Like you in the sun

Li Xiang was even more tormented at this time. Everyone thought he was heartless and no one could understand his heart.

His apparent indifference was just a mask to disguise his sincerity. He missed her every day after the breakup, and there wasn't a single day that he didn't think of Lin Fanyin.

In the dark room, Li Xiang lay on the bed recalling his first meeting with Lin Fanyin, the first time Lin Fanyin confessed to him, the first time they held hands, the first time they hugged, the first time they kissed. As he recalled the past, his eyes became moist unconsciously.

There was a ding sound from the cell phone, and Li Xiang took it out from his pocket.

After seeing the message from Lin Fanyin with only three words: "I miss you", it seemed to have touched the last line of defense in his heart. At this moment, Li Xiang could no longer hold back!

I cried so hard, and couldn't control my tears. The voices of "big brother" echoed in my ears.

At this moment, Li Xiang really wanted to hug Lin Fanyin.

After calming down, Li Xiang sat at the desk, picked up a pen and wrote a letter to Lin Fanyin.

Yinyin:

I love you! I'm sorry to say I love you in this way.

Your appearance has brought light to my dark world. You don't know that this world is not just black and white, and I am wandering between black and white.

You have no idea about the darkness of this society and the evil of human nature.

I fell into the abyss and struggled hard. For the justice in my heart, I am willing to pay any price, even my life!

When I chose this path, I knew that I would go on in my own way. There is no turning back when you use yourself as a chess piece.

Until I met you, I began to waver!

I have been struggling with my feelings for you. I love you but I don’t know if we can have a future together. But it’s really hard to leave you.

I really love you more than anything else, and I love you deeply and unforgettably.

I don't deserve your deep love for me because I am not a good policeman. I have wanted to confess to you countless times, but I never had the courage to say it.

I know my end is coming to an end, and I have to let you go. Even if I am extremely reluctant, I have to say goodbye.

We will never meet again in this life, forget me! Live a good life and find someone worth loving.

You once told me that when we first met, it was God who led you to come to me. Your love for me is like your heartbeat.

If there is an afterlife, I hope to find you in it with the memories of you in this life.

Li Xiang wrote and wrote, but he finally tore it up. Let Lin Fanyin hate him! Maybe hatred would make it easier to let go of this relationship.

Just let yourself disappear completely in Lin Fanyin's world.

The next day, as night fell and heavy rain was pouring down from the sky, Lin Fanyin was walking alone on the street. The bright lights at night and the pedestrians and vehicles hurrying by on the road seemed to set off her loneliness.

I walked to the street where I first met Li Xiang and stood alone in the rain.

Lin Fanyin was very calm, not crying or showing any expression. She just stood there woodenly, but at this moment the longing in her heart reached its peak.

After Chen Yang drove to find Lin Fanyin, he saw this scene without saying much.

He just silently took Lin Fanyin into the car. On the way home, he looked at the passenger seat from time to time.

In the living room, Chen Yang came over with a blanket and covered Lin Fanyin, who was lying on the sofa. He sat beside her and comforted his precious child.

Lin Fanyin: “Uncle.”

Chen Yang: “Hmm?”

Lin Fanyin: "Am I not worthy?"

Chen Yang: "You are the only one! Yinyin, life is a long journey... and everyone has their own choices."

Lin Fanyin: "I am afraid that one day my uncle will also abandon me. Life will have no meaning to me."

Chen Yang held Lin Fanyin's face and said gently: "Yinyin, you are everything to my uncle! Forever... forever..."

Chen Yang suddenly woke up while leaning on the sofa late at night, and found that Lin Fanyin in his arms had a slightly higher body temperature.

Touching the burning forehead, he quickly stood up, found the antipyretic medicine and fed it to Lin Fanyin, saying, "Yinyin, take the medicine."

I carried her from the sofa back to the bedroom upstairs and took care of her day and night.

The blurry building and the blurry outline of the man appeared again in Lin Fanyin's dream.

