[British and American] Jason Wayne's Struggle

Looking at Jason's angry question, Tim opened his mouth and felt his throat dry.

"I... allowed an accident, just that one time."

I don't know when it started, maybe it was the double pressure of work and study, or maybe it was because of the headache caused by the old foxes in Eastern European politics, Jason developed a habit of drinking. It was okay when Tim was watching him, but when Tim couldn't see, Jason often drank himself to the point of being only one step away from being drunk.

To be honest, his self-control ability is still pretty good. At least Jason has never really let himself get drunk outside. No matter how dizzy he feels, he can open a portal to send himself home, so Tim didn't control him too strictly later.

Who told everyone to have a lazy boss who made them all know the pain of working overtime? Tim relies on coffee to survive, and Jason drowns his sorrows in alcohol, they are the same.

Besides, Jason would become more enthusiastic after consuming enough alcohol.

After returning to Milijian, Jason drank less often, but he still went to the bar to hang out. And one time, they didn't take any protective measures.

In fact, Tim had drunk some wine at that time, but he was still able to take care of himself. The evidence is that a man cannot stand up after being completely drunk, but Tim was still able to fight with Jason for two rounds, and even fell asleep on Jason's chest after helping him wipe his back.

"That one time. I calculated it later. That day... was actually your dangerous period."

Tim sat on the sofa with his hands on his knees, looking as upright as a primary school student admitting his mistake.

Jason was so angry that he laughed: "So you didn't take any protective measures during my dangerous period, and you didn't tell me about it the next day and remind me to take the medicine?"

Tim looked up: "Yes, but you don't feel anything at all?"

Jason: "You cleaned it for me! And the first thing I did after waking up was to rush to work! Do you dare to say that you didn't tell me this because you had no luck in your heart?"

"I don't deny that."

Tim sighed, "Sorry, Jay."

To be honest, he had hoped that it would happen. After all, they were both healthy young people, and their partners were in danger, so the chance of causing a death was quite high. But no one was killed... Tim suspected that he had consumed too much coffee, which affected the quality of his semen.

Jason might also have some minor problems, after all, he usually drinks and stays up late.

Anyway, their success rates should be lower than those of their healthy peers.

"Do you want to get a more thorough health check-up... Ugh!"

Jason threw the pillow directly at his face and stood up.

"Timothy, have you ever thought about how it would affect my career and health if I got pregnant now?"

Tim hurriedly put the pillow aside. He stammered, "I'm sorry, really, I..."

Jason shouted at him, "I thought we could talk about anything. If you feel uneasy, just tell me and I will work hard to make you feel safe. We are lovers and I am willing to do everything for you to make you happy!"

"But you can't hide such an important thing from me, because if there are any bad consequences, I will be the only one to pay the price."

Childbirth is never an easy thing, and Damian had suffered a lot.

Jason continued, "I have considered the issue of having children and marriage, so I can tell you that I will not consider these things for at least the next five years. I will never have children at this stage, and even if I have a child, I will definitely abort it."

As for how much damage abortion can cause to a person's physical and psychological health, anyone with a little common sense in sex education should understand that if the uterus is compared to a piece of land, having an abortion is equivalent to digging the land. Once the land becomes thinner, can new life grow in the future?

Bucky said: If one day I don’t marry you and cannot take responsibility for you, and I don’t take any protective measures, don’t hesitate, kick me out immediately.

Jason is no longer a child. He is an adult who has to think about the consequences of everything he does. He has to be responsible for his career and body. Jason really cannot tolerate this matter. This is not something that can be easily brushed aside.

Tim has realized that this matter is more serious than he thought, but he also has his own ideas. He asked: "But why can you do what you can do for him, but not for me... Because I am not him? I can't kill the clown for you, so in your heart, we are not the same kind of people?"

Jason looked surprised: "You think so?"

The room fell silent, and both men sat back on the sofa. Both realized that there had been some deep-seated problems in this relationship from the beginning, and they were only discovering them now.

Tim said softly, "Let's all calm down."

After saying this, Tim took his coat and left.

Actually, it’s interesting to say that this was their first official quarrel since they started dating. Before this, the two of them were in a cross-border relationship and sometimes they couldn’t even see each other, let alone quarrel. And after Jason came back, they were both busy. They finally got a date, but they were busy seizing the time to be sweet and then went to bed to roll around.

It was not until now that Tim finally realized that the problems between them were actually quite serious.

At least their relationship has all the problems that vigilantes would encounter in a relationship.

For example, standing each other up.

That was probably when Jason just came back. The two of them made an appointment to go to the amusement park together. Tim knew that Jason had almost never had a good time in the amusement park, so he made some special arrangements, even making plans for setting off fireworks at night.

Jason had already arrived at the entrance of the amusement park, but SHIELD suddenly sent a message about alien creatures, so he had to leave immediately. After Tim received his text message "I'm here", he searched at the entrance of the amusement park for 20 minutes and searched more than a dozen stores, but he didn't see Jason.

He almost thought something had happened to Jason.

Six hours later, Jason finally remembered to call him. Then he appeared in front of him with a cup of cappuccino and a portal. Maybe it was because of his idol complex when he was a child, Tim couldn't bear to blame Jason for anything, so the two started dating hand in hand, but in the end they only had time to watch the fireworks.

Later they took a group photo. Jason was holding a chocolate bar and teasing him to open his mouth. Tim looked at him helplessly.

Of course, Tim also stood Jason up. After all, he was the president of Wayne Enterprises, Red Robin, and the leader of the Teen Titans. The two understood each other and never got angry with each other.

They were really good at that time, and Tim could easily count Jason's many good points, and felt sweet and soft inside.

Sometimes when Tim is very sleepy, Jason will take the initiative to suggest, "Let's not go on a date today, let's go home and rest," but Tim is the one who forces his lover to go out.

Later, he was in a Thai restaurant and his face turned red from the spicy food. Jason laughed at him, asked the waiter for a glass of milk, and washed the vegetables with boiled water before putting them in his bowl.

Jason likes to cook when he has nothing to do. Although this hobby is inconsistent with his early personality of "the grumpy old brother", as long as he eats the delicious food that sometimes falls on his table through the golden halo, the taste that melts in the mouth or is full of chewy taste, and the taste that makes the nerves on the tip of the tongue tremble, always makes Tim forget everything.

Tim sometimes needed something to refresh himself, so there was always coffee in the office. Later, Jason confiscated his coffee and coffee machine, and then no matter how busy he was every day, he would never forget to make him a cup of tea in the afternoon.

There would be a plate of desserts next to the teacup, sometimes cookies, sometimes cupcakes. During that period, even his secretary said that the president smiled more often.

The memories of their relationship were very sweet, and if you think about it carefully, these memories were also evidence that Jason tried his best to love him. But even though they were so close, Tim still had something on his mind, or in other words, the better Jason treated him, the more uneasy Tim felt.

As we all know, Jason and Bucky had a passionate, "I'll keep you safe and peaceful for two years", "I'll eliminate your nightmares" relationship.

So Bucky became the best boyfriend recognized by Jason's family and friends, and he was also the god-level ex who put a lot of pressure on his ex-exs, ex-ex-exs, and current boyfriends.

Jason does not shy away from his feelings for Bucky, just like he did not shy away from his feelings for Talia. This guy is really open about his feelings.

So Tim also knew that Jason had wanted to marry Bucky and have children and have the happiness of a normal family for a while, but Bucky was unwilling to agree out of a sense of responsibility. After confirming that he would go to jail for 20 years, he broke up with Jason resolutely.

Also, Jason's safety awareness in sex life was improved by Bucky, the old ice stick. Bucky did this naturally to protect Jason, and Tim was very grateful to him.

But after Bucky, Jason really lost interest in getting married and having children. He also no longer had the desire to start a family like he did when he was in love with Talia and Bucky. He began to focus all his energy on his career.

This made Tim feel very insecure, and later on, he couldn't help but ask himself, what did Jason see in him?

In the eyes of outsiders, Tim is already a good enough man, with nothing to complain about from his appearance to his wealth, but Tim knows his own business. Jason really has no shortage of high-quality suitors, and he is not really so lonely that he needs to find a boyfriend.

Most importantly, he couldn't overcome the things Bucky could overcome for Jason.

Why did Jason agree to be with me? Would being with me make Jason's life harder? Could I make him happier than he is now? If we have a conflict of ideas again in the future, would I follow Talia's footsteps and break up with him?

Do you feel reluctant to be with me?

Tim sat on the sofa in the office, looking at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows for most of the night. Finally, he picked up his mobile phone and typed "Let's break up", but he still couldn't make up his mind to send this message.

It wasn't until 4 a.m. that a text message came from there.

【Jay: I thought about it for a long time. We are both wrong. We were too hasty in developing this relationship. The Timothy I know should not be worried about the gains and losses of a relationship, or even feel uneasy about it. It is better for us to break up and calm down for a while. I am sorry, Tim. I am really sorry.】

Tim stood up suddenly, turned around and wanted to open a portal to Jason, but found that the space turntable at the door had disappeared.

He immediately tried to contact Jason on his cell phone, but the call was not connected.

There was no other way. At this moment, he had to rush to New York even if he had to drive a Batplane. This matter was obviously not Jason's fault, and he couldn't let this relationship end like this!

It's obviously him who should say sorry!

But the moment Tim rushed out of Wayne Building, a huge bang was heard from the direction of Arkham.

Tim froze in his tracks. He stood there in silence for a long time. When Batman's call came on the communication channel, he clenched his fists and resolutely ran towards Arkham.

……

Jason just sent out the text message that he had revised many times, and sat in the hanging chair on the balcony in a daze. He didn't want to know Tim's reaction, and he also felt that it might be better for Tim to break up like this, but in his heart he was kind of looking forward to Tim coming to New York to win him back. It was quite a subtle and tangled situation.

He didn't see Tim until the afternoon, and at that moment, his work cell phone rang.

[Abigail: There is an off-site mission that requires you to go to the universe. ]