The world is so wild, I want to go to Kang Kang

"Ah, I remember now," Shi Yue remembered what she said in the bathroom that time, "She reminded me, but I really didn't expect it to be this."

She was so upset. If she had been more careful, perhaps this wouldn't have happened.

Han Heng sat closer, put his arm around her, let her head rest on his chest, and feel his heart beating.

"Even if you know what kind of person he is, you can't stop his behavior. How can a normal person defend himself against a pervert?"

Shi Yue listened to his strong heartbeat, and his confused heart gradually calmed down. "But, you have always been on guard against him. Have you discovered something a long time ago?"

He shook his head with amusement, "No, I'm not that amazing. I'm on guard against him because of you."

"Because of me?" she was puzzled.

"Because I'm afraid he will steal from my house." Han Heng rested his chin on her hair and rubbed it deliberately. He really used to be on guard day and night, and against everyone.

Shi Yue shook his head, trying to shake off the heavy burden on his head. "Cheng Zhouyuan and I really have nothing. The engagement has been cancelled for almost 20 years. I really think it's all in the past."

She now doubted whether there was something wrong with her memory. In her opinion, her contact with Cheng Zhouyuan over the years was just so-so, and she had not done anything out of the ordinary. Why did Cheng Zhouyuan not only fall deeper and deeper into trouble, but Han Heng also felt resentful?

The person on him coughed unnaturally. "You, you and him are legitimate first-time engaged couples after all. You have been friends since childhood. I thought your feelings for him and his feelings for you were not much different."

So every time he came across Cheng Zhouyuan and her together, when he saw the concern that Cheng Zhouyuan tried hard to suppress in his eyes, he would wonder, what about Shi Yue, whether she still had any lingering feelings for him, and whether it was a pity that they were not destined to be together.

"Alas, what a huge misunderstanding. Even if Bai Yuchen wasn't there, he and I would have ended our engagement eventually."

Shi Yue certainly knew that Cheng Zhouyuan treated him very well. He took him out to play when he was very young and met all his needs. When he grew up, he became closer to Cheng Zhouyuan as an engaged couple due to the matchmaking of the two families.

However, she had always attributed this feeling to that of brother and sister. The two of them had never had any close contact. At most, he would touch her head and pinch her face. There was no intimacy between lovers at all.

Therefore, she felt that it was impossible for her to marry Cheng Zhouyuan, but she was still young at the time and had no say, otherwise she would have brought it up early on.

Later, she made such a mess that she thought that even if Cheng Zhouyuan didn't hate her for making him lose face, he would never treat her the same way as before.

Who knew that he would fall into the abyss step by step and make so many wrong things.

Thinking of this, Shi Yue suddenly remembered what he mentioned when he was crazy, "By the way, Cheng Zhouyuan said that he pushed you away from me, what does that mean?"

"It was he who separated us."

Han Heng had doubts over the years about his separation from Shi Yue. It was too sudden and abrupt.

She had become a completely different person in just a few years. He initially thought it was a sequela of depression, so he turned a blind eye to her keeping that little star. Because he knew that they had done nothing, they were just lying in bed and chatting to relieve the pressure in their hearts.

Later, he saw with his own eyes the two of them kissing and hugging in the dark. He sat in the car downstairs, watching the lights flicker on and off quietly, staying up all night.

He thought that he was too busy and didn't care about her emptiness, so she came out to seek comfort. But it seemed not to be the case. He went home early every day, and in the first few years of marriage, he hardly had any evening dinner parties.

Is that the tired stage of marriage, bored, tired, and boring? If so, at least it should be concealed. Every night when he looks at the obvious marks on her body, he has the urge to die with her. Young boys are more fresh, right? They make her want to follow him even if it means abandoning her husband and children.

Yes, he thought she was doing this in order to divorce him. But he didn't do what she wanted and pretended not to see it. When he couldn't pretend anymore, he stayed out and numbed himself with alcohol.

After all, drinking places are not clean places. No matter how careful you are, it is inevitable that someone will take the opportunity to get involved. After being photographed with beautiful women accompanying him several times, he didn't care anymore and spread the photos so that she could see them and understand his feelings.

But he could never have expected that they would be like this for the next ten years, secretly doing their own things and clearly playing the role of "model couple" in the circle.

I really dug a hole for myself. It has taken more than ten years to fill the hole I dug due to my impulsive behavior.

"A few years later, after I calmed down, I realized something was wrong. I took the time to look into what happened back then, and only then did I realize how many misunderstandings there were."

Shi Yue also had a vague guess that she went to extremes after seeing the photo of Han Heng hugging a strange woman, coupled with the torture of depression. You are unkind and I am unjust, and the real entanglement between her and Li Rang began that night.

"The photo you saw must have been taken from a specially chosen angle. When I got the photo, I couldn't even imagine when it happened, and I didn't recognize the people in the photo at all."

"I think it must be Cheng Zhouyuan's doing. He wants to take our lives while we are sick."

Han Heng now feels much better about bringing up the past than when he first knew the truth. He is not too sad anymore. At least now they are still together and that is enough.

"Then why don't you explain, and, and why is it really like that?" She has received many calls from inexplicable ladies over the years, either when they are sleeping or taking a shower, and the words they say are even more erotic than the pictures.

He took her out of his arms and held her little face towards him, "I swear, all those people over the years were just playing tricks on me, either intentional tricks or unintentional mistakes." If you walk by the river all year round, it is inevitable that your feet will get wet. Since he gave others the opportunity to take advantage of him, he should not blame them for taking advantage of the opportunity.

"I clearly knew the truth, but when I saw you being intimate with someone else, I still lost all my rationality. I wanted to piss you off in the same way, but who knows," he smiled bitterly, "you pushed it further and further, and it became more and more real, and I got more and more out of control."

He knew in his heart that if it weren't for Han Shi, he might have really been in trouble this time. Li Rang's importance to her was far more than just a lover.

Shi Yue had been listening quietly. The hurt they had suffered from each other over the past decade sounded like they had brought it upon themselves. But in fact, it was just a game of hide-and-seek between two self-abased cowards.

No one dares to express their true feelings to the other, fearing that he will not cherish it or that she will not care about it.