Something happened. This is not going to be bloody.

I love my country and its culture, but I was taken to live abroad by my adoptive parents when I was young.

My adoptive parents were quite wealthy, and they had their own child two years after they adopted me. I was not treated unfairly materially, but their love for me spiritually was limited.

I don't hate my adoptive parents. It's human nature to be better to your own children. I just feel a little lost when they are ignored and neglected.

My adoptive parents gave me a good education and a rich life. I should be grateful to them because they never asked for anything in return. Even when I had a lot of money and wanted to give back, they just told me to do more charity if I had more money.

I was taught that boys can also like flowery dresses, girls can also become pilots, and both men and women can do what they want. So I like Chen Yi, and I don’t think there is anything wrong with me earning money to support the family and him staying sunny and handsome.

I was planning to marry Chen Yi, but everyone was against it and were pessimistic about it. They seemed to have seen my future destiny, but I didn't believe it.

We cannot give up the sunshine in front of us just because we see darkness. I believe that we live our own lives.

But I forgot that the concepts I accepted were my ideas. However, in the domestic environment, boys have the idea that they have to support their families and work. Once a person is in a situation where women are strong and men are weak, the boy's mentality will slowly change under the influence of the outside world.

After marriage, I felt the change in Chen Yi's mentality. Although he tried his best to restrain himself, I knew that all the comments saying that he was a gigolo and relied on his wife could affect his mood.

At that time, I thought I might understand what the agent said:

"People's hearts change with the environment. Not everyone has a strong heart that is not shaken by external comments."

It wasn't until Ruoruo was born that I felt the gap between Chen Yi and me was getting bigger and bigger.

It seemed like an unbridgeable gap.

I try to be better, stay in shape, and take care of my skin every day, but it seems that nothing can cover up the fact that we are drifting apart.

When did the rift between the couple begin to mend? I feel it was after Chen Yi participated in a variety show. He was abused by the entire Internet and was even told to get out of the entertainment industry. He was mocked as a gigolo.

I felt in my heart that this was our final outcome, and that the crack could no longer withstand the pressure.

But the indifference and distance that I thought existed did not exist. The crisis seems to make us understand our own hearts better.

I seemed to have returned to the days when I was in love. Chen Yi became more considerate and relieved.

Chen Yi's career has been more bumpy than mine. He was misunderstood, put on ice, went far away to develop, experienced gunfights, and then reached the peak of his life.

Ever since Chen Yi became popular, those people who used to be pessimistic about him have started to speak ill of him again, and I have also started to waver in my heart. I am not as confident as before, and I don’t know if it is because I am at a disadvantage.

We are in the world of fame and fortune, with many temptations and falsehoods. Fortunately, everything is just my guess. No matter in the past or now, Chen Yi has always been with me.

I may be the first actress to receive the Best Actor award, and the only wife to receive the Best Actor trophy for her husband. I am proud of myself.

When Chen Yi and I stood at the pinnacle of entertainment, the people and things around us became harmonious, and the previous neglect and unreasonableness disappeared.

Chen Yi is no longer just an actor, he is also the country's business card and a celebrity that attracts worldwide attention. He has made the world recognize China in a new way.

When you stand high enough, you will find that people around you are looking up at you.

The once high and mighty Wen family bowed their heads. They sent their daughter abroad as an apology. Even so, the feud between the Wen family and Chen Yi affected the development of the Wen family, and fans and passers-by boycotted it.

The once-mighty Wen family went downhill.

Many people, including me, were surprised that the internationally renowned film actor Chen Yi passed away at such a brilliant moment. He said he was returning to his family and spending time with his wife and daughter. Except for the initial feeling of being touched, I felt for many years that this was not a good thing.

Because many fans think that Chen Yi should have a better future.

Once I attended a ceremony, and a national leader from the Ministry of Culture came up to me and shook my hand. All my friends around me left tactfully.

The leader, wearing gold-rimmed glasses and a Zhongshan suit, looked like a scholar. He said politely:

"Mr. Zheng, I have long heard of your name."

I politely replied: "I am honored that Mr. Xu knows me."

After a few polite words, the other party actually said:

"It's a pity that Mr. Chen returns to his family so early. Actually, actress Zheng doesn't have much work now, and the family should be managed by two people together."

When Mr. Xu said this, I felt his regret for Chen Yi's return to his family. I can only say:

"Mr. Xu doesn't know that Chen Yi's decision to return to his family is his own. I also hope that Chen Yi can create more value in the film and television industry, but I also respect his choice of life."

After some hesitation, the other party said:

"Could Queen Zheng please promote Mr. Chen's personal account? I have something to discuss with you."

A few days later, I learned from Chen Yi that Mr. Xu wanted to invite him to attend a cultural exchange promotion meeting on behalf of the Ministry of Culture.

The key is that it is free of charge, so Mr. Xu said he would discuss it with us.

I also turned down my work and became Mr. Chen's assistant, and we went to the United States together.

As soon as I left the airport, the overwhelming noise and shouting broke through my eardrums. Even though he has not appeared in the public eye for many years, Chen Yi's influence is still very strong. I am proud of this.

We received a lot of attention at the cultural exchange meeting. I saw Chen Yi paint landscapes, write calligraphy, and demonstrate Chinese martial arts. I saw countless cameras and eyes on him.

I am hiding in the crowd, like standing low and looking up at the starry sky, and my lover is the brightest star.

After the exchange meeting, we returned to the resting place. I don’t know who revealed our address, but there were fans outside the hotel.

The hotel invited Chen Yi to the terrace on the third floor, where he sang two songs and performed some other shows by himself. Finally, he chatted for an hour before the crowd slowly left.

Chen Yi returned to the house, and I watched him stretch out his arms and rush towards me. The lights and infinite glory behind him were replaced by a warm embrace.

The warm embrace accompanied me throughout my life, and even after Ruoruo got married, the person I loved was still by my side.

This is the person I love. Since he appeared in my life, the wind is warm, the rain is sweet, and my heart is at peace.