My Arknights Life Diary

"Hmm... By the way! Brother Tu Fang, since you are back alive, do we still need to keep your tomb?"

Snow Monster No. 4 suddenly asked this beside Tu Fang.

"Yes, if the person is not dead, what is the point of having a tomb?"

"That makes sense. Since the person is still alive, I would just push the grave down! Hey, why did you hit me?"

"You keep talking about digging up someone's grave. Even though the person is not dead yet, don't you know that this is very rude?"

Similar voices are heard everywhere.

In the end, the crowd was basically involved in the discussion of the cemetery issue, and it was at this time that Tu Fang moved.

He came to his own grave.

"Tsk, the tomb of Tu Fang, born in 1074, died in 1094..."

Born in 1074...Tu Fang thought that although he had never told Tallulah his birthday, he had told her his age.

Maybe she pushed it back.

Tu Fang also knew that his arm was buried under his feet. To be honest, he wanted to dig his arm out himself...

But this is just a thought after all. After all, digging your own grave is a bit too weird no matter how you think about it!

At this time, the crowd gathered around Tu Fang who was standing in front of his own tomb. They looked at Tu Fang quietly and waited for his move.

Tu Fang folded his hands across his chest as if in deep thought, then he suddenly thought of something and with a wave of his hand, a large brush appeared in his hand.

"Hey, hey, hey! Look, there's a pen in Tu Fang's hand. He clearly didn't hold anything just now. Hey!"

"I see, I see! We are not blinding you, just be quiet!"

"Oh."

Tu Fang didn't care about the noise around him.

He raised his pen and chuckled.

Then he wrote with a flourish.

Tomb of Tu Fang

Became

Earthworks Tomb

"Well, that's about it! Now this tomb is no longer mine!"

Tu Fang nodded with satisfaction.

On the other side, after seeing Tu Fang's actions, those people started talking again.

"Did you see what happened? Why did Tu Fang change the name of the tomb with just a stroke of his pen?"

"I don't know either, but don't mention the name, it's pretty good. Isn't the Tufang buried in the soil Tufang?"

"Huh? You really are right! I'm a little envious of your talent."

"Hey, you can't envy my talent!........"

Just at this time, Tu Fang spoke again.

"Alright, alright, is everyone gone? Oh, no! Hijikata's funeral is almost over."

"Ah? They're disbanding now?"

"What else? You guys don't really want to hold a memorial service for me? I'm still alive!"

"Uh...that's right, let's all go!"

Seeing that Tu Fang himself had already spoken, everyone did not delay for any longer. He was already alive, so there was no need to continue the funeral.

When almost everyone had left, Tu Fang did not leave, but ran to a corner nearby.

There were three people there, Ino, Sasha, and Alina.

"Ino? Are you okay?"

Tu Fang came forward and spoke with concern. He had noticed him a long time ago, but there were too many people around before and it was not very convenient.

Now that most people have left, he wanted to come and see how the child is doing.

"Um, Brother Tu Fang? No? You are not Brother Tu Fang... Who are you? Ahhh! I can't tell! I really can't tell!!!"

Tu Fang:............

Tu Fang didn't expect that he just approached and asked a question, and the child would have such a big reaction...

This child...his mental state is worrying...he is a little crazy...

Tu Fang couldn't help but think so.

"Yino, I really am Tu Fang. I survived! I am not dead."

"You are alive, why are you alive, how did you survive? You are fake, but what is fake?

What is true? What is false? If you are true, then am I false?

Not Ino? Then who is Ino? Aaaaaaah!"

"Uh... Ino, there is an old saying in Yan Country, seeing is believing, hearing is not. Look, I am alive and well now, so it must be true!"

"Seeing is believing? Then those are real too? The black sun? The black snow? The red blood?

I saw Brother Tu Fang die, I saw a flaming red knife, I saw a black figure…

But you are standing in front of me, and what I see is real, so one of you must be fake, or...

Are we all fake?

Ah ah ah ah ah! "

"No, Ino, hallucinations are not real, those are illusions."

Alina, who was standing by, couldn't bear to watch it anymore, so she spoke tentatively.

She knew what Ino was talking about. Sasha told her that Ino had been having nightmares recently.

"Hallucination? Nightmare? This is a dream! Yes, this is all fake, all fake. Tu Fang? Tu Fang? Who are you?"

Yinuo suddenly pointed at Tu Fang and spoke alertly.

"I am Tufang, and Tufang is the grave."

"Dead? Not dead?

I can't tell the difference! I really can't tell the difference!

Sasha! Sasha! I can't tell! Is this a dream or reality? Is this true or false? Those hallucinations you mentioned, are they nightmares?

But how can I remember the dream so clearly......"

"Ino, it's okay, I'm always by your side, we won't be separated..."

"Sasha......."

Tu Fang looked at the scene in front of him, not knowing where to start.

He is not a psychologist, and the child is in such a state that it would be useless for an ordinary psychologist to come!

Now the only one who can make Ino a little more stable is Sasha, and Alina's role cannot be said to be insignificant.

It can also be said that it is useless.

At this time, Alina on the other side also signaled Tu Fang with her eyes, asking Tu Fang to leave.

Tu Fang had no choice but to do as he was told. After all, his current contact with Ino would only make his mental state more worrying.

............

"Tallulah, Ino's condition is not optimistic right now. His mental state..."

"I know that since you 'died', the child's mental state has not been very good and he has become very silent.

Then there were some other problems, like the kid next to him named Sasha said that he often had nightmares at night.

I thought the situation would improve after you came back, but I didn’t expect that now...his condition has become even worse..."

"well........"

Tu Fang sighed. He didn't expect that his death would be such a big blow to the child.

By the way, Nancy, you should have the function of psychological counseling, right?

Tu Fang suddenly thought of something and asked this question in his mind.

Have.

That's great! In that case!

Mr. Tu Fang, please don't be happy too soon. Given his mental state, psychological counseling is unlikely to have any effect.

Medication is recommended for treatment, and psychological counseling can be used as an auxiliary treatment.

I see! That's fine too. I hope the child can get better soon...

Tu Fang thought about the image of Mephistopheles in his mind.

He didn't want the cute little Ino to become what he remembered, the crazy Mephistopheles.

Just like he didn't want the current Tallulah to become the Tallulah in his memory.

"Well, Tallulah, you should still have some camp affairs to deal with this afternoon, right? Well, I have to go back to my tent first. Bye!"

Halfway through the journey, when it was time to say goodbye, Tu Fang quickly left Tallulah's side, then turned back and waved, saying this.

However, when Tallulah heard his words and was about to say something, Tu Fang had already run away.

After all, he is no longer the same as he was before. The current Tu Fang can not only beat his former self up, but also beat himself into a hanging state.

(I have something to do tomorrow and may not update, so please take a day off)