Quick Wear: After completing the mission, I escaped

On the day that Lu Suixin agreed to come and see Ji Yunheng, Ji Yunheng got up early and dressed himself up. He shaved his face several times. Ji Yunheng hadn't looked at himself in the mirror carefully for a long time. Now, looking at himself in the mirror with sunken cheeks, Ji Yunheng suddenly worried that Lu Suixin would dislike him if she saw him like this.

The ward where Ji Yunheng lived was a one-bedroom apartment with a living room. Ji Yunheng sat on the sofa early and waited. He looked at the lawn outside the window. There were already some people basking in the sun on the lawn.

The door was pushed open from the outside, and Ji Yunheng's heart was beating "bang bang", half of it was nervousness, and the other half was mixed with anxiety. He smiled, and his eyes were full of Lu Suixin's reflection: "Suixin, you finally came to see me."

Lu Suixin sat opposite Ji Yunheng. Ji Yunheng was a little overwhelmed. He pushed the cut fruits on the coffee table in front of Lu Suixin and said, "Eat some fruit. I remember you like oranges the most."

Lu Suixin looked at the delicately cut oranges on the plate and said, "I don't like it now."

Ji Yunheng was stunned for a moment, and immediately said, "Sorry, I didn't notice. What do you like to eat now? Tell me and I'll ask someone to buy it."

Lu Suixin didn't say anything, just looked at Ji Yunheng silently. Ji Yunheng felt a little flustered when he was looked at. He reached out and touched his cheek, turning his face to avoid Lu Suixin's eyes, "Don't look at me like that, I must be very ugly now."

Ji Yunheng laughed at himself: "I know I must be very ugly now, but I didn't expect you would really agree to come and see me. If I had known you would come to see me, I would have taken good care of my body."

"Ji Yunheng." Lu Sui Xin called Ji Yunheng in a very calm voice.

"Hey." Ji Yunheng agreed, but his eyes gradually became sore and red. It had been a long time since Lu Suixin called him so calmly. Looking back, Ji Yunheng felt that he was really not a human being. Words were an invisible knife that stabbed Lu Suixin and also backfired on himself. When Ji Yunheng came to his senses, there was no possibility for the two of them.

It’s not that Ji Yunheng is incapable of leaving the sanatorium. He just thinks of this as a punishment for himself. Perhaps the physical pain will reduce the psychological pain.

Lu Suixin said, "Your mother asked me to come here to persuade you to get treatment."

Ji Yunheng said hoarsely, "Just follow my heart. They told me to face the facts. They said I confused my imagination with reality. My dominant thoughts occupied my brain, causing me to be unable to distinguish between reality and fiction."

"I know, I know everything." Ji Yunheng said with trembling lips, "But Sui Xin, I can only numb myself in this way to make myself feel better. How can you let me accept the fact that you are with someone else? If I hadn't secretly gone abroad with you, maybe you and Shen Muge would have registered their marriage abroad. I can't accept it, Sui Xin. I really can't accept it. I know letting go is good for both you and me, but I just can't control myself."

"They used electric shock therapy to treat me, but it didn't work for me. They hypnotized me, trying to break me down psychologically, but it didn't work for me either." Ji Yunheng chuckled as he spoke, "I also know that I'm sorry for you, and I should disappear from your sight. But Sui Xin, even if I did something wrong before, why did you sentence me to death? You drove me out of your world completely, but you're always in my world."

Ji Yunheng's arms drooped on his knees. He lowered his head, sniffed, and asked, "Sui Xin, will I still have a chance to eat the food you cook for me?" There were many things that were readily available before. It was only after he knew that Lu Sui Xin had a grandmother that he began to investigate what Lu Sui Xin's previous life was like.

Ji Yunheng still remembers that when he was looking at the investigation materials, he saw how Lu Suixin had depended on her grandmother since she was a child, and how she worked to earn money to treat her grandmother when she was sick. The more Ji Yunheng read, the more distressed he felt. If he had been more patient with Lu Suixin and said less harsh words to her at that time, perhaps the situation would be different now, and perhaps it would be him, Ji Yunheng, who would be with Lu Suixin now.

Obviously, he was the first one to know Lu Suixin, and obviously he had so many more opportunities than Shen Muge and He Yue, but why was he the first one to be eliminated? The more Ji Yunheng thought about it, the more unwilling he became. Gradually, he couldn't sleep, and even the medicine he was taking now contained a lot of sleeping pills.

Lu Suixin took out an envelope from his pocket, placed it in front of Ji Yunheng, and said, "There is a bank card inside, which contains the money you gave me every month. Although I took out some of it to help my grandma with her medical treatment at the beginning, I later made some money and slowly made up for the money I took out."

"I don't want it." Ji Yunheng looked at the envelope on the table as if it were a hot potato. "This is what I gave you, so it's yours. You keep it, I don't want it."

Ji Yunheng didn't dare to answer the call, fearing that if he did, the only connection between him and Lu Sui Xin would be gone.

Lu Suixin said: "It's up to you. If you don't want it, you can donate the money."

Lu Suixin stood up, and Ji Yunheng immediately stood up as well, and asked nervously, "Are you leaving?"

Lu Suixin nodded, "I have something else to do this afternoon, you should get your treatment."

"Will you come to see me again?" Ji Yunheng asked hurriedly, his tone pleading and his eyes full of anxiety and longing.

Lu Suixin was silent for a while, then replied, "I'm very busy."

Ji Yunheng immediately said, "It's okay, just do your thing, I can wait."

"I don't have time." Lu Sui Xin said.

Ji Yunheng immediately sympathized and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't have time. Can you remove my phone number from the blacklist? Can I call you?"

Lu Suixin didn't know whether Ji Yunheng really didn't understand the meaning of his words or was pretending not to understand. Lu Suixin didn't want to argue with Ji Yunheng anymore, so she said bluntly: "Ji Yunheng, I don't think we need to contact each other. You should take good care of yourself and try to be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible. After all, the Ji family still needs your support."

After Lu Suixin finished speaking, he opened the door and left the room. Ji Yunheng stood there in a daze, raindrops sliding down his nose and dripping onto the ground. The dust that had been floating in the air for a long time was wrapped by the salty rain and fell to the ground. Everything was no longer the same as before.