My shadow is 100 million points strong

It's raining, the sky is no longer blue, what's wrong, it's for you.

I am very conflicted. I don't know whether I should write to you or not. I pick up the pen and put it down again.

Yesterday, I drank, even though I don’t know how to drink. I'm drunk because of you. Drinking wine to soothe your sorrows will only make you more sorrowful. I can't forget you. I can't let you go. I can't leave you. If you leave me, I will have nothing.

"The Rain Keeps Falling" echoed in my ears. I closed my eyes and my mind was filled with your words. I'm scared, not having you by my side in the dark night. Without you, my time is hard to move forward. I'm afraid you'll leave me, but the end is done. I miss you, I want you back soon.

Because in these few days, I discovered that the one I love is you.

Yesterday, I went to the chat room, but you were not there. Yes, I lied to you. I dare not tell you either. Actually, I really like you and Angel. Yes, I did know Angel before I met you.

I kind of like her. Later, when I got to know you, I fell in love with you even more. You and her are like a scale. It is difficult for me to find a balance fulcrum between you and her. I always thought I loved Angel. Because I feel like I owe her too much, and I don’t know why.

But after you left me that day, I discovered that the person I really loved was you. I regret and feel pain, but after all, this cannot solve the problem. I miss you, your cute look, and your beautiful voice. But it has gradually left me and may never come back.

As the ancients said: "You can't have your cake and eat it too." You can't do two things at once, so I finally gave up on Angel. Last night, I looked at the starry sky and I thought of you. In my dream, I saw you. There, you said nothing, just like in reality.

I heard that dreams and reality are opposite, so I hope you come back to me every day, but I don’t know if it is possible. I just want to make it clear that we just had a long fight, or that you plan to just break up. Every night, I walk home alone, and tears keep flowing down unconsciously. Do you know? We are not only halfway in love, there are still many dreams that have not been realized.

Maybe not being able to love would be a pity, but having to love is a kind of tragedy. Thinking of your gentleness is not as good as arrogance. Thinking about your kiss is not as good as lying. This is my way to give up, but why do I still love you so much. A long time ago, someone told me a beautiful legend about love. He said that when angels come, love will quietly descend. I always look at the starry sky and pray silently with my hands together, hoping that the angel will not keep me waiting too long.

Lost soul, possessed. Think about how you can never get rid of it. Love fills people's hearts with dreams, love makes people sad and crazy. Some people's hopes were dashed, and some people missed too much. True love came, but I didn't grasp it well. Love is a sweet spell, a maze that cannot be escaped. Some people say love is difficult to understand, and others say love is fragile. The angels blessed me until you opened your mouth and said, "You love me."

Maybe you can't believe it, but I know you don't believe me anymore. But, I think only time will tell. Prove my love for you.

Come back soon, okay? I can't bear it without you. Come back soon, I'll wait for you!