The years I was in the human world

"Mianmian, I understand." Xiao Fengzhuo looked at Lu Zhouxue with the same gentle eyes, but the sadness in them could no longer be concealed. It was like a compromise with fate. He sighed softly and said, "You don't have to be sad about this, and you don't have to hesitate or regret it. Go and chase what you want."

After Xiao Fengzhuo finished speaking, he bent down to pick up the hem of his clothes that had been torn during the fight, and turned around and walked away as decently as possible. On this day, he once again became penniless.

Lu Zhouxue was about to chase after him, but the cracked moon behind him did not give him the chance to turn around, and made a crisp sound as if it could not bear the weight.

Xiao Jin suddenly turned around and looked at the moon wheel that was about to break. In a flash, he picked up the heavy sword in his hand and slashed at the silver wheel. The moon wheel shattered with a loud bang. Tiandao shouted the word "waste" angrily and ended unwillingly. From then on, there was no way back.

Lu Zhouxue was overjoyed. The moon was destroyed by Xiao Jin's hands. As a result, he could not succeed the Heavenly Dao. Although his long-cherished wish failed, he did not feel unwilling as he had imagined. Instead, he felt relieved that it should have been like this.

He adjusted his mentality and was really going to chase Xiao Fengzhuo, but he didn't expect that before he could grab the corner of the bright red clothes, an invisible barrier separated him and Xiao Fengzhuo into two distinct worlds, and countless golden restraints appeared out of thin air behind him and tightly grasped his limbs and torso.

It was clearly not him who broke the moon, but the restraints imposed by the Heavenly Dao still entangled him. What this meant was self-evident. Although his long-cherished wish had finally come true, Lu Zhouxue only felt fear. He watched the red figure walking farther and farther away, and suddenly realized that Xiao Fengzhuo was wearing a wedding dress.

The moon was broken by Xiao Jin and Lu Zhouxue at the same time, so they both had restraints symbolizing the Heavenly Dao, as if they were recognized at the same time. To be a Heavenly Daoist, one must cut off all emotions and desires, but not suddenly as the two had imagined, but gradually calm down day by day.

Xiao Jin had boundless love to begin with, and his gradually fading selfishness was somewhat evident in him, but it was not obvious; Lu Zhouxue was different, his love and hatred were too intense, and even at this moment, he was not sincere in his support of Tiandao, so he was worried all day long that he would forget to love Xiao Fengzhuo.

However, before he could completely cut off his old feelings under the necessity of the law, the death knell of the fallen god alarmed the entire Buzhou Mountain. Lu Zhouxue suddenly felt a huge panic. He crawled to find Yi Ze, who was temporarily in charge of order, and asked, "Which priest has fallen?"

"What collapsed was the Changle Palace." Yi Ze said, "We don't know which priest's residence it was."

"Changle Palace? It seems to be the residence of my senior sister." Xiao Jin, who had become more and more indifferent in the past few days, rushed over and frowned slightly when he heard the words. It seemed that he couldn't remain calm about the possibility of Xiao Fengzhuo's death. "Let's investigate carefully why it suddenly became like this..."

If Xiao Jin was like this, how could Lu Zhouxue be like this? The palace collapsed, the priests died, if he was not disheartened, how could he... Lu Zhouxue covered his chest, he felt that it was very empty, as if it was gouged out, he felt that the so-called renunciation of emotions and desires was not so real, otherwise why was he so miserable?

It was indeed Xiao Fengzhuo who fell. The blue-robed priestess brought the definite result and a dusty scroll: "As for his defection to the Heavenly Dao at the Heavenly Ceremony and the reason for his sudden death, you should understand after reading this painting."

Lu Zhouxue grabbed the scroll like crazy and unfolded it. There was a young man in black on the scroll, with a slightly harsh and arrogant look on his face, but it was a familiar face to Lu Zhouxue - Xiao Fengzhuo in the human world. So Lu Zhouxue asked hesitantly: "Is this... Ah Zhuo?"

In my impression, Xiao Fengzhuo is free and easy, but also humble and polite. How could he ever be like this?

Unexpectedly, Qinghe shook his head and revealed the answer: "This is the previous demon ancestor - Jiuyi. The heaven chooses the master and replaces the innate gods with human cultivators. Now the innate gods in the divine world have been replaced once, and there is also the matter of Cangwu returning to his position, so you and I have never paid attention to it."

"I am an old god. Hua Chao, Qing He, and Yize are new gods, but they were all born from heaven and earth, except for Senior Sister." Without Qing He saying anything, Xiao Jin took the initiative to complete the rest of the sentence, "I watched Senior Sister climb up step by step with my own eyes. She is indeed a mortal."

Xiao Fengzhuo was also a victim of the Heaven's choice of master. In this way, it seemed that everything was traceable. Why did he turn against the Heaven on the day of Dai Tianli, and why did he retreat in embarrassment after the fall of the old Heaven? Even when fighting with Xiao Jin, he seemed so uninterested.

It was all because that person had already prepared to leave the God Realm, so he chose to marry me on that day. Lu Zhouxue couldn't help but cover his face and cry. He didn't even dare to think about it.

Xiao Fengzhuo carefully prepared for his marriage with the joy that he could be with his wife forever even if they fell into the mortal world, but how sad he would be when he found out on that day that everything was just wishful thinking.

Lu Zhouxue has lived for more than 10,000 years and has made many mistakes that he regretted deeply, but none of them made him suffer so much as now. He wanted to make amends, but the constraints of heaven bound him and prevented him from doing anything.

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"Cangwu, tell me, what should I do?" Lu Zhouxue sat in Zhaoyang Palace in a daze, pulling her hair anxiously, unable to think of any solution.

"One Heavenly Dao is enough. If you are willing to give up your divine position to look for Senior Sister, there are ways." Xiao Jin was very polite and served tea to her. Unfortunately, what came out of the pot was wine. However, neither of them cared about this. "In fact, you should go find him."

"Why? I thought you were as dedicated to the path of cultivation as I am, and you would advise me to move forward courageously." Lu Zhouxue was a little surprised to hear that. He and Xiao Jin were both well-deserved sword maniacs, and he really couldn't expect Xiao Jin to say that.

"I was indeed like this before Xiao Ling's evil spirit entered my body and my time was running out. But when I think about it carefully, I have already reached the pinnacle of swordsmanship. No one can beat me. Fighting for the master of heaven is not difficult or interesting. It is nothing more than a responsibility." Xiao Jin took a sip of wine and slowly talked about his thoughts at that time.

"Going any higher will only make things more lonely. On the contrary, Xiao Ling would call me brother when she was little, but when she got older, she started to be disrespectful and followed others to call me 'Axue'. But she is still adorable after all. It's not worth giving up my love for Xiao Ling just for that high position that I can't control."

Xiao Jin's words made Lu Zhouxue silent. It didn't matter which path he chose. It just depended on his heart: "You are more insightful than me. In terms of state of mind, I am indeed not as good as you."

"Ahaha, if you also leave someone for ten thousand years, you will be the same as me. Nothing is more important than people." Xiao Jin laughed, then changed the subject and said, "But separation is too painful, there is no need to learn a lesson from it; Lord God, go find Senior Sister, I beg you."

"I asked him about this when we were fighting that day. If he was reluctant, I could have just told you that you couldn't compete for the position of Heavenly Dao. He told me not to bully you, saying that this was your long-cherished wish and shouldn't be delayed by him." Xiao Jin talked about the conversation with Xiao Fengzhuo that day, and by the way, he expressed his hidden worries for many years.

"You see, Senior Sister always looks so uninhibited, but in fact, he is the one with the most worries. He was unhappy before I met him. But he likes you very much. At least I have never seen him so relaxed."

"Why? What happened in his past?" It was not until Xiao Jin brought it up at this time that Lu Zhouxue realized that he knew nothing about Xiao Fengzhuo's past. What kind of past would trap a man who didn't even care about having his demon pill revealed?

"I don't know." Xiao Jin shook his head. "Senior sister is well-informed and can talk about many things. She also likes to listen to others talk about their past. But in the years when I depended on him for survival, I never heard him mention his past."

"I asked him, and he said it was all in the past and there was nothing to say, but it was clear that he had never let it go." Xiao Jin sighed and looked at Lu Zhouxue helplessly, "I don't know why he is unwilling to tell you, but I think you could try to understand him a little, at least to make him less miserable."

"What...should I do?" Lu Zhouxue looked at his hands helplessly. He couldn't even leave the God Realm now, so how could he know about Xiao Fengzhuo's past?

"As the Heavenly Dao, there are many constraints on what you do, and you may do more than in the past." Xiao Jin handed a round mirror to Lu Zhouxue, "This is the Reincarnation Mirror, which can be used to travel to the future. However, once you use it, you will be exiled like the previous Heavenly Dao. It's up to you to use it or not."

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