About my outrageous life in Honkai Impact III

Looking up, there is no doubt that it is a strange world.

Rather than representing the origin of the world, this place represents the beginning of her and her companions.

A platform that leads to nowhere.

Mei looked up and saw the sign hanging on the ceiling that read "Destiny, Eternity, Hope".

Mei didn't understand what this meant, but somehow she felt that this was closely related to her future.

She looked at both sides of the platform. The tracks stretched forward, with no end in sight.

Outside the platform is a blue sky dotted with pink clouds, which makes people feel relaxed physically and mentally.

"Go do what I have to do."

After a quick glance around and sorting out the situation, Mei quickly found her target.

Not far ahead, there was a small space door. There was her destination, Raiden Mei.

Stepping forward, Mei began to think about what the scene would be like next.

Was it Alicia who greeted her? Or Luo Chen? Or were they both there?

"Ok?"

As they walked, Mei realized something was wrong.

She looked back and saw that her original starting point was already quite far away. But why did the distance between her and the door seem to have not decreased?

Mei didn't believe it, she continued to move forward, this time much faster.

But the result remained the same. No matter how fast or far she walked, she always maintained a distance from the space gate.

It is rejecting itself.

This was the thought that popped into Mei's mind.

"But why?"

She didn't understand. It was Luo Chen who asked her to come here. He said that she was the only one who could receive the power of origin.

But why was it rejecting her?

Mei stopped where she was, wondering if she had missed some key information.

"What's wrong, Miss? You stopped here suddenly."

A familiar sound, accompanied by the sound of high heels tapping on the ground.

"Raven, why are you here?"

Looking at the person passing by, Mei's face showed confusion.

Raven spread his hands, his tone as usual: "I don't want to either. It's our eldest daughter's fault for being so confused."

"Tell the truth."

"Alright, alright, you're still so annoying, Miss Mei." Raven waved his hand, anger showing on his calm face: "I was enjoying the view of the Earth from the Moon, but then our other boss said you might get into trouble here, so he kicked me in.

Most importantly, they don’t even pay overtime!”

Raven's accusation won Mei's sympathy. Based on the other party's words, she understood who sent Raven.

"Luo Chen asked you to come over... Can you really help me?"

Mei is skeptical about this.

After all, Raven is someone who has taken care of children before, and she knows Mei's current condition very well.

However, Raven didn't tell Mei about these things. As someone who can read the atmosphere very well, Raven knew that if she said that she treated Mei like a child, she would probably be stabbed by Mei.

This young lady is not to be messed with.

Raven pointed forward and said to Mei: "Tell me, what did you think when you discovered that the distance between you and the door remained the same?"

"..."

Mei was silent for a while before telling Raven her true thoughts.

"Oh—" Raven put one hand on his waist, and the last word of the sentence was long and drawn out: "Miss, have you ever thought about it? In fact, it's not it that is rejecting you, but you are rejecting it?"

"What?" Mei frowned, not understanding why Raven said that.

"Then let me put it another way. Are you really ready? To become Siwon."

"What do you mean by ready? Of course."

What kind of question is this? Since she came here, she must be prepared.

"Not necessarily." Raven shook his finger.

I do it ≠ I don’t want to do it, the inequality is broken in seconds.

"From what I know, the boss probably forced the young lady to become Siwon, right?

To defeat the boss, you need the power of Siwon. And among you, only you, the eldest daughter, have the chance to inherit Siwon. If this isn't semi-forced, what is it?"

As Raven spoke, he did not forget to quietly observe Mei's expression.

"So, Miss, what are you really thinking?

I know you will definitely answer to become Siwon, but before that, please think carefully, why do you want to become Siwon?

Of course, stopping Luo Chen doesn't count."

"This one……"

After hearing what Raven said, Mei thought seriously about a topic she had never paid attention to before.

Why did she want to become Siwon?

Originally, what Mei thought was the same as what Raven said, because Luo Chen wanted her to become the origin, so she came.

As for her own thoughts, she didn't think much about it.

"I think I did it to be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with him."

Mei whispered, looking at the faintly glowing mark on the back of her hand.

In the paradise of the past, he and her promised that they would walk the future together.

But the current situation is that although they are becoming closer emotionally, Mei can feel that the distance between them is gradually widening.

Luo Chen was still the same as before, taking care of everything by himself and telling them nothing. Even the resurrection of the Yingjies was something Yayi figured out on her own.

Therefore, she needs strength. She wants to become the origin ruler of this era, to walk side by side with Luo Chen, and to respond to Alicia's expectations.

Looking at Mei's gradually relaxed brows, Raven knew that he had succeeded.

"Miss, you are really smart. You understood it immediately. I guess I don't need to explain what's going on next, right?"

Raven leaned against the wall and looked sideways at Mei who was moving forward.

"Ah."

Mei took a few tentative steps forward, confirmed that the door had not moved, and quickened her pace.

……

"Where am I?"

As she stepped through the door, the platform under her feet disappeared and Mei came to a pure white space.

Looking around, it was all pale. There was nothing here, nothing existed.

"Could it be that we have to rely on memory to construct space again?" Mei thought of the time in the paradise in her past life. Could this time be the same as that time?

"It's not a good idea to stay here all the time. Let's go for a walk first."

Mei looked around, trying to find something special in this white space.

"This is……"

A purple light appeared in front of me. When I looked closer, the light spread and turned into a scene.

A lonely trash can, a girl squatting on the ground at a loss, and the rain beating down on her.

How could Mei not recognize this scene?

This was the day my father was arrested, and also the day Luo Chen took me home.

"Sure enough, this is also related to memories."

Mei looked at herself squatting on the ground, clutching her phone tightly. At that time, she was already shrouded in despair, until Luo Chen came to her side and took her away.

She squatted down, placed her right hand on herself as she buried her head in her knees, and whispered softly, "Don't be afraid, he will come to pick us up."

As soon as these words were spoken, the phantom constructed from memory turned into a point of light and floated forward.

Mei silently watched the light fly out of her sight before she stood up.

"It seems that we have to keep moving forward."