After being bound by the system, Bai Yueguang and I reunited

I'm so cowardly, I'm a loser.

I have rehearsed the scene of killing Xiao Jue countless times in my mind, but after being injected with the medicine, I couldn't even lift a bowl to eat.

I've really, really tried countless ways.

But uncontrollably, she became more and more dependent on Xiao Jue and gradually fell in love with him.

I thought maybe I would have died on the first day of my imprisonment.

All that survived was a shell.

Witnessing the sin of my own making.

And there was nothing I could do.

Xiao Jue was like fate, holding me tightly in his hand and refusing to let go.

My consciousness began to blur and my memories gradually faded.

Chu Mingyue is probably going to disappear.

Soon after, Chu Mingyue became what Xiao Jue wanted most.

Be obedient, obedient, and never leave.

Even if it's just Chu Mingyue's skin, it doesn't matter.

My whole body was immersed in chaos, and I could only wake up a little when Xiao Jue 'punished' me to face the tragic death of an innocent girl.

Damn it!

I should die!

How can a person like me live!

I'm probably crazy.

Because Xiao Jue no longer likes to come to me, and he no longer says disgusting words.

Occasionally he would come to me and tell me what good things he had done and what benefits he had gained.

His words were twisted, changed, and reached my ears into words urging me to die.

I was pulled, torn, and deformed by the world, turning into a monster that no one could recognize.

Until that day, the bedroom door was violently kicked in.

Subconsciously, I thought the person who came in was Xiao Jue, and I was going to be punished again.

I was so frightened that I could only instinctively admit my mistake, kneel down, and kowtow.

I vaguely sensed that the person seemed angry. I couldn't control my body and started to tremble.

Nonsense, I don’t even know what was said.

In the blurry fog and fragmented world, a hand suddenly stretched out.

【come out. 】

The voice said so.

I reached out without hesitation.

I ran wildly towards a bright light in front of me, flew, jumped up, and finally merged into the light.

Perhaps it was the only luck I had left in my life that allowed me to meet a soft-hearted God.

Finally he was willing to let me die and give me a relief.

I didn't expect at that time that what I would finally get was a new life!

After I woke up, I met this little girl Chaoge.

Chaoge seemed the most indifferent person.

Sometimes when her eyes change, you can even see her clear murderous intent.

Don't dare to blaspheme.

But her presence made people feel inexplicably reassured.

What does it feel like? It seems that she has subconsciously determined that no one under her wing will be harmed again.

She is so soft-hearted that she would save even a sinful person like me.

And how lucky I am to be able to meet her and be saved again.

From then on, I took care of my unconscious mother and secretly made up for my injured bamboo horse.

Then he worked hard to do some meager good deeds.

I want to atone for my sins, and even more, I want to accumulate blessings.

Then give her all the accumulated blessings.

I was a staunch atheist before, but after meeting Chao Ge, I began to believe these things inexplicably.

I even pray devoutly to Chaoge before going to bed every day.

If there really is a god in the world, then please bless her and keep her safe and healthy.

Let her get everything she wants.

Let her be surrounded by love.

Good people should get the best of everything in the world!