This time, the man in the dream vaguely resembled Li Xiang, and Gao Qisheng's ferocious face suddenly appeared. However, the scene in the dream was still so vague.

When Lin Fanyin was half asleep and half awake, she saw Chen Yang applying a cold towel to her forehead and holding a thermometer under her armpit.

Seeing that Lin Fanyin had woken up, Chen Yang asked softly, "Did your uncle disturb you?"

Lin Fanyin, who was dizzy from the fever, grabbed Chen Yang's hand, and fell into a deep sleep the next second.

The two were discussing the case when Li Xiang and An Xin went out.

An Xin answered the call from Meng Yu and said, "Hello, Xiao Yu."

Meng Yu: "An Xin, where are you?"

An Xin: "Outside."

Meng Yu: "Come to my house for lunch. My mom made dumplings for us. We'll go out and play in the afternoon."

An Xin: "Okay, OK, don't you have an interview today?"

Meng Yu: "Then come to the hospital to pick me up..."

Before Meng Yu could finish her words, An Xin asked anxiously, "Ah? Hospital? Xiaoyu, what's wrong with you?"

"Why did you go to the hospital? Wait for me, I'll be there soon."

Meng Yu: "It's not me~ There was supposed to be an interview with Chen Yang today."

"Chen Yang is accompanying Xiao Fanyin to the hospital, so we can only make another appointment. I'll stop by the hospital to see Xiao Fanyin on the way."

An Xin: "Yinyin went to the hospital?"

When Li Xiang, who was standing by, heard that Lin Fanyin had gone to the hospital, a look of worry appeared on his face.

Meng Yu: "It seems that he got caught in the rain on the street near Jiuchang Street, and he has a high fever that won't go away."

An Xin: "A street near Jiuchang Street? Why is Yinyin going there when it's so far from Jiuchang Street? How long has the fever persisted in the rain?"

Hearing about the streets near Jiuchang Street touched Li Xiang's heart, and his thoughts were drawn back to the day when he met Lin Fanyin.

After hanging up the phone, An Xin said, "Xiang, do you want to go check on Yin Yin?"

Seeing no response, he pushed Li Xiang and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

Li Xiang: "Ah~ nothing... I didn't think about anything."

An Xin: "Let's go to the hospital to see Yinyin?"

Li Xiang: “Forget it!”

Yang Jian came to the city police criminal police team and walked into the office. When he saw Li Xiang, he said, "Captain Li, are you still not off work? Your flower bud is still waiting for you outside."

"Why are you standing so far away from the door? Why don't you let Huaguduo come in and wait for you?"

Li Xiang: “I’ll be done soon.”

Yang Jian: "How come Huaguduo is so smart! I taught her verbally how to use a gun when we were at the fire scene that day, but I didn't expect her to be so accurate."

"You can shoot so accurately the first time you touch a gun. What a talent. Apply to the police academy and become my apprentice."

Li Xiang: "Don't even think about it! Yinyin is not suitable to be a police officer."

Yang Jian: “I think it’s quite suitable.”

Li Xiang didn't expect that Lin Fanyin was still waiting for him, just to see him from afar.

In fact, I saw Lin Fanyin standing far away outside the Municipal Bureau several times.

Always so sensible that it makes people feel distressed. Li Xiang knows that Lin Fanyin is worried that it will affect his work. He also knows how much she loves him! But every time he pretends not to see it.

She was afraid that seeing Lin Fanyin would rekindle her hope, and she was also afraid that she would not be able to control herself.

The chilly evening breeze blew across his face, stirring his restless heart. As Li Xiang drove out of the city bureau, he looked at Lin Fanyin through the rearview mirror, and a smile appeared on his face, followed by tears.

This brightly lit city illuminates the darkness, but it cannot illuminate the hearts of two people who miss each other.

Lin Fanyin looked at Li Xiang's driving away, her eyes still reluctant to follow.

That kind of long-awaited pursuit.