After the mistress of the Marquis's Mansion awakened, she no longer wanted to be the mistress o

Li Qingwan was now feeling dizzy and was deeply immersed in lust, unable to extricate herself. It seemed that as long as he made a move, she would surrender.

"Awan, give it to me!"

He spoke with certainty, but Li Qingwan was dazed by his kiss. He slowly took off her clothes piece by piece, and at the last moment, suddenly, Li Qingwan seemed to think of something. What was she doing? How could she mess around outside?

"Do not……"

Suddenly, her reason overcame her emotions. She grew up reading the Four Books and Five Classics, and had been following strict rules since she was a child. Even at this point, she still couldn't let go of these strict rules. Deep down, she was still the traditional Li Qingwan...

"No, no!"

She grabbed Mu Shenyin's hand and asked him to stop with a trembling voice. She knew she shouldn't do this, but she didn't want to have an affair without a matchmaker...

Moreover, she was afraid of breaking up their relationship, which would make her feel guilty and trapped...

Mu Shenyin had already been ready to shoot at her attempt to stop him. He looked painful, but extremely patient. He stared deeply into her eyes and took a deep breath, as if he wanted to suppress his inner desires and his body's instincts. "Awan, you don't want to?"

"Yes, I don't want to, let me go!"

She was still bound by the rules. Even though she didn't have to remain chaste for Sima Yue, she couldn't just muddle through herself with Mu Shenyin in the carriage...

In her previous life, she trusted men too easily. In this life, even if Mu Shenyin was not Sima Yue, she still couldn't get over it...

Reason eventually triumphed over desire, but Li Qingwan's crying and begging gradually softened his heart. He suddenly laughed at himself, but still chose to respect her.

"Awan, don't cry..."

Her tears are her greatest weapon. As long as she cries, he will be defeated!

"Don't be afraid!"

Finally, he suppressed his instinctive desire and picked up her clothes one by one himself. Under the candlelight, Li Qingwan's porcelain-white skin trembled slightly in his arms, and the red bellyband looked particularly attractive, especially the undulating peaks, which made him gasp.

Even though he really wanted it, he still suppressed his instinctive desire. He wanted to be with her, but he didn't want to force her, and he didn't want to see her tears...

"Look at you, why are you crying? I'm not the kind of man who can do whatever he wants. I will respect you!"

Li Qingwan was still very scared. In front of this man, she had no ability to resist at all!

"You know, your tears are the best weapon against me. As long as you cry, I will lose my mind."

After Mu Shenyin dressed her, he did not forget to wipe her tears gently. When Li Qingwan saw that he had put on her clothes, she felt a warm current in her heart. She had thought that since he had helped her so much, she would accept it if he needed her to pay her with her body. But she did not expect...

"sorry!"

She could only say sorry to him, but Mu Shenyin smiled bitterly and reached out to gently wipe the tears from her face, "Silly girl, I was so abrupt, I should be the one saying sorry to you, don't cry, I'll take you back."

He wanted to push her away gently, but unexpectedly, Li Qingwan stretched out her hands and hugged him, burying her head in his arms. At this moment, Mu Shenyin's originally cold heart was instantly ignited by her enthusiasm, "Awan..."

"I'm tired and want to rest!"

"Okay, go to sleep, I'll call you when I get to you!"

Li Qingwan had never trusted a man so much, and she had never thought that she would meet such a man after her rebirth. At this moment, she herself was conflicted.

Forget it, just follow your heart, without fear or worry!

Li Qingwan had a very long dream. In the dream, she had been killed by the Sima family, and her tombstone collapsed due to disrepair, but she found a man here.

The man was dressed in gorgeous clothes, squatting on the ground, carefully cleaning the broken tombstone for her. She couldn't see the man's face, but she could probably feel the sadness and desolation emanating from him...

Who is he and why does he hurt her so much?

She wanted to get closer to see who this man was, one step, two steps, three steps...

When she was about to see the man's face clearly, suddenly, a gentle voice lingered in her ears...

"Awan wake up!"

She woke up instantly from her sleep, but when she opened her eyes she saw Mu Shenyin's handsome face, "We're here!"

She actually slept so peacefully in his arms, and that man in the dream, could it be him?

"Madam, we're here!"

They arrived at Sima Mansion and heard Zi'er's voice outside. She sat down immediately, her little face flushed and she was so shy that she didn't even dare to look at Mu Shenyin's face.

"I'm here. I'm going back first."

She almost escaped from the carriage, and Mu Shenyin saw that she was running very fast, but did not stop her. He just looked at the plaque of Sima Mansion in front of him with a complicated expression, as if thinking about something.

"Sir, where are we going now?"

Chunxue saw that her master was still in a daze, so she knew that he couldn't bear to leave Li Qingwan, but she didn't understand why the master liked a married woman. He didn't want so many good girls, why was he obsessed with Li Qingwan?

Mu Shenyin slowly came back to his senses, his eyes gloomy and cold, "Today is the big day of the Seven Colors Spinning, let's go back to the palace first!"

"Sir, are you going back to the palace?"

It’s five o’clock in the morning and the sky is getting bright.

Li Qingwan didn't need to sleep after she came back. She went to see Hu'er first. Seeing that Hu'er had already gotten up and had breakfast, she was also ready to enter the palace.

Unexpectedly, before she left, the housekeeper outside heard an anxious voice, "Madam, the eldest lady is back!"

Sima Yun finally came back, which made Zi'er very worried, "Madam, Sima Yun is back, our work will not be so smooth in the future!"

"Why are you panicking?"

Li Qingwan would not be afraid of Sima Yun. She could even make the scheming old woman lie on the bed. What could a mere Sima Yun be?

"Where is she now?"

"I'm going to see the old lady. Madam, do you want to go and see her?"

Knowing that Sima Yun had gone to see the old lady, she was not impatient. "Since you are back, you must go and see her. Otherwise, I, the mistress, will be criticized. Butler, have someone prepare the food that the young lady likes and send it to the old lady's room. Just say that it is a token of my appreciation."

"Yes!"

After the housekeeper left, Li Qingwan prepared to take Zi'er to where the old woman lived. She wanted to see what tricks Sima Yun was going to play now that he was back.

The morning light is slightly dew.

In the room where the old lady lived, Sima Yun burst into tears as soon as he saw his mother paralyzed in bed, and knelt on the ground crying loudly.

"I'm sorry, mother. It's all Yun'er's fault. Yun'er will never leave you again."

"My daughter!"

Old Madam Sima felt distressed when she saw that her daughter had become thinner and darker. The mother and daughter hugged each other and cried, expressing their longing for each other these days.

After crying enough, Sima Yun slowly stood up, his eyes full of ruthlessness, "Don't worry, mother, I will make Li Qingwan pay the price this time!"

This made Madam Sima very nervous, and she immediately stopped Sima Yun, "Yun'er, you can't mess up my plan!"