Quick Wear: The host is a jerk again and runs away

Pei Jinyan opened WeChat with trembling hands again, and what came into view were three dialog boxes with red dots.

He clicked on the chat page between him and Song Nian.

Song Nian sent him a long message:

In fact, I know that I have been just a substitute from the beginning to the end.

Initially, I moved into this house because of money, but because I felt bad about it, I started trying to take care of your life.

Doing laundry, cooking and cleaning the house for you every day has almost become my habit.

From being unskilled in the beginning to letting things take their course later, my life goal has been to make you feel more relaxed when you get home after a day's work.

When did I start to like you? Maybe it was when I first saw you smile at me, or maybe it was when we spent every day together afterwards.

Whenever I see the tiredness between your brows, I can't help but feel distressed and want to do more for you so that you won't be so tired.

I began to crave your smile, even though you hardly smiled at first.

I get up on time at six o'clock every morning to cook for you, prepare breakfast, and then go to the bedroom to wait for you to leave.

Because I'm afraid that you will reject my feelings. If I were here, you would definitely say there's no need to prepare anything and you don't need it.

In order to make you enjoy your meal, I began to observe your taste carefully.

You like to eat braised pork ribs, pasta, and shrimp. You like to drink a cup of hot milk and eat a sandwich in the morning. You are also used to drinking a glass of milk before going to bed at night.

You can't eat spicy food, so I never put chili in my cooking.

I help you clean the room every day, but that day you slapped me because I touched a box.

I didn’t know why at the time, but I kind of understand now.

This year living with you is the happiest time of my twenty years of life.

Thank you for guiding my emotions, giving me respect, tolerating my little temper, and even indulging my mischief.

Actually, sometimes I do it on purpose, just to see how you will treat me.

But every time you finally gave in and lowered your head for me.

That day in the amusement park, I forcefully kissed you on the Ferris wheel, and I said, "People who kiss when the Ferris wheel is at its highest point will be together forever." But now I feel that this statement is quite false.

I'm sorry, and I also formally apologize to you for the bad things I did to you, for taking advantage of you, and for the misunderstandings I caused to your company's employees.

I have asked my secretary to clarify our relationship in the employee group. I am only staying at your house temporarily. I feel bad about sending you meals because I don't have to pay rent.

You don't have to worry about her discovering my presence when she comes back.

I threw away all my things, but because I was pressed for time, I didn't have time to empty the trash can in the living room. So please throw it away for me.

I have seen that sister. She looks very beautiful and elegant, and she is a good match for you.

I also saw your smile and happiness that came from the bottom of your heart. It turned out that it was really different from when you were with me.

I sat on the sofa waiting for you all night until you came back, but you didn't give me any explanation.

I have transferred back to your account all the money you transferred to me this year.

I will completely disappear from your world and will not disturb your life.

Pei Jinyan, goodbye, I wish you happiness.

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"Niannian..."

"No, I don't want you to leave..."

Pei Jinyan finished reading that paragraph with red eyes and trembling hands. He wanted to send another WeChat message to Song Nian.

But it shows that I have been blocked and am no longer the other person’s friend…

He tried to calm down, calm his emotions, and think about where Song Nian might go.

She transferred all the money back to him, leaving her with almost nothing.

In City A, she has no friends or relatives. The only ones she has a good relationship with are him and... Pei Ziyue!

Pei Jinyan found Pei Ziyue's phone number in the address book and dialed it.

Within seconds, the call was picked up.

"Pei Ziyue, did Song Nian come to see you?" Pei Jinyan asked in a low voice.

Pei Ziyue jumped up from the bed in an instant, "What nonsense are you talking about? Why would she come to see me? Isn't she still living in Jinyuan?"

...She didn't go to find Pei Ziyue, so where would she go...

Pei Jinyan rubbed his temples and tried to keep his voice calm: "Call Song Nian and see if you can get through."

After saying that, he hung up the phone.

Pei Ziyue on the other side also called Song Nian in confusion, but was told that the number was invalid...

He called several times, but the number was always unavailable...

impossible!

He called Pei Jinyan again, "Why did the number say "No" when I called Nian Nian? Where is she? Didn't you take good care of her?!"

As if he suddenly remembered something, he was a little excited: "Are you only concerned about Lin Anan and drove Song Nian out?!"

Pei Jinyan had a gloomy face and said nothing.

Pei Ziyue became angry when she heard his silence, "Heh, I told Nian Nian yesterday afternoon that the person you love is back, and asked her to go with me."

"But she just refused to do so. She even said she didn't regret it and would wait for you to come back. Well, then you saw that woman Lin An'an and chased her away? Now that you can't find her, you come looking for me again?!"

"Pei Jinyan, you're such a bastard!" After saying that, Pei Ziyue hung up the phone angrily.

He began to contact his men to track down Song Nian's whereabouts.

Pei Jinyan also began to use his own power to investigate Song Nian's whereabouts.

But the traces of her existence seemed to have been deliberately erased...

No camera at any station or airport has captured her figure, and there is no flight information...

Song Nian is missing.

After Pei Jinyan couldn't find her for half a month, he finally understood what Song Nian meant by "I will completely disappear from your world".

She really disappeared, not even giving him a chance to explain or redeem herself...

Pei Jinyan sat blankly on the sofa in the villa, looking at the deserted surroundings.

There was no smell of her at home, no milk that he was used to drinking in the refrigerator, no one prepared breakfast for him in the morning, no one brought him food at noon, and no one accompanied him to eat and watch TV on the sofa in the evening...

She would no longer use poor excuses to throw herself into his arms for kisses and hugs, and she would never crawl into his bed and sleep with him.

She even kept the keychain and pajamas he gave her…

The cup she personally selected was thrown into the trash can and broken...

There was no trace of her anywhere in the house; only the surveillance camera and him could prove that she existed.

He washed and took back all the things that Song Nian had thrown away, and he also put the torn photos in an album.

He went to the mall again and bought a pink cat cup that Song Nian had chosen before and placed it on the cup rack.

But even though everything was put back in place, this home still made him feel extremely cold.

Empty, empty everywhere...

Because Song Nian is gone.

Pei Jinyan then realized that what made him feel warm was not his home, but the place where Song Nian was.

He had fallen in love with her unknowingly, and although he kept reminding himself that it was just to avoid irritating her, she would still leave if An An came back.

But when she really left because of An An's return, he felt almost suffocated by the heartache.

He can lose An An, but he can't live without Song Nian.

His concern for Lin Anan was just the ignorance and care of his childhood. He used to like the pretty girl in a white dress and a ponytail, not the current Lin Anan who was heavily made up and full of powder.

Lin Anan has changed and started pursuing money and material things.

The girl who would blush and hold his hand when he was a teenager is no longer there.

Pei Jinyan suddenly hated herself. Why did she hang up Song Nian's phone? Why didn't she answer to listen to what she said? Why didn't she go home earlier to have dinner with her? Why didn't she help him celebrate his birthday as she wished...

If he hadn't gone to pick up Lin Anan that day, he would have met Song Nian downstairs in the company at noon.

When he got home at night, he asked Song Nian to give him a surprise. They would eat cake together, watch TV together, and Song Nian would even stick to him to sleep at night...

Everything will be fine, and he and Song Nian will live happily.

But now, because of his one thought.

Song Nian didn't want him anymore, she left him completely...