[British and American] Jason Wayne's Struggle

Dick once thought that he would lose his family forever. It’s not that Bruce and Alfred were not his family, but since his parents passed away, he no longer had any blood relatives in this world.

Sometimes he would feel very lonely, but after being with Jason, this feeling completely disappeared. Later, Dick thought about it and felt that his inability to extricate himself from Jason might be related to this feeling.

They are all children without parents, but when they come together, they can form a small family.

Dick reflected later and realized that he really had many shortcomings as a partner. On the contrary, Jason, who was younger, had given and endured a lot in this relationship. If he had continued like that, Jason might have dumped him like his ex-girlfriends.

But Dick will try to win Jason back. He wants to be with Jason for a long time, and this idea has never changed.

Yet regret does exist.

If only he could have supported Jason a little more, if only he could have not ignored Jason's pain and gone with him

Dick's own first encounter was with a female villain, who pulled his hand into the room in order to get information from him.

The feeling that night was actually very awkward. Dick always felt that the other party didn't love him, and he accepted the invitation out of curiosity. Later it was proved that his feeling was correct. The other party was a villain and he was fooled. Maybe this was also related to the fact that he was always unable to develop long-term relationships with others.

Nightwing may seem like a charming, female-friendly guy, but in reality he often feels like a loner.

What was Jason's feeling towards him? He was in a very bad situation at the time, and his mental state was also very bad. Bruce didn't trust him, the team rejected him, and he had to go to the Middle East to find his biological mother to comfort himself. Maybe he wanted to grab something, so he ran to Bludhaven to find him.

There must be such factors, but they are not all.

Dick always remembered that when a movie ended, the boy would hold him in his arms and run his fingers through his hair.

Jason asked him gently, "Dickie Bird, are you still lonely?"

Then Dick suddenly had the urge to cry. He wanted to say that he used to be very lonely, but as long as he was with Little Wing, he would never be lonely again.

Jason's sensitivity to other people's emotions was so amazing that Dick almost thought the boy could empathize with everything that others felt.

He felt Dick's loneliness, so he hugged Dick.

Perhaps it is because of this that Jason cannot bear the tears of the victims and feels angry about what happened to them.

Jason embraced Dick's soul. He accepted all of Dick's good and bad sides, and he tolerated and loved Dick without hesitation.

What have I done to make you love me so much? Even I feel that I am not worthy of your love.

However, such a good person like Jason was killed by the Joker in Ethiopia, and there was even a video recording. When Dick watched the video, he almost thought that he would die with Jason.

Betrayed by his biological mother and killed... Dick couldn't even imagine how Jason felt at that time.

When Jason just died, Dick's mental state was extremely bad. He broke into Arkham, but was stopped by Batman. After calming down, he realized that he could not cross that line, which made him feel more guilty, and he was completely trapped in guilt.

He began to have auditory hallucinations and could hear Jason's voice wherever he went. When he was crossing the road, he heard a "Dickie Bird" behind him and turned back in surprise, but was almost hit by a car.

Later, he often lay in bed and didn't want to do anything else, because if he closed his eyes, he might dream about Jason and be in a trance all day.

Once, a robbery happened on the roadside and he wanted to save people, but he almost lost his life. Then he came to the desert and saw Jason and the little blue bird named Mulin.

Then he got another hug from Jason.

Now he was dreaming about them again, but Connor shook Dick awake.

"Hey, Nightwing, we're on Titan."

Dick woke up and covered his head, "Well, thanks, Superboy."

"You're welcome. You haven't had any rest in the past few days. We all know you're very tired."

Connor gave him a sunny smile. In recent years, the boy's smile has become more and more like "Superman".

They are all growing and changing.

A newcomer quietly asked the Martian girl, "Who is Jay? Nightwing always calls himself this when he falls asleep."

The Martian girl quickly covered the newcomer's mouth, with a look of sadness in her eyes: "I'll tell you later, now shut up."

That was Nightwing's biggest pain. No one was willing to reveal Nightwing's scar, and as he grew up, the second generation Robin also became a scar for the entire Young Justice League.

No snowflake is innocent in an avalanche, and now, the snowflakes finally realize that their rejection and prejudice against the child were really hurtful.

After Jason passed away, Dick, who was once a popular man, has not been in love for almost a year and a half. He rejected those who approached him and expressed their affection, leaving the corner of love to the deceased.

Jason is the only one of Dick's lovers whose name was not made public during his lifetime, but he is also the only one who left a deep impression on Dick.

Connor was already changing the subject with Dick.

"The experts of the Assassin's League are really powerful, right? I saw that the guy wearing a mask and using a gun could fight you on equal terms."

You have to know that Nightwing is the top fighter second only to Batman. As he grows older and gains more experience, he becomes more and more difficult to deal with. There are not many people in this world who can fight him in close combat.

Nightwing raised an eyebrow, "Yeah, that assassin was very strong, he made my arm numb."

Moreover, that man was very dangerous. He was very precise in his attacks, and every blow he made was deadly and murderous. You could tell at a glance that he was an expert with blood on his hands. If you were not careful, you would be caught and killed.

The cold blade and the sense of crisis when encountering a good opponent made Nightwing excited and alert almost instantly, and the secretion of adrenaline made his scalp slightly tingling.

If they were not on different sides, he would really like to have a good fight with this person.

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Nijim's second memory began with a small hand patting him. It was Damian's small hand.

The child was calling out "Najim" and "Najim" incoherently. Najim sat up subconsciously and saw the child crawling into his arms, calling his name tenderly.

Then he started taking care of Damian.

That was a really difficult child to take care of. He looked only a little over one year old, but he could already express himself in short sentences. The word he said most often was "no". Talia said that this was because the child had too strong a sense of self.

Talia walked into the room and told Najim that he had been seriously injured in a battle before. The doctor said that he needed to relax his body and could no longer serve as a senior assassin in the Assassin's League, so she decided to take him out for a trip to relax.

Najim embarked on the journey with Talia in a daze.

He was still very weak, so Talia drove them, and later they went to a place to disguise themselves and change their identities. It was said that this was because Talia was a big figure in the Assassin's League, and if she didn't do these things, she might get into trouble when walking outside.

Najim had no objection to this. He remembered nothing and was very confused. He didn't know what to do except go with Talia and take care of Damian.

But later on, thinking back, this journey based on deception was actually a rare and peaceful memory for him.

Talia made their beginning a complete mistake, but she was very kind to Najim. During the trip, she took the confused Najim and the ignorant cub Damian alone, but she still made the trip seem enjoyable.

At least Najim felt very happy. They went to the beach together to watch the ebb and flow of the tide, the blue sea and sky. The vast ocean made people feel relaxed and comfortable.

Talia stood on the beach and told stories about the myths of the ocean and where the coastal highway came from. It was said that it was built with money donated by the Augu family. It has a history of 30 years and is the longest highway on this coastline.

Nijim thought of the movie they watched in the hotel last night and said slowly, "Is this what we call a road trip?"

Talia laughed when she heard this, and said that this didn't count, she just brought them here to see the sea, but they didn't go on a road trip, and Talia would take them to Hawaii next.

"Hawaii?"

Najim looked at Talia in confusion.

"Yes, let's go to Hawaii. The sea there is more beautiful than here."