After being abandoned, Tofu Xishi broke off the relationship

In the early morning when the sky was filled with morning glow, they were entangled together, like a burning flame, hot and intense.

……

Su Ruanruan lay on her side on the bed, her exposed skin covered with red marks.

She tilted her head, her gaze vaguely fixed on the ear room in the distance.

“Tsk…Ah!”

Su Ruanruan turned over again and buried her head on the pillow.

After all the trouble, she was tired.

It’s a pity that the duck in the mouth flew away.

Who could have thought that at the critical moment, the little puppy would stop again.

He locked himself in the ear room and refused to come out.

Is she scarier than the beast in muddy water?

Forget it, forget it. Considering his poor health, I'll let him go for now.

Mu Bai stayed in the ear room for half an hour and saw Su Ruanruan lying with her back to him, motionless. She must have fallen asleep.

He heaved a sigh of relief, holding a pair of changed underwear in his hand, and tiptoed to the yard like a mouse stealing food.

Wash it quickly and hang it in the sun.

I hope it's dry before Ruanruan wakes up.

Mu Bai coughed a few times and went to the kitchen to boil medicine.

Sitting in front of the stove, my mind is filled with the image of Ruan Ruan when she was soft and emotional.

And myself...

He never thought he would be so crazy...

When Su Ruanruan woke up, it was already past noon.

"Brother Mu Bai."

Mu Baiben was sitting in the yard copying books. When he heard Su Ruanruan calling him, he quickly stood up.

After walking a few steps forward, he thought of something, paused, and looked back at the bamboo poles in the yard.

He quickly hid the dry underwear.

He wiped the thin layer of sweat from his forehead and walked to the bedroom with heavy steps.

Seeing Su Ruanruan sitting on the bed and getting dressed, Mu Bai quickly turned away.

Even with just one glance, he could see the marks on Ruanruan's body.

Thinking of his shameless behavior, Mu Bai lowered his head even lower.

"Soft..."

"Brother Mu Bai, I'm thirsty..."

"Oh." Mu Bai immediately returned to the table and poured a glass of water for Su Ruanruan.

Su Ruanruan saw that he was avoiding her gaze and didn't even dare to look at her.

I almost laughed out of anger.

It's already third base, and this guy is still so shy.

But what to do?

Su Ruanruan raised her head and drank the water in the cup.

His eyes fell on Mu Bai's thin body.

Thinking of Mu Bai's old injuries, she couldn't help but ask, "Brother Mu Bai, those injuries on your body..."

"Ugly... isn't it?"

Mu Bai suppressed the pain in his heart, took the cup, and remained silent for a few breaths.

The hand holding the cup suddenly tightened.

"Ruanruan, I don't want to talk about the past."

"I've already prepared the food, just clean up and come over to eat."

"Oh." Su Ruanruan went to the ear room and looked back at Mu Bai who was leaving when she entered.

This time he was sick, he seemed to be much weaker, and he almost tripped over the threshold when he went out. That desolate back was too familiar.

Seeing him like this, Su Ruanruan thought of her previous life, when she was also sick.

The "stepmother" wrongly accused her of cutting her expensive skirt.

She threw herself into the arms of the father who didn't love her and listed the "crimes" she had committed. Even the illegitimate children insulted her.

With her red and swollen cheeks, she knelt in the snow for half the night.

Before going out, she saw the happy family, but her back looked as desolate as Mu Bai's.

Su Ruanruan touched her cheek. Even though many years had passed, her cheek still felt hot from being beaten.

Only she knows how hard those days were.

Just like the injuries on Mu Bai's body, only he himself knows what happened.

When Su Ruanruan returned to the courtyard, she saw two dishes already placed on the stone table: stir-fried garden vegetables and blanched Chinese cabbage, served with seasonal vegetable soup.

Mu Bai served Su Ruanruan a bowl of rice and handed her the chopsticks.

She reached out to take it, and her fingertips accidentally touched Mu Bai's slender white fingers.

Mu Bai quickly retracted his hand and felt his fingertips becoming hot.

All I can think of is the touch of the delicate fragrance in the early morning.

He was inexperienced and stopped himself this morning, but he didn't know whether he did anything to Ruanruan last night.

Su Ruanruan looked at Mu Bai suspiciously and saw that his cheeks were flushed again.

Perhaps Su Runrun's gaze was too scorching, Mu Bai chewed the rice carefully, not daring to look up at her.

Su Ruanruan didn't like light food in the first place, and now even Mu Bai was avoiding her like this, she felt that the food was tasteless and couldn't swallow it.

"Brother Mu Bai, why don't you dare look at me?"

"what?"

Mu Bai was startled and the chopsticks in his hand fell onto the table with a "click".

"me……"

Su Ruanruan sat upright on the stone bench, her eyes slightly narrowed, quietly watching his distraught appearance.

Mu Bai clasped his hands tightly, and after a long time he raised his clear eyes.

"Ruanruan, did anything happen between us last night?"

"Why did we sleep naked last night?"

"Did I...hurt you?"

It turned out that this was the reason why he avoided her gaze and didn't dare to look up at her.

Instead of mentioning what happened in the morning, he cares about what happened last night.

But he was unconscious last night, what could she do?

But I shouldn't have let him get out of bed this morning.

