He filed for divorce and I broke the news. My in-laws were all panicked.

Faced with his son's questions, Zhang Qi's face was full of guilt.

The suppressed emotions in her heart spread to every part of her body like a tide.

Thirty years.

He should be made aware of this.

It's enough to hide it from him for so many years.

Zhang Qi burst into tears, her eyes were red, and she cried in a low and hoarse voice, "Go and close the store.

I won’t do business tonight. Let mom explain it to you slowly.”

Seeing that she had calmed down a little, Zhang Zhen stood up and closed the shop door.

Then he walked over and sat down opposite her and poured her a glass of water.

Take out a tissue to wipe her tears.

Said with heartache.

"Mom, I'm not trying to force you.

I just want you to get out of the shadows.

Have a happier life.

Although you didn't say it these years.

But I know you've been living a very depressed life.

I know that your heart disease is actually a heart disease.

I hope you can open your heart and live the rest of your life for yourself.

I know all the times you cried quietly at night alone over the years.

You tried your best to cure your grandparents' illness for more than ten years, and they passed away peacefully.

My only regret is that I couldn't see you happy.

I always thought you were heartbroken by my dad.

You don't want to get married.

But what that girl said just now made me realize how much pain you have been going through these years.

I think we can hear her voice.

Then what she said in her heart is true."

Zhang Qi looked at her son's worried face, guilt and heartache filling her chest.

She wiped her tears.

"That's right.

What the girl said was true.

I, indeed, gave birth to you and your brother through surrogacy."

Zhang Qi was instantly lost in memories.

“Thirty-one years ago.

I just received my university admission letter.

I am looking forward to college life.

I happily took the notice home, but I didn't have time to tell the good news.

I heard the conversation between your grandparents.

That day, fate played a huge joke on me.

Your grandpa and grandma were diagnosed with uremia and breast cancer respectively.

But they kept it from me.

Planning to give up treatment.

Your grandparents were just ordinary textile workers.

The two were suddenly diagnosed with such a terminal illness.

It was like a bolt from the blue for me.

To treat them.

I lied to them and said I didn't get into college.

I sold our house and car.

I gave up going to college to pay for their medical treatment.

However, the sky-high medical bills are simply beyond the reach of a girl like me who has no social experience.

I worked everywhere, but the money I earned was just a drop in the bucket compared to the expensive surgery costs.

Then, to save them.

With the introduction of a good friend, I secretly became a surrogate mother for a rich man without telling your grandparents.

The other party said that as long as I gave birth to a boy, he would give me two million.

If you give birth to a girl, you will be given one million.

I do it for the money.

To save them.

accepted.

The lady drugged her husband and asked me to take her place.

Later I became pregnant.

More than eight months later.

Your brother was taken away by a buyer as soon as he was born.

And you, who were born a few minutes later, were secretly kept by me.

The other party didn't know that I gave birth to twins.

I don’t know who the other party is?

I don’t even know where your brother was taken.

Have you been doing well these years?

Mom is sorry about your brother.

I have been feeling guilty and regretful all these years.

I can't forgive myself for my selfish behavior.

Whenever I see you.

I will think of your brother whom I sold.

It’s not that mom doesn’t want to get married, it’s that she’s not worthy of getting married.

After two people get married, they form a family and have children.

How can I, a selfish person who sold my son, deserve happiness?

I'm sorry that I couldn't give you a complete home.

But Ah Zhen.

Mom doesn't regret her decision.

I just feel guilty about your brother, and I may never get over it in my lifetime."

Once upon a time, her parents’ medical expenses were like a mountain, weighing her down.

She exchanged her eldest son for money and dug out a mountain of money that was burning on her body.

But I have a mountain of guilt on my shoulders.

When she was at her wit's end, she knew that choosing surrogacy was an unethical and moral choice.

She knew that if she made that choice, she would suffer for the rest of her life.

But for her parents, she had no choice.

Her life was given by her parents.

Her parents have loved her since she was a child.

She couldn't bear to watch them leave her.

Sell ​​your son.

The moment she got the two million, she was truly devastated.

The red bills were like sharp arrows. Every time she spent one, the pain in her heart became more intense.

At night, every time I see my little son’s sleeping face.

Or maybe when she heard that faint breathing sound, her heart felt like it was being cut by a knife.

They say twins are telepathic.

When her younger son cried or laughed, she would wonder in her heart whether her older son was the same.

She used the money from selling her eldest son.

My father had a kidney transplant and my mother had a mastectomy.

She saved her parents' lives, but made herself sick.

Her heart is sick.

I became sick from the moment my eldest son was taken away!

That huge sum of money allowed my parents to live for more than ten years longer.

But she lost her eldest son forever.

I originally thought that he would live a good life in a rich family.

Will have no worries about food and clothing.

Will be honored and favored.

You can hear the girl's inner voice.

She was truly devastated.

That family didn't treat him well.

His adoptive mother abused him since he was a child, which made him sick.

How much abuse would her son have to endure before he became sick?

Zhang Qi really couldn't imagine it.

When her son was being abused, she naively thought that he was living a good life in a wealthy family.

Now it seems that she was just deceiving herself.

Zhang Qi grabbed Zhang Zhen's hand excitedly, crying and begging.

"Ah Zhen, Mommy begs you.

Help mom find your brother.

Please help mom check the identity of the girl just now.

Find out who her eldest cousin is?

Check if the cousin she mentioned is your brother?

Mom wants to know whether he is doing well or not.

I always thought he was doing well.”

It’s not like she hadn’t thought about looking for her eldest son before.

But considering that the family was able to generously come up with 200 million at that time, their family status must have been very good.

The son should not suffer.

She is superficial.

How can life be so easy for a wealthy family?

After hearing this, Zhang Zhen felt even more distressed for his mother.

“You should have told me sooner.

Mom, I have seen all the suffering you have endured over the years.

Don't worry, I will definitely find my brother.

Whether he recognizes us or not, I will definitely find him.

I will let Big Brother know that you made that choice out of necessity."

……

When He Xiyan returned to the ward, Xiao Qingguo had already wiped Xiao Mohan's body clean.

Lan Yan saw He Xiyan carrying three food boxes, took them off her wrist and asked.

"Why buy so many?"

He Xiyan said awkwardly, "I haven't eaten yet."

Lan Yan understood immediately as soon as she saw her hand.

She patted her forehead.

"Look at me, I forgot your hands were wrapped like dumplings."

She put the lunch box on the bedside cabinet and took out the lunch box containing noodles underneath.

"Come and sit down, I'll feed you."

Xiao Guoqing was afraid that He Xiyan would covet his wife's hand again, so he quickly reached out and pinched Xiao Mohan.

This kid has slept for so long, it’s time to wake up.

He Xiyan's stomach had already been growling with hunger.

After hearing what her mother-in-law said, she stopped being pretentious.

But just as she sat down, Xiao Mohan on the hospital bed slowly opened his eyes.