Quick Wear: The host is a jerk again and runs away

My name is Shen Hanyuan, the youngest son of the Shen family.

I knew from a young age that my family was not an ordinary one. The luxurious decoration of the house, the humble and submissive butler and servants, and the fawning of my classmates all annoyed me.

I am a very thoughtful person, and my inner world is always calm and peaceful.

Even though I was moving among the crowd with a smile on my face, I could still feel the loneliness and chill in my heart.

Brother, you are the only person I am willing to confide in.

Of course, whether I like it or not, Shen Hanzhou can feel my mood, my heart, my wishes, and my pain anytime and anywhere.

We are twins, born almost one after the other. From the moment we were born, our destinies have been closely linked.

This is a secret that we have never let anyone know, not even Shen Yan, who raised them.

My eldest brother is a very arrogant person, and he likes to say one thing and mean another, but I envy him very much because he can face everything in this world as he pleases.

And I am just a coward who puts on a smiling face every day and maintains the image of a gentle and elegant nobleman.

No one knows how lonely my heart is.

Ever since I started school, there have always been a lot of people around me who used all kinds of fancy methods to attract my attention. Those low-end families tried their best to get their daughters to curry favor with me, flatter me, and even seduce me.

Everyone approached me with a purpose, dreaming of being able to step into the Shen family's door.

I thought my life would be like this, calm and uneventful, dealing with one party after another and human nature, playing a stupid and childish role.

Until I met her.

In fact, the day Shen Yan brought her back was not the first time they met.

The first time I met her was on a rainy day.

That day I went to pick up Shen Hanzhou who was drinking, and I was a little drunk as well. Halfway through the walk, it started to rain, and I didn't bring an umbrella, so I got soaked.

The dripping rain fell on me, wetting my hair and body.

I feel a peace I have never felt before.

I really want to sleep like this forever, but when I open my eyes, there are endless intrigues waiting for me. As a member of the Shen family, I cannot be a coward who escapes.

Just indulge yourself this time, I thought.

But an umbrella covered my head, and I could no longer feel the rain. Instead, a rich fragrance came over me and took up my breath.

I opened my eyes and saw her.

The girl had long hair and wore a simple, clean white dress that went below her knees. She looked at me with a smile and said, "If you are unhappy, try writing a diary. Write down all the bad things in the diary. This way your heart will be cleared and happiness will return."

"Don't get wet in the rain, you'll catch a cold." The girl's soft hand lifted my wet palm and handed me the umbrella handle.

Then, he ran into the rain without looking back, leaving only his back.

From then on, the only thing imprinted in Shen Hanyuan's heart was that smile and those clear eyes.

There is no conspiracy, no calculation, no interest, just clean, transparent and bright.

it's beautiful.

I began to learn how to write a diary. Writing down all those dark and dirty thoughts in the diary was like pulling them out of my body, leaving only the good-tempered and gentle Shen Hanyuan.

I think of her more than once.

I know,

My heart was moved.

Even if it's just a chance encounter.

He had been searching for the scent of the girl for a long time. For a while, he desperately went to major shopping malls hoping to find perfume with the same scent, but he couldn't find it.

That was the smell of her, emanating from her soul, clean, sweet, and alluring.

I thought I would never see her again in this life.

But that day, my uncle told me that someone was coming to our house and asked me to help prepare the room.

I didn't take it seriously, but when the housekeeper told me to go downstairs, I saw her from a distance while standing on the stairs.

The person I had been thinking about for two years was standing in front of me.

She had grown a little older and was wearing a beautiful, simple evening dress in white, which made her look holy and noble.

I thought I had made a mistake, but when I got closer I smelled a familiar scent. At that moment, my soul trembled.

My heart was screaming, it's her, it's her.

My uncle asked me to take her to the room. I was very happy. The moment I held her hand, no one knew how happy I was.

Those dark thoughts of repressive madness consumed me, and I thought, Hide her.

Oh no, it’s not that no one knows, Shen Hanzhou felt it.

So he looked at me strangely, but I didn't care.

It doesn't matter, as long as she is by my side.

I walked her upstairs and she said she liked the room I decorated very much. Seeing her unconcealed love and excitement, I was almost suffocated with joy.

She smiles so beautifully.

She was about to walk me off but accidentally tripped. I saw how panicked she was and my body reacted faster than my brain and I hugged her in my arms, fearing that she would get hurt.

In fact, I was very selfish at that moment. I hoped that I could just hug her for the rest of my life.

We were very close, and the scent of her body attracted me all the time. An ambiguous atmosphere flowed between them. I was so close to kissing the person I had been thinking about for so long.

But Shen Hanzhou came.

He kicked the door angrily, not understanding why my emotions fluctuated so drastically that I even gave our first kiss to an adopted daughter who had just moved in a day ago.

How could Shen Hanzhou know that that was the person I was dreaming about every moment.