Su Ruanruan was about to deny it, but then she had the idea of ​​teasing him again.

She slowly lowered her head, her tone tinged with shyness, "Brother Mu Bai, you are sick and you don't know what you are doing. I... I don't blame you..."

The meaning is self-evident.

Mu Bai stood up suddenly, his expression suddenly became gloomy, and he stared at Su Ruanruan for a few moments.

His body trembled slightly, regret surged in his eyes, and his expression became dull.

Su Runrun saw that Mu Bai seemed to have lost his soul at this moment, and he mechanically moved his feet towards the bedroom.

When Bairuan saw Mu Bai leaving, he followed her, wagging his tail.

Su Ruanruan: ...

His reaction was a bit too much, he actually looked like he had lost all hope in life.

What does he mean?

After a long while, Mu Bai did not come out. Only Bai Ruan came trotting over, humming a few times, with a pair of round black eyes staring at the direction of the bedroom.

She raised her little paws again and scratched Su Ruanruan's embroidered shoes.

Su Ruanruan reached out and held it in her arms.

Lifting her skirt, she said with a bit of annoyance, "I don't have a good reputation in the village. You know all this."

"Even if I had physical contact with you, I'm not blackmailing you into marrying me. I'll just treat it as a fleeting romance. In the future, I won't cling to you, and I won't ruin your future. Why are you reacting so strongly?"

Su Ruanruan shouted as she walked and quickened her pace towards the bedroom.

She didn't know why she was so angry after seeing his reaction.

But when he saw the situation inside the room clearly, his expression suddenly became gloomy, and a cold light flashed in his eyes as clear as the moon.

Su Ruanruan looked at the papers scattered all over the room, raised her eyes, gritted her teeth, and glared angrily at Mu Bai who was banging his forehead against the wall woodenly.

"Mu...Bai!"

"If you feel that I have tarnished your innocence, you can just drive me away. Your desperate look makes me feel like I am just the mud in the lotus pond, tainting your lotus that is not stained by dust."

Su Ruanruan suppressed the anger in her heart and turned away.

"Since you don't want to see me again, I'm leaving!"

Mu Bai suddenly realized and hurriedly chased after him.

He held Su Ruanruan tightly from behind.

"Ruanruan, don't go. How could I dislike you? I just hate myself for doing such a thing."

"What have I learned all these years? I read all these sage books for nothing."

Su Ruanruan could feel his deep regret.

The seven emotions and six desires are human nature. What does this have to do with reading the books of sages? !

Just an excuse, a rhetoric.

Su Ruanruan struggled for a long time before she was able to break free from his shackles.

With his frail body, he was able to control her for so long, which took a lot of strength.

Su Ruanruan looked back, only to find that his forehead was blue and red.

"What on earth are you doing? Aren't you afraid of pretending to be stupid? Even if we had physical contact, there's no need for you to hurt yourself like this!"

The anger that Su Ruanruan had suppressed suddenly burst out again. What on earth was he thinking?

Even Bai Ruan, who was placed on the ground by Su Ruan, looked up at Mu Bai obediently and ignorantly.

Mu Bai's throat felt tight and his throat was dry and he could hardly speak.

"I……"

"You, you, you, what are you..."

Su Runrun frowned, her face looked cold, and her expression became increasingly ugly.

"If you keep hesitating like this, I will ignore you!"

Su Ruanruan pretended to leave, and Mu Bai quickly spoke.

"But... you haven't reached the age of marriage yet!"

Su stood there stiffly, her eyelashes trembling and her head moving like a revolving lantern.

Yes, yes, the original owner’s birthday was on the eighth day of July.

This year is her coming of age.

When the original owner's parents were still alive, the family was poor but happy.

At that time, even if we had to eat coarse food, we felt extremely warm.

There is a picture that keeps lingering in my mind.

The mother was coaxing the original owner to sleep. In the dim orange light and shadow, the mother with a peaceful smile gently traced her eyebrows.

"Ruanruan is only nine years old this year, but she has grown to be three times more beautiful than the peach blossoms at the foot of the mountain. In a few years, the threshold for marriage proposals in our family will be broken."

At that time, Su Ruanruan didn't know what it meant to ask for marriage. She just asked her mother curiously, "Mother, if I look pretty, does that mean no one will like me?"

"Silly boy, how could that be possible?"

Xiao Su kept looking at her mother with her soft and sparkling eyes, "But...but mother is very beautiful, then why don't the aunts and aunties in the village like you? Why don't grandma and second aunt like you either?"

The smile on my mother's face froze for a moment, then she forced a smile again.

"When Ruanruan reaches adulthood, your parents will go to another village with simple folk customs to find a good marriage for you."

"Mother will never let you follow my old path. Mother wants to see Ruanruan get married, have children, and live happily with her husband forever..."

Su Runrun saw the tiny gleam of light in the original owner's mother's eyes. Only now did she understand that it was a kind of expectation.

She also said that she would give the original owner a birthday gift when she reached the age of 15.

But now, everything has changed, and she doesn't know what the gift is.

Su Ruanruan turned around and sat back at the table.

Feeling that he had gone too far, Mu Bai, who was originally restrained, gentle and polite, was frightened by her into this state.

"Don't be afraid. You were sick last night. Nothing happened between us. I was just teasing you."