The world is so wild, I want to go to Kang Kang

No one knew the truth about these things except the queen herself and him.

I just thought the concubine's difficult labor was an accident.

After this incident, the queen officially retired to Kunning Palace.

He claimed to have retired voluntarily, but in fact it was a disguised form of house arrest.

For the sake of the Qian family's reputation, and considering that they had shed blood and sacrificed their lives to build their empire.

He didn't tell the truth for so many years.

Unexpectedly, this actually earned her a good reputation among the people, and many people felt sorry for the queen.

Little did they know the viciousness hidden within her.

The news of the imperial concubine's illness spread quickly, and along with it came the rumor that the queen had recovered and was about to take control of the harem again.

That's strange.

One illness and one cure, one cure and one illness.

Even if Shi Yue was not a big problem, he had to give up power to her at this point.

After all, the Queen had let go completely back then.

If she refuses, she will inevitably be suspected of being greedy for power and usurping power.

What a great method! It seems he has not been idle over the years and his methods have become more sophisticated and advanced.

However, have you ever felt guilty while eating vegetarian food and chanting Buddhist scriptures? Are there contradictions between what you think in your heart and what you chant out?

When you wake up in the middle of the night, you won’t be afraid of being punished by God.

During the convalescence period, Shi Yue was at ease. She just fainted due to the turmoil of blood that day, but she was fine afterwards.

The prince came to see her, and the guilt in his eyes could not be hidden.

This child was still stubborn and felt sorry for his mother, Concubine Yue. He hid outside the Zhaoning Palace early in the morning before dawn and did not dare to knock on the door.

If the kitchen had not come out with shopping in the morning, they would have seen the honorable Crown Prince like a mushroom growing outside their palace.

When people below came to tell her about it, she didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

You are such an adult, but you don't respect your status. If this gets out, people will laugh at you.

He didn't learn any good things, but only learned some inferior things from his father.

When he called her over, he didn't even look at her.

He called out "Mother" respectfully and stood still.

"Oh, this child has become estranged from his mother when he grew up. He was a tiny child that grew up in my arms, but now he doesn't recognize me."

She was deliberately sarcastic, knowing that he was thin-skinned and would definitely not be able to help but say something back.

Unexpectedly, she guessed wrong this time.

The prince still stood there silently, not saying a word.

Shi Yue was surprised. Now that her biological mother had come out, she didn't recognize her?

"Xian'er, you..."

Before he could finish, he saw drops of water falling straight to the ground.

"Xian'er!"

She couldn't bear it, but she was anxious and wanted to get up and take a look.

"Mom, you're still sick, don't get up, I'm fine."

He saw clearly these days that after Kunning Palace was opened, his mother did not show any signs of illness at all.

Even a fool should know the truth of this farce. He is a good chess piece.

However, his sincerity might seem too ridiculous. His mother must be annoyed to see him taking care of the patient with a sad face every day.

"Why are you crying? You are the crown prince, the heir apparent. You are the most important person besides your father."

Shi Yue was very disappointed with his good friend, but Zhao Chengyu still had his own plans. If Xian'er didn't work hard on his own, he would be brought down sooner or later.

“When something happens, think about how to solve it as perfectly as possible, rather than considering personal relationships first.”

"People's hearts are complicated, and human relationships are complex. How can you guess everyone? If you can't guess, don't guess. Just hold your vital points. No matter how hard they try, they can't get past you."

The prince felt that he was really incompetent and wanted to cry even more after hearing this.

But he still tried to hold it back, he is a man.

"But, mother treated me kindly and sincerely, but I, my mother..." She repaid kindness with hatred, just to seize her power.

"I don't care," Shi Yue looked at him with a calm expression.

"I don't like to care about these things at all. If your mother likes it, just take it."

"Before, she didn't come out, so I had to take over. Now she can share my responsibilities, I'm so happy."

Her greatest pleasure was not in the palace.

"Xian'er," she reached out and held his hand, and after thinking for a while she said, "How we are parents has nothing to do with you."

"You don't need to rush to solve our problems, and you don't need to feel pain, guilt or self-blame for it."

"Everything we endure is caused by any choice we made when we were young. It has nothing to do with you."

"Without you, your mother and I wouldn't love each other. People who are destined to stand on different sides won't cross paths because of others."

"After saying so much, don't you understand what mother means?"

She looked into his eyes seriously. His appearance was very similar to the emperor's, but there was more purity in his eyes.

The prince nodded, "I understand, mother."

If he still doesn't understand, then he is hopeless. Shi Yue didn't want him to bear the psychological burden. If he continued to be hypocritical, he would let down his mother's painstaking efforts.

"Mom, why don't you help my brother?" He is not Shi Yue's biological son, but he always receives her protection, even more than his second brother.

"My second brother...may be more suitable for the position of Crown Prince."

Even he himself knew that he was unqualified, not to mention his father, the Emperor, and Master Wen.

Instead of asking someone to chase him down, it would be better for him to give up the space himself so as not to hurt the relationship.

Shi Yue never questioned his choice, "Because you want to be a good prince."

"When you were a child, you were very good at studying and had a good memory. You often learned poems and articles from your tutor and recited them to me."

"At that time, your brother was still young and not as smart as you." She still felt warm when she recalled those times.

"You recited to me while shaking your head, establishing your mind for the world, establishing your destiny for the people, carrying on the lost knowledge of the ancient sages, and bringing peace to the world for all eternity."

"I asked you what this meant. You shook your little head and told me that it was the way to be a king."

"Let me correct you. This was written by a scholar. It is the way for scholars to enter the government."

"You still argue that if a ruler can do it, then only scholars can do it. This is called a role model."

The prince obviously also had some impression of it, and he felt unusually relaxed when recalling his childhood.

"You may not know how happy my mother is. I am going to raise a wise ruler for all ages. What a great achievement."

She felt that he had such awareness at such a young age, and would never disappoint the expectations of his subjects in the future.

"Unfortunately, I didn't keep it up, so now it's like this, it's a mess."

The prince looked dejected, and the light that had just risen quickly fell again.

Suddenly, I felt a gentle pat on my head.

"And you underestimate yourself."

Shi Yue couldn't bear to see him being so cowardly, "You just lack ambition. It's not like you lost the battle. Why are you so depressed?"

"As I said before, you should do your job and fulfill your responsibilities. As long as you are the crown prince, you should act like one."

"Stop lamenting about the passing of time and pay more attention to business. I heard that your future father-in-law was involved in a lawsuit recently. You can go and ask him about the situation so that he won't get you involved."

The prince was stunned by her change of topic, but he immediately reacted and nodded in agreement.