After she died, Mr. Bo knelt in front of the tombstone and cried like a dog.

When Bo Hanshi said these words, his voice was clear and light, and no ups and downs of emotion could be heard.

But the moment he lowered his gaze, Qiao Yu clearly caught a glimpse of the slight redness at the end of his eyes in the dim light.

His hand hanging on the side of his trousers shook slightly.

Qiao Yu also saw it.

She had suffered from depression, so she knew this reaction well.

Somatization symptoms.

She remembered that Bo Han had a long history of bipolar disorder.

Xu Zheng said that Bo Hanshi received bipolar treatment from Song Zhi for nearly four years, that is, he has been receiving treatment since he was released from prison, but the effect has been poor.

Qiao Yu asked: "Since you are going crazy, why haven't you contacted me for more than half a month?"

Bao Hanshi's Adam's apple rolled up, and he suppressed his roiling emotions and said: "At first, I didn't know if I could survive. The residual poison in my body has accumulated for too long, and I have been blind for a while. I wanted to come to Nancheng to see you after I am completely healed. But Fengxing officially announced the cancellation of the engagement, and I know it will be difficult to coax you this time."

Qiao Yu couldn't laugh or cry: "If Bai Xiao hadn't told you about your poisoning, when were you going to tell me?"

"I said, I don't like you to sympathize with me or pity me. I won't force you to marry me because of the poisoning. I hope you are willing to marry me because you think Bao Hanshi is someone you can trust. Someone who is worthy of love for life. Not because I saved Mr. Yan with the antidote, but you have to repay the favor with your own body."

"Yuyu, I don't need that kind of pity. If you have any emotions towards me, I just hope that those emotions are pure and strong love."

He looked at her with clearly calm eyes.

But the longing in his deep eyes seemed to be boiling.

This time, they haven't seen each other for more than half a month, which is actually not a long time.

But for Bo Hanshi, it was another separation of life and death.

Because I didn’t know if I would survive, I spent these days hiding in 719 for treatment. Every day I opened my eyes, it was a new aftermath.

Qiao Yu probably didn't know how lucky he was to be able to come to Nancheng alive to see her, hug her, kiss her...

Qiao Yu was stabbed in the heart and felt indescribable pain.

She asked: "Have you become more bipolar recently? Do you want to see a doctor?"

Bao Hanshi held her hand, squeezed her thin and soft fingers, and confessed: "When I saw you when I came back from the high seas, you always stuck to me. In fact, I was in a good mood at that time, and my bipolar state was stable. Shao, I haven’t taken medicine to control it for a long time. I have been apart for more than half a month and detoxified at the base. I think it’s a little uncomfortable as you think, and I have mild somatization symptoms.”

He raised his eyes to look at her again, as if he wanted to look into her eyes.

His voice was still calm: "But now that I see you, it feels much better."

My heart suddenly hurt.

Qiao Yu hugged him, tears falling on his shoulders.

There was a slight choking sound.

He raised his hand and rubbed the back of her head, trying to pull away from her slightly to wipe her tears.

But Qiao Yu's hands held his neck tightly and couldn't push him away.

Bao Hanshi let her hold him and chuckled, "Are you moved to tears?"

Qiao Yu buried her face on his shoulder, sniffed and said, "Who was moved to tears? Do you think you are right to hide everything about the other person and help her make all the decisions in a way that you think is good for her?"

"Baohan, you don't like me pitying you, and you don't need me to sympathize with you. Then have you ever considered what I need?"

"What I need is trust in each other, not that when something happens, you push me out and protect me in your own self-righteous way. I'm not an object. Why do you want to place me wherever you want? You have Have you asked me for my opinion?”

"Also, even if it was just to get the antidote, I still haven't forgiven you for hiding the fact that you were fakely engaged to someone else..."

Her tone was hateful, and it was easy to scold her.

Bao Hanshi hugged her waist, leaned over slightly, kissed her temples, and said three words very softly in her ear: "I was wrong."

Qiao Yu was slightly startled and looked up at him, "Where did you go wrong?"

Bo Hanshi also looked at her, with a faint smile in his dark eyes, and said half jokingly, half seriously: "I'm wrong everywhere."

Qiao Yu's heart sank slightly, but he warned harshly: "If you do this again, I really don't want you anymore. There's no point in apologizing."

"It won't be like this anymore."

Whatever Qiao Yu said, he responded.

The way he looked at her was loving and indulgent.

Bao Hanshi hugged her for a long time, just holding her like that and doing nothing.

During this period, Lao Du called again.

It's indeed a bit late.

It's almost early morning.

Now they have not obtained the certificate. In the eyes of the elders, it is not in line with the rules.

For the sake of the overall situation, Bo Hanshi let go of her: "It's too late. I'm not worried about you driving back alone. Xu Zheng and I will take you back?"

He now has vision problems and cannot drive. Otherwise, he could just take her back alone.

Qiao Yu nodded and said, "I'm going to Jin City on a business trip tomorrow morning, so you should take good care of yourself."

Bo Hanshi smiled and teased in a lazy voice: "You are so ruthless. I thought that after saying so much, you would be soft-hearted and stay with me."

"..."

Qiao Yu was a little embarrassed, "Director Yan is always yin and yang and I am a sweet wife. I have promised her to go on a business trip to Tianjin this time. If she stays with you, she will tell everyone in the group that I am just going to Fengxing to play. Just kidding, I will be returning to the imperial capital to get married in a few days. If those major shareholders really think that I will run away at any time, they will definitely not support me."

"And...if I don't go to Jin City this time, Yan Haoyue will definitely not approve of me in her heart. As long as Yan Haoyue is conquered, it will be very easy to do things in Fengxing in the future."

The man pinched her cheek with his long fingers, "Is Yan Haoyue's approval so important?"

This tone is extremely jealous.

Qiao Yu was amused: "She is a woman."

Bo Hanshi disagreed, "Women are also curvy."

"........."

Qiao Yu carried her bag and was about to get up and leave.

Bao Hanshi held her hand.

Her hands were as cold as cold bones.

He frowned: "Why is it so cold?"

She had been cold before, but not this much.

"The Chinese medicine doctor said that Qi and blood are not good, so I'm taking Chinese medicine to regulate it."

Qiao Yu mentioned it casually.

But Bao Hanshi remembered something, his eyes darkened, and he put the hands wrapped around her in the open coat to cover them.

He lowered his head and apologized in her ear very gently but solemnly: "The child was miscarried... my fault. You can punish me however you want."

Qiao Yu still felt heartbroken when she mentioned her child.

Although it had only been in her belly for a month and had not yet taken shape, she had already accepted its arrival and even began to look forward to its arrival.

Before she could even share the good news with him, she had already lost it.

Qiao Yu sniffed slightly, looked up at him, and deliberately teased: "Is it okay to kneel on the durian?"