Senior sister, don't be stubborn, you are already invincible.

But as a small person, he still couldn't escape the shackles of this fate, and became an existence that others would throw away at will.

There is nothing you can do, nothing you can do.

"What about the third time?" Xu Yunxian asked.

Tang Shi lowered her eyes slightly and turned to look at him from a distance.

"The third time is when I know that there is nothing I can do on the path of spiritual practice but I try my best to fight for it."

"So, you are telling me that you want to continue practicing Buddhism?"

Tang Shi does not deny it.

She paid a heavy price to leave the Ji family and wandered around with the caravan for several years. She chose to live a stable life instead of returning to where she started.

She had made a desperate move.

Even if she doesn't succeed and will die in pursuit, she deserves to die!

Instead of abandoning the road and a rock-solid heart like now.

Xu Yunxian's pupils shrank, and his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a pair of hands.

His Adam's apple rolled, and the bitterness in his heart could not be suppressed.

"I am not a climbing flower who wants to show off on other people's branches, nor am I an infatuated bird who can repeat monotonous songs for the shade of green."

"I want to be a vigorous and powerful green pine that will never fall down. Even if I die, I will never regret it."

Tang Shi's voice was very soft and slow, and there was determination and stubbornness in the depths of his dim eyes.

Every word she spoke seemed to hit Xu Yunxian's chest, and he felt a violent impact in his heart.

He wanted to say something, but found that he didn't even dare to open his lips.

He knew that he would never have another chance.

His lover, his wife, has completely left him.

At this moment, the tip of Xu Yunxian's nose was filled with an indescribable bitterness, and the bitterness in his heart was indescribable.

Crystal clear tears shone in her eyes, shining in the moonlight like cold moonlight.

"Xu Yunxian."

Tang Shi smiled and said, "Let's say goodbye finally."

After saying that, she walked step by step in the direction of Xu Yunxian, one step at a time, stepping on the grass, clear and loud.

There is always a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his smile is particularly bright and bright.

It was as if she was not leaving, but going to a feast.

Xu Yunxian stood there blankly, watching her slowly walk towards him and walk into his arms.

At this second, his mind was roaring, and the tears in his eyes were burning.

Xu Yunxian hugged Tang Shi with his backhand. His breathing was rapid and his heart was beating fast.

At this moment, they were even more excited than when the two of them worshiped.

Pressing against the other person's warm body, his eyes became increasingly red.

"sorry."

Tang Shi spoke softly, her voice as thin as a mosquito, as if she was afraid of disturbing the man in front of her.

with.

Chi.

There was a sound of a sharp blade cutting skin.

Xu Yunxian's body trembled suddenly, and he looked at his chest in disbelief. Blood flowed out from the wound, instantly dyeing the clothes on his chest red.

He stared blankly at his chest.

Tang Shi gave him a fatal blow.

Be it body or mind.

He doesn't understand.

why?

why......

"why......"

Xu Yunxian's voice was so hoarse that it was almost inaudible, and his eyes showed shock, horror, confusion, and pain...

Tang Shi held a knife in her right hand, and the edge was still dripping with bright red blood. The blood dripped down her white and jade-like wrist and fell to the ground.

Tang Shi turned his head slightly and looked at the blade in his hand.

The blade was stained with his blood.

The blood is like blood pearls, reflecting magnificent brilliance under the moonlight.

"You say you love me, but in fact you don't understand me at all."

"In order for me to leave the Ji family, the only mother who was kind to me in the family chose to kill herself. This made me feel extremely painful. This was the first time I grew up."

"When I left the Ji family and wandered in Qizhou, I wandered around with the caravan. Uncle Wang, who was good to me, was facing death, but I was helpless. This made me feel desperate, even helpless. This is the second time I have grown up. .”

"Looking back on everything in the past, I have witnessed the life and death of many people. Now, no matter suffering or happiness, it can no longer penetrate into my heart."

Tang Shi said lightly.

A few words summed up the first half of her life, with an inexplicable sadness, like a sad song, singing throughout the wilderness of the night.

"I didn't want to kill you, but you blocked my path to enlightenment..."

Finally, Tang Shi stared at the handsome man in front of her and spoke expressionlessly.

"The path to enlightenment?"

After Xu Yunxian heard this, his body trembled violently, and his eyes were still full of confusion, "I don't understand, I love you so much, why would I block your way?"

"I have cultivated the ruthless way." Tang Shi spat out six words lightly.

"I don't understand. Does the ruthless Taoist have to kill something to sacrifice to heaven?"

Tang Shi sighed softly: "But if someone destroys your ruthlessness with love, and then destroys you with ruthlessness, how will you respond?"

"I don't know why I agreed to marry you. Maybe I wasn't the one who agreed to marry you. Maybe you don't quite understand. In fact, I don't quite understand either..."

"If, if I could go back to the beginning, I would not agree to marry you, but there is no if."

"I can't say for sure. All of this is actually a test of God's will for me to cultivate the ruthless way. Let you break my ruthless way with love. In order to get everything back on track, I can only do this..."

She talked, sometimes frowning, sometimes relaxing.

Endless complex emotions flashed through those clear black and white eyes.

Xu Yunxian looked at her blankly.

He really didn't understand what she was talking about.

but.

Under the moonlight, the down on her cheeks could be clearly seen.

There was strong doubt between her eyebrows, like a thick stone weighing on her heart.

It seems that she herself doesn't quite understand why all this is...

Xu Yunxian suddenly raised his head and looked at the dark sky.

The moon is bright and the stars are bright.

The night was like a piece of cloth covering his eyes, making it difficult for him to see the future clearly.

It's not clear where her future lies.

After being silent for a long time, a smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth.

The smile is like spring breeze and rain, melting the cold ice in winter.

"I see."

His voice was extremely hoarse, "Perhaps all this was wrong from the beginning, but I feel very honored to be able to be husband and wife with you for a day..."

"I still have some elixirs and spiritual stones with me, which I have given to you. I hope they can bring you some help."

Tang Shi quietly watched Xu Yunxian's life passing away bit by bit.

finally.

The gentle and jade-like second son of the Xu family turned into a cold corpse.

Dead body.

Tang Shi looked at Xu Yunxian's face and was silent for a long time.