[British and American] Jason Wayne's Struggle

Let's not talk about why Yin Sen could calculate Jason's critical period. After all, Jason has to have a physical examination every month to make sure that he has not been left with hidden dangers by the villains in any battle. The clinic in East Gotham usually does the examination for him, and Yin Sen occasionally works there part-time. You know, Jason's physical condition is not difficult to find.

The biggest problem now is that in the two weeks since Christmas, neither of them has taken any protective measures, and Bucky and Jason are both young men in their prime, full of vigor, healthy and energetic. They have been very passionate and unrestrained recently.

Last week was still a dangerous period for Jason.

Jason expressed deep regret for this: "This is my fault. I have been single since I broke up with Talia, and I don't have any of these things at home."

Bucky rubbed his back. "It's not your fault. I wasn't paying attention."

"If there is ..."

"I will be responsible!"

Jason and Bucky looked at each other and saw the same tension in each other's eyes. Bucky poured Jason another glass of water. Jason took it and drank it all, then went into the bathroom.

After a while, he came out with a pregnancy test stick. They both looked at the instructions for a while and breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

Great, didn’t win the bid.

Jason looked at Bucky, wanting to say something, but he found that Bucky actually looked a little disappointed.

Lost?

Jason asked tentatively, "Bucky, do you want kids?"

Bucky was stunned for a moment, then touched Jason's head. "I love you. It would be a lie to say I don't want to have children with you, but we are not considering having children right now."

Jason was confused.

"Why? If you want, I..." He blushed, but still managed to say, "I can give birth to you."

God, he actually said that. Jason then realized how important Bucky was to him.

He didn't like his body, but because of Bucky, he felt that it was okay to accept his body. After giving birth to Damian, he vowed never to have children again, but if the object was Bucky, he felt that he was okay again.

Bucky's expression turned serious and he told Jason solemnly.

"I'm wanted by both Hydra and the government. I'll be putting you in danger but won't be able to give you anything. If I let you get pregnant under these circumstances, I'd be a damned, irresponsible bastard."

Jason also turned serious. He retorted: "You are wrong about one thing. You have given me a lot of precious things. You gave me a family. If you want, we can have a baby."

Bucky held Jason's face in his hands. "Listen, Jason, I cherish you very much, and I can't see you get hurt. That's the point. Do you understand?"

Jason blushed and looked away, stuttering a little.

"Ok, I understand, let go."

Oh my God, Jason really can't stand this little prince of Brooklyn. Why should he just talk nicely instead of standing so close to him?

Then Jason thought of another question: "But before the test showed anything, you said you would be responsible for me if I was pregnant. According to you, wouldn't it be more appropriate to abort it?"

“Abortion is harmful to the body.”

"What if we encounter danger?"

"No one will be able to hurt you before I die."

Bucky kissed him on the tip of his nose, and then gave Jason a serious lesson. The main idea of ​​the lesson was "You are good, no one can hurt you. If someone wants to hurt you, just kick them. If kicking doesn't work, use a gun. In short, you must protect yourself."

God knows where he knew all this. Jason felt that Bucky was just like an old father who was worried that his daughter would get hurt. But Katie was right about one thing. Bucky was indeed a rare good man, and he had a great vision this time.

In the end, Jason could only shout helplessly: "Bucky, stop, I know what you mean. I will take care of my body, but you said that it is completely meaningless for me to pay attention to other men, okay? You are my boyfriend. With you by my side, how can I be hurt by another man?"

He is not the kind of cheating scum who sleeps with others even though he has a boyfriend.

What if I leave you?

Bucky almost blurted out this sentence, but when he looked at Jason's face, he swallowed the words back.

He knew Jason wouldn't want to hear this, and if possible, Bucky also hoped to be with Jason forever.

To be on the safe side, Bucky took Jason to the hospital for another B-ultrasound to confirm that he was not accidentally infected. Then they went to the supermarket together to buy ingredients for dinner.

When it was time to pay, Jason took a box of oversized ones and placed it in front of the cashier, who was the long-eared girl they had seen before. She looked at them and whistled.

Bucky was silent for two seconds, then took five more boxes and put them on the counter.

"One box is not enough."

The tattooed girl passing by also whistled.

Jason punched Bucky and couldn't help laughing.

After they got out of the supermarket, Bucky dragged his boyfriend into the nearest alley. Jason teleported while laughing, and they both fell on the sofa in the living room, hugging each other and eating. The vegetable basket was thrown aside, and the cabbage rolled out of it, but no one cared.

Until late at night, Jason was sleeping soundly in Bucky's arms with a happy smile on his face. He must have a good dream.

Bucky reached out and touched Jason's cheek, his hand moving along Jason's eyebrows, eyes, nose bridge, and then to his lips. He groped the soft lips for a moment, then placed his hand on Jason's carotid artery.

The hand finally stopped at Jason's lower abdomen. Bucky closed his eyes and hugged Jason in his arms.

If he wasn't the Winter Soldier, he wouldn't have crossed 70 years to get in front of Jason, and they would have missed each other forever because of the gap in time.