I was unhappy, Shen Hanzhou felt it, he pursed his lips, said nothing, and went back to his room.

In fact, my brother has always cared about my emotions, and I understand that.

Although they were born shortly after each other, he still took on the responsibility of being the eldest brother.

Even though I finally proposed such a crazy and inhumane idea, he just patted my shoulder silently and did not object.

He knows that I have decided on Shen Xueyi for this life and that will never change.

Shen Xueyi always smiles at everyone, like a lovely doll. She is very delicate and makes people feel close to her easily and like her.

The servants, housekeeper, uncle, and even the eldest brother in the house all fell little by little.

Except for me, I had already completely fallen long before she came.

Every night, I would quietly open her door and hold her in my arms.

Our rooms were close enough that no one would notice.

I greedily absorbed the scent of her body, buried my head in her arms, and enjoyed every bit of being by her side.

I found that my possessiveness and selfishness were becoming more and more serious.

I hate that she says goodbye to her uncle and hugs him before leaving.

I hate that she eats the snacks bought by my eldest brother and eats them so happily.

I hate it when she smiles at others, especially men, but she doesn't like it at women either.

I think I'm the only one left by her side.

Time flies, and my brother's and my birthday are here.

I didn't expect that she could bake cakes.

My heart melted when I saw her making cakes with her hair tied in a low bun and an apron on.

How I wish I could live like this forever.

But she seems to only treat me as a brother. No, I am not satisfied.

She ran upstairs to get something, and I was distracted and bumped into the corner of the sofa. I felt a sharp pain in my foot, but then I felt someone kissing me.

No, it should be said that someone kissed Shen Hanzhou.

The softness and familiar fragrance on her lips made me suddenly have difficulty breathing, and my blood was flowing backwards. I felt like I was going to die.

It hurts, why, how can I...

I have been thinking about it day and night for so long, but I only dared to sneak up to her when she was asleep at night. Why did they kiss upstairs...

I was so angry that I was madly shouting at Shen Hanzhou in my heart with all my might, "Don't kiss her!"

This is a function that he and I have discovered over the past decade. Even if we are thousands of miles apart, as long as we keep calling out to each other in our hearts, the other person will be able to sense our thoughts and inner feelings.

Double the sourness and anger swept over Shen Hanzhou along with the roar, and he felt so painful.

He knew that his younger brother had really fallen into it.

But what about him?

But he owed Shen Hanyuan too much.

He tried to escape from all the banquets and social gatherings, big or small, at home, from childhood to adulthood. It was always Shen Hanyuan who accompanied Shen Yan, holding a glass of wine and putting on a smiling face to face the dirty human nature and interest disputes.

Shen Hanzhou knew that he felt sorry for his brother.

He can be willful, but the Shen family cannot have a second willful child.

So, he compromised.

My brother is happy and he is willing to do anything.

This kiss could be considered as his last lingering love.

...

As time passed, she and I became closer and closer. She began to rely on me, and I began to be able to do everything for her and take care of her daily life.

She didn't know that all the clothes she took off were washed by me.

As for those underwear, he greedily held on to them for a long time before he was willing to wash them and put them back.

I thought, maybe I'm a pervert, but I can't control myself. I just want to possess her at all costs and embrace everything about her.

That day, when my elder brother and I went to look for her, we met someone who said that she was locked up on the rooftop.

The man said with a nasty smile, a bitch and a dog will be together forever.

I was so panicked that I almost went crazy. When I thought about her being bullied and insulted, I seemed to have lost the ability to control myself. Countless negative and repressed emotions burst out one after another. Blood, violence, cruelty, all these things that had been hidden for a long time were uncovered again and reappeared in the world.

Seeing that man still saying insulting words to her, at that moment, I wanted to kill him, cut him into pieces.

Shen Hanzhou stopped me. He endured the countless oppression and pain from me without saying a word, and pulled me to save her.

The door is locked. Can't I save her?

No, I called my uncle.

My uncle hung up the phone in a hurry and came back soon with equipment and a rescue team.

Someone came to deliver the keys, I was so excited that I wanted to cry, I hope it's not too late.

But when I finally climbed up to the rooftop, I saw her, half-naked, desperately standing in front of a bloody young man. She had been stabbed in the abdomen and was pushed down.

At that moment, I felt my heart stop beating and the world became so quiet.

If she dies, is there any point in me living?

No.

I rushed over like crazy, but she still fell down.

Fortunately, I called in advance, and Shen Yan had prepared the equipment, so she was sent for emergency treatment.

I looked at her face, which was as pale as a broken doll. My heart felt like it was being stabbed by countless needles. It hurt so much.

I looked at the man that Shen Hanzhou was hitting with a brick, and my dark and crazy thoughts were no longer under control.

I took him away.

I heard it was the youngest son of the Ji family, Ji Changfeng.

Haha, it’s just the Ji family, what’s that?