After binding the system, Mrs. Wei went down the mountain

Mr. Zhuo took out the suspension document and put it on the table.

"grandfather?"

Zhuoran looked puzzled, and suddenly felt a little dizzy, and suddenly fell back on the bed.

"Ran Ran."

Mr. Zhuo was anxious and quickly called the housekeeper to call the doctor.

"Grandpa, I'm fine."

In order not to worry Grandpa, Zhuoran forced a smile and said:

"Lie down first."

Zhuo Ran lay on the bed and watched his grandfather cover himself with a quilt.

"Grandpa, am I not dreaming..."

Mr. Zhuo was stunned and asked with a smile:

"Of course, why do you say it's a dream?"

"Grandpa, you are so awesome and have always been Ranran's role model. I always thought that at home, you were the one who most wanted me to be like you. I can't believe that you would suspend me from school. By the way, my dad knows Did he agree to this? "

"Don't worry about what your father thinks. However, this is your physical examination report. After you read it yourself, tell me what you think."

Zhuoran did not open the report. She knew what was going on with her body. She had been taking psychiatric drugs in the past few years.

"Grandpa, I want to continue going back to school, especially now. I am not the first in the freshman exam. Even if I have to take a leave of absence for treatment, I want to wait until I get the first."

Zhuo Ran's attitude was firm, and Mr. Zhuo couldn't help but look at his only granddaughter again.

"Of course, is number one so important to you?"

Zhuoran lowered his head.

"Grandpa, I was born in the Zhuo family, and I have had an aura since I was a child. My teachers and classmates knew that I was from the Zhuo family, and they all looked at me with envy. I enjoy this aura very much."

Zhuoran smiled and continued:

"Since I was born, my father has always taught me that as a member of the Zhuo family, I must not embarrass my family and do my best in everything. I am also used to people looking at me with a halo. I remember when I was in elementary school, there was I got second place in an exam. My teachers and classmates couldn't believe it. Zhuo Ran actually got second place. After I went back, my father gave me a stern education. He said that as a descendant of the Zhuo family, he couldn't see me being so embarrassed. From that time on, I had very little sleep every day. My father hired many teachers for me and I had to study until midnight. From that time on, I never got second place in the exam!"

"Grandpa, I'm not young anymore. If I take a leave of absence from school this year, I might not be able to get into the gifted class!"

Mr. Zhuo looked at his granddaughter's insistent and paranoid eyes, sighed and said:

"Of course, why did you enter the gifted class?"

Zhuoran was stunned for a moment, then said:

"Well, in order to obtain better learning resources."

"to be honest."

Mr. Zhuo's voice suddenly became serious.

Zhuoran lowered his head.

"Dad said that the Zhuo family cannot be mediocre or they will be looked down upon by others. He took the wrong path in the beginning and didn't want me to be like him. Peking University's gifted class is the top of the education pyramid. I have to do my best if I want to do it. I just want to prove to others that as a member of the Zhuo family, I am the best!"

Mr. Zhuo shook his head.

Zhuo Lao shook his head once, making Zhuo Ran suddenly excited.

"Grandpa, do you think I can't get into the gifted class? Do you think I'm not good enough?"

Suddenly, Zhuo Ran's breathing became rapid, his hands clenched involuntarily, and he scratched at the quilt, his eyes looked empty and helpless.

Mr. Zhuo remembered the doctor's instructions and said quickly:

"Of course, don't get excited yet. That's not what grandpa meant. In grandpa's heart, you are the best child of our Zhuo family!"

However, these words did not calm Zhuo Ran's mood.

"Ran Ran!"

Mr. Zhuo quickly picked up the phone and called the doctor.

"Grandpa, the medicine is in my schoolbag."

Mr. Zhuo quickly took his schoolbag and found a bottle of medicine inside.

Zhuoran poured out a small handful and ate it directly into his mouth.

"Ran Ran"

"Grandpa, please go out first. Please, Grandpa, I will just wait for a while."

Zhuoran looked pleading.

Mr. Zhuo was afraid of stimulating his granddaughter's emotions again, so he hurried out.

After Mr. Zhuo went out, Zhuo Ran no longer controlled his emotions. He suddenly picked up the pillow and started tearing it up. The silk pillow was torn to pieces in just a few strokes. As if he was upset, Zhuo Ran beat the bedside table crazily with his fists. Until bloodstains appeared on her hands, the pain relieved her for a moment.

Zhuoran curled up into a ball and hid himself under the dark quilt.

Only in this way will she feel better.

I don't know where it started. This kind of emotional loss suddenly appeared. At first, Zhuo Ran didn't know why. He just thought that he was under too much pressure. In high school, this kind of situation would happen often.

Once while surfing the Internet, Zhuo Ran learned that he might have a mental illness, so he went to see a psychiatrist and was prescribed some sedative drugs. At first, every time Zhuo Ran felt that he was about to collapse, he would take one pill, and slowly, he would take two pills. One pill, three pills, and now I can’t control my emotions even after taking a handful.

No one knows how Zhuoran survived this kind of collapse of emotions over and over again in countless late nights.

Zhuoran hid under the quilt and cried loudly. She didn't want to do this. She knew that grandpa didn't mean it, but she just couldn't control it and would get angry for no reason. Maybe because of a small thing or someone else's action, she couldn't control her own irritable heart. , the more he wanted to control, the more irritated he became. Once that kind of emotion came up, Zhuo Ran wished he could die immediately.

Listening to his granddaughter's painful voice inside the house, Mr. Zhuo's eyes turned red outside the door.

"Of course, if you are unhappy, just tell grandpa. No matter what you want to do, grandpa will support you!"

That night, Zhuoran was sent to the hospital.

The doctor's serious expression made Mr. Zhuo feel cold.

"Mr. Zhuo, your granddaughter Zhuo Ran's condition is very bad. She is now severely depressed. In addition, we found a lot of scars on your granddaughter's body. She seems to have suicidal tendencies. The patient must be hospitalized now. "

After learning about the situation, Zhuo's father and Zhuo's mother rushed to the hospital, but Zhuo's father still looked unconcerned.

"Dad, why are you making such a fuss? That child looks like a normal person, what can happen?"

Zhuo Lao's anger level was immediately maxed out, and he acted like a big-necked sniper when he stepped forward.

"You know nothing!"

Mr. Zhuo left angrily.

The doctor glanced at the couple.

"You must be Zhuo Ran's parents. Come in with me to find out more about the situation."

When he came out, Zhuo's father looked in disbelief. He didn't understand why his daughter, who looked so healthy, was really sick.

Zhuo's mother kept wiping her tears.

"I tell you, you are not allowed to interfere in your daughter's affairs in the future. If anything happens to your daughter, I will divorce you."

the holiday is over.

Ouyang Nai returned to school, and on the first day of class, she realized that something seemed to be missing.