Dressed as the only Omega in the Star Military Academy

Cheng Yan saw his own memories.

It was indeed a memory that was erased by the gods themselves and was too painful to recall.

He saw that after he took over Lu Chihuan's body, he was repeatedly discovered to be abnormal by other people, so his death methods became more varied. After countless abnormal deaths, his mood changed from anger and dissatisfaction at the beginning to tiredness.

after all.

Every death is real.

...all of which made him terrified.

In the end, he no longer wanted to fight with Zhou Zhi and the others. He just wanted to quickly end this game that seemed to have no end, and then escape from Lu Chihuan's body.

He wants to go home.

The home that he once despised and felt bored with, he dreamed of it countless times. Every time he woke up from the reality after the dream, he was in tears and felt lost.

to the end.

Cheng Yan's mental state is already a little bad. He believes that the world has been restarted countless times in order to bring back Lu Chihuan's soul, so he decides to end his life on his own initiative.

He believed that in this way his soul would be able to leave his body.

Then.

He could escape this miserable fate.

However, Cheng Yan later discovered to his horror that he had no way of killing himself. Once he created any wound on this body, it would heal within a few seconds.

It was as if there was a force lurking in the dark, unwilling to let him leave.

not only that.

He even heard a voice in his dream telling him to behave himself and stir up trouble as he did before, reigniting the war on the entire planet, otherwise he would probably lose the home that he once despised so much.

But if he is obedient... he can be allowed to go home.

In the past, Cheng Yan was fearless.

He thought that time travel was a novel and fun thing, and that the other people around him were just like NPCs in the game. He didn't need to give any feelings to them, he just needed to ask for them.

however.

After dying and resurrecting countless times, he developed a sense of awe for this world, but also felt fear for the unknown forces in this world.

So Cheng Yan had no choice but to believe what the voice in his dream said.

At that moment, he was like a donkey that was only deceived by the carrot in front of it, and he began to work diligently to kill himself in this world.

but……

It hurts so much.

Cheng Yan couldn't remember how many times he died after that, but the pain before each death was unbearable for him. His spirit was on the verge of collapse, and sometimes he couldn't help but plead to the voice that appeared in his dream before.

Or maybe crying.

He hoped that the other party would let him go, as he felt that he really couldn't hold on any longer.

But the other party ignored it.

That voice looked on coldly from above as he endured all his pain and despair, assessing how much surplus value he had, and watching his soul shattered.

to the end.

Cheng Yan finally understood...

The other party never thought of sending him back. It was just an excuse for the voice to make him work as hard as he could.

then.

He began to wish for himself to disappear.

When faced with the task given by the voice, he was passive, either sleeping for a long time or staring at a certain place in a daze. Almost nothing could stir his emotions.

He looked like a malfunctioning puppet.

Perhaps the usefulness of him as a chess piece had disappeared, and his soul finally began to separate from his body.

And slowly dissipated.

Cheng Yan did not feel afraid of this, instead he thought it was a relief.

After all, if he disappeared, he could escape this desperate fate, and the previous voice could let his family go. Now that he was gone, there was no point in threatening his family.

however.

At this time, the voice sounded again. The other party not only erased all his subsequent memories, but also appeared in front of him in the image of a savior, making him the opponent's thug.

nowadays.

Cheng Yan was almost crazy when he remembered everything.

He hates.

He just hates it so much!

At this time, Lu Chihuan said in his ear with a smile, "Looking at your current state, I guess all the erased memories have come back. Tell me yourself... Do you hate the wrong person? It was the so-called god who forcibly dragged you into this world, and it was also the god who used you as a pawn..."

"Until the end."

"It won't even let go of your last bit of usefulness, but will pick up your broken soul and recycle it."

"Tell me about you..."

"Isn't it funny?"

Cheng Yan's eyes were red, and he covered his ears with both hands, not wanting to listen anymore. The voice sounded hoarse and painful, with a bit of neurosis and collapse, "Stop talking, stop talking!"

however.

Lu Chihuan's voice continued to reach his ears, "Originally, your dissipated soul had a chance to return to your own world. Perhaps when you are reincarnated as an adult, you can see your parents again."

"Unfortunately--"

"This possibility was cut off by the so-called God himself. He destroyed you for his own selfish desires!"

talking.

Lu Chihuan let go of Cheng Yan's hair again, and then said with a bit of contempt, "If I were you, I would smash the statues in the temple into a pile of waste, or even burn down these temples myself. Whoever tramples on me will have to pay the price..."

"You know, a common man's anger can cause blood to splatter five steps away. Your life has been messed up. Do you really want to forgive him?"

“That’s impossible!”

"If you can't touch the so-called god, can you also touch its temple? Anyway, you have nothing to lose, right? If you try your best and can cause some damage to the other party, then this chaotic and miserable life will not be in vain..."

Lu Chihuan's voice seemed to have some kind of magic, which made Cheng Yan, who was already in a state of emotional collapse and extreme, dazed.

He stared at his hands in a daze, and after a moment he seemed to have figured something out.

Suddenly he burst into laughter.

"correct."

"Why is it that my life is ruined, but it can still sit on the high platform like a god, receiving offerings from so many believers!"

"It doesn't deserve it!"

As he said this, he climbed up from the ground frantically, not caring about Lu Chihuan who was still standing in front of him. Instead, he ran towards the exit of the dungeon with a twisted and trance smile on his face, "You ruined me..."

"I'm going to destroy you too!"

After Lu Chihuan put away the light blade, he followed Cheng Yan quietly.

The fluorite on his wrist suddenly lit up, and then the slightly worried voice of the world consciousness sounded, "Were you deliberately trying to trick him into... attacking the statue and the temple?"

Lu Chihuan shrugged.

Not denying it.

He simply tapped his chin lightly with his slender white fingers.

A hint of childlike innocence and joy appeared on her beautiful eyes. "Yeah, don't you think it's a bit ridiculous to watch them fight each other..."

"Is it interesting?"