But precisely because he is the Winter Soldier, the executioner with bloody hands, he can only avoid the public eye and the past. Even if he falls in love with someone, he cannot hold the other person's hand and walk into the sun.

The time spent with Jason was wonderful, and Bucky wanted to be with Jason forever, but even Bucky himself didn't know how long they could stay together like this.

Hydra is like the sword of Damocles hanging over his head, and the list of victims is getting longer and longer as his memories return... Maybe one day, he will pay for those crimes.

But Bucky vowed that no matter what, he would never let Jason get hurt.

……

The winter was very cold, but when he was with Bucky, every day was like spring. Jason and Bucky spent a very wild vacation. Apart from going out for night patrols and studying every day, his entertainment time was rolling around with Bucky.

Super Soldier is really awesome.

Later, Tim contacted him and asked him for some intelligence about the surrounding East District in order to hunt down a group of malicious Black Mask henchmen.

Out of responsibility for the safety of the East District, Jason decided to join the operation with Tim, but he didn't expect to see the other two Robins on the day of the operation.

The biggest one, and the smallest one.

When Jason saw the man who had arrested him and put him in Arkham, he almost turned around and left. If it weren't for his principle of "never letting personal emotions affect official duties", he would definitely leave on the spot.

But that operation was not pleasant for Jason. He used rubber bullets and threw the captured criminals to Tim to deal with. During the operation, he did not say a word to Nightwing and ignored Damian.

What was this? A Mockingbird Rally? He could handle those weak Black Mask henchmen by himself, why bother Nightwing and Robin?

As he was leaving, Nightwing called out to him.

"Red Hood."

Jason turned around and said nothing, Nightwing looked at him.

"Feel sorry."

At that moment, Jason felt an inexplicable surge of anger in his heart. He clenched his fists, nodded perfunctorily, opened the portal without looking back, and disappeared in front of them.

Damian stood aside with his arms crossed: "He doesn't look like he's going to forgive you."

"Normal. I owe him a lot of apologies, and I'm not thick-skinned enough to ask him to forgive me after locking him up in Arkham."

Nightwing didn't look surprised at all and kept his expression calm.

At that moment, Damian suddenly felt that his understanding of this family might not be enough.

For example, this big brother who usually looks the most lively and enthusiastic is actually quite ruthless when fighting against his enemies. He is as heavy-handed as Damian and can even send his former lover Jason to Arkham.

He has a very "bat-like" coldness and rationality in his bones. The saying "warm on the outside but cold on the inside" refers to this kind of person.

Just then, Dick asked, "Damian, have you ever seen a Blue Jay with Red Hood before?"

Damian replied, "Yes, it was a gift from his teacher. It seems to be a magical creature and has been following him since he was resurrected."

"Did Jason name the Blue Jay?"

"Todd's name is the bird Mulin. His magic is very powerful, and it's even more difficult to deal with him when he works with Mulin. But because those moves are too dangerous, he rarely uses them. He never uses them when fighting with me. At first I thought he looked down on me, but my mother said he just wouldn't kill his family."

Tim listened as Nightwing questioned Robin about Jason, their first contact in the years before Jason's return to Gotham.

Damian unexpectedly knew a lot about Jason's time, but it was understandable if you think about it, after all, Jason and Talia had a relationship and had taught Damian before.

According to Damian, Jason was resurrected for unknown reasons, but because he was seriously injured by the Joker before his death, his mind was not clear. In order to wake him up, Talia pushed Jason into the Lazarus Pool.

Jason, who had just crawled out of the Lazarus Pond, was naturally angry. In order to make him sensible, Talia sent him to a place called Big Caste, where Jason overcame the influence of the Lazarus Pond and regained his sanity.

"When he first returned to Gotham, he mailed Mr. Freeze's head back to the League of Assassins, but it was taken away by Cassandra. Cassandra is the daughter of Siwa and Cain. She is as good as Siwa in terms of fighting ability. At first, she couldn't speak human language, so Todd taught her how to speak. They had a good relationship. Later, Todd had a falling out with his mother, and Cassandra left with him. I don't know where she is now."

This intelligence contained a lot of information. First, Damian said with certainty that Jason had overcome the influence of the Lazarus Pool. Secondly, he had Cassandra by his side, whose fighting ability was not inferior to that of Lady Shiva, but Cassandra had never appeared either.

This shows that Jason has been hiding a lot of things and has shown mercy to his family countless times in past battles.

And there is the little blue bird named Mulin, which is proof that Jason once pushed his dying family back to the world.

He wasn't really crazy, they all said he was crazy, but even in the most indefensible predicament, Jason never used magic that was said to be very dangerous on them.

……

When Columbia University reopened, Jason obtained his undergraduate degree ahead of schedule with his thesis and internship report, and began preparing for the judicial examination. At the same time, he also applied for a graduate degree under the best professor in the law school, so that he could intern with attorney Matt after passing the judicial examination.

There is no way. Lawyers’ professional titles are also graded. If you want to become a lawyer of a higher level, you must accumulate work experience.

It just so happened that Lawyer Matt had been working in Hell's Kitchen for many years. He was very proficient in criminal and civil law, and often fought lawsuits against illegal industries under the control of the gang. These were things Jason urgently needed.