore a pair of black sunglasses, and applied bright red lipstick. She was smoking a cigarette and had a slender figure.

Li Xiang said politely: "Hello."

Zhang Yan said with a tone full of disgust: "Why did you choose a place like this? It's so dirty. What should I do if my brand-name clothes get dirty?"

Then he took a look at Li Xiang, took off his sunglasses to reveal a face with heavy makeup and a slightly old look, looked him up and down and said, "Hello, my name is Zhang Yan. I won't introduce myself to you in detail. I guess Third Uncle has already told you the basic situation, right?"

Li Xiang: "Hello, my name is Li Xiang."

Zhang Yan: "You look pretty good, better than I expected."

Li Xiang: “Thank you.”

Zhang Yan: "Why are you still not married at the age of 31?"

Li Xiang: “I’m too busy at work.”

At this moment, Li Xiang was struck by an inexplicable heartache. Looking at the woman in front of him, Lin Fanyin's appearance appeared in his mind. He couldn't help but think about it, and couldn't control his thoughts.

The woman in front of him was wearing rustic clothes and had heavy makeup, which did not show the bold and sexy style she wanted. On the contrary, she looked very worldly.

Lin Fanyin was naturally beautiful and never wore any makeup, her delicate features were even more fresh and refined. The specially tailored clothes made her look more generous and decent.

Li Xiang felt very uncomfortable looking at the woman with a 5:5 body shape, which formed a sharp contrast with Lin Fanyin's figure with a golden ratio of 3:7, with her curvy figure, willow-like waist, and straight and white long legs.

He couldn't help but recall holding Lin Fanyin's waist in his arms. The fragrance from Lin Fanyin's body, who never used perfume, made him feel comfortable and fascinated.

When we kiss, I always blush and dare not look at myself, and there was also the scene in my bedroom that night.

Seeing Li Xiang in a daze, Zhang Yan thought that her charm had conquered this man. She stared at him straight in the eyes, and pretended to lift her hair and asked, "Are you the captain of the Public Security Bureau in the city?"

Li Xiang came to his senses and replied: "No, I'm a traffic policeman."

Zhang Yan: "Traffic police? Didn't Third Uncle say that you were the captain of the Public Security Bureau? How did you become a traffic policeman again?"

Li Xiang: "I got a job transfer."

Zhang Yan: "Captain of the traffic police? Traffic police don't have much power, right?"

Li Xiang: "Police officer."

Zhang Yan: "The salary of a traffic police officer isn't that high, right? It's barely enough to make ends meet."

Li Xiang: “Not high.”

Zhang Yan: "You are 31 years old now. Do you plan to be a traffic policeman for the rest of your life? Do you have a house?"

Li Xiang: “Yes.”

Zhang Yan's eyes lit up after hearing this, but after continued questioning, she learned that Li Xiang's house was not only old but also relatively remote and small in size compared to the high-end community she wanted, and her face changed instantly.

Zhang Yan: "How can you live in a house like this? When are you going to move to a new house?"

Li Xiang smiled disdainfully and said, "It's fine. I have no plans to change houses at the moment."

Zhang Yan: "How did you get back? Did you drive? What car did you drive?"

Li Xiang: “I don’t have a car.”

Zhang Yan: "You are over 30 years old and it is difficult for you to support yourself with this meager salary. My monthly salary is equivalent to your half-year salary!"

"I'm a realistic person and I speak directly. I want to marry a man to change my life. I don't want to wait until this age just for the sake of getting married. You're a good person, but we're not suitable."

After saying that, he put on sunglasses and walked out, and Li Xiang also followed him out of the house.

Uncle Li from the next door saw the two people coming out and asked, "How did you understand? Did you leave your contact information?"

Zhang Yan: "Third Uncle, thank you. You don't need to leave your contact information."

Uncle Li next door: "Zhang Yan, let's go back to the city after dinner."

Zhang Yan: "No need, Third Uncle."

Uncle Li next door: "Zhang Yan, why don't you let Li Xiang take you back to the city."

Li Xiang didn't want to send Zhang Yan off, so he made an excuse: "Uncle, I'm staying at home today."

Zhang Yan looked disdainful when she saw Li Xiang's car, then took out her own car keys and shook them, saying, "No need, I drove here by myself. And I'm not used to the kind of car you drive."

In the independent ward of the military hospital in Kyoto, Lin Yijun took Lin Fanyin's hand and carefully trimmed her nails. Then he said gently, "Yinyin is like a little angel. She loved dad the most when she was a child."

"Every time she sees dad, she smiles. No matter how hard she cries, as long as dad hugs her, she stops crying."

"Yinyin, do you remember when you were a kid and your feet were numb but you couldn't express it, so you said to your dad: Dad, Dad, there are so many little stars in my feet."

"Also, when you were in the first grade of elementary school, your dad came back to see you during his vacation. You were so happy. You played with your dad all day, and at night you cried because you remembered that you hadn't finished your homework. Your dad and uncle helped you with your homework while comforting you."

"Time flies by so fast. Dad always thinks you are still young and there is still a long way to go."

"My baby daughter has grown up in the blink of an eye. Daddy must give my baby daughter a big birthday present on this New Year's Eve."

"Dad really regrets not accompanying you as you grow up. I really regret it."

"Your mother is right. Dad is an irresponsible father. Yinyin doesn't want to wake up. Is she angry with her father?"

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Yinyin... Daddy is the one who's sorry for you. Daddy would rather be the one lying here now than Yinyin."

Lin Yijun suddenly felt his daughter's hand move, and said excitedly: "Yinyin, Yinyin."