Siheyuan: Rebirth 54 years ago, neighbor is stupid

Malanlan has been smart, well-behaved and sensible since she was young.

Her parents were strict and always taught her what to do and what not to do, and she was always obedient. Even though she felt very depressed inside, she endured it and could only write down her negative emotions in her diary.

Until one day...

That was when Malanlan was ten years old. She was playing with her classmates on the way home from school. Several of her classmates wanted to snatch a little frog she had caught. She refused to give it to them, so she stuffed it into her schoolbag and prepared to run away.

But the other party was very strong. He opened her schoolbag and poured out all the books and stationery inside. The little frog was also dropped to death.

What’s even more hateful is that the other party suddenly found Malanlan’s diary, and then snatched it away to read it as a prank. Malanlan wanted to snatch it back, but she couldn’t beat the other party at all.

Then something happened that changed Ma Lanlan's life...

After opening their diaries, those students ran and read at the same time. As they read, they felt as if they had discovered a new world.

What is written above is all Malanlan’s privacy, and it is Malanlan’s expression of dissatisfaction with her life.

Those students immediately became excited, their voices became louder and louder, and their tone was full of sarcasm.

They mocked Ma Lanlan for being hypocritical, saying that she appeared to be a good girl but was actually very dark inside, and even her parents and brother were holding a grudge against her. They also laughed at her for being a girl and saying that she had so many thoughts and that she would never be able to get married.

When Ma Lanlan's secret was discovered, she was terrified and wanted to stop it, but she was too weak. Finally, because she was afraid that her parents would know her little secret, she picked up a brick and fought with those classmates in desperation.

It turns out that children are afraid of death.

Those students were beaten by Ma Lanlan until their heads were bleeding, and one of them was even pushed into the water by Ma Lanlan. If passers-by hadn't discovered him, he would have drowned.

After Ma Lanlan snatched the diary back, she immediately tore it into pieces and threw it into the river, where it was washed away. At the same time, she realized belatedly that her behavior just now was too impulsive and she felt terrified about what would happen next.

If the other parent makes a big deal out of it, and if the school wants to expel her, what will her parents do to her?

No food to eat?

Or just kick him out of the house?

However, what Ma Lanlan did not expect was that after the school found out about the incident, the school invited her parents over to talk. In the end, the classmates who had fought with her apologized to her and transferred to another school the next day.

When Malanlan returned home, she was locked up and severely beaten by her parents.

But Ma Lanlan, who was beaten, suddenly understood something at that moment. She seemed to feel that many things were not so terrible. From the words her parents said when they beat her, she understood that her parents were not punishing her because she had done something wrong, but because they were afraid that their reputation would be damaged and that she would affect the future of her eldest and second brothers.

From that time on she seemed to have come to her senses.

There was a strong voice constantly circling in my heart - that is, I must never be bullied by others in this life, not even by my family!

From childhood to adulthood, she has always been forced by her parents to do things she doesn't want to do, such as going to school, doing homework until very late every day, respecting elders under all circumstances, even though some elders seem so unreasonable, such as she cannot move when eating unless her parents and brother start to move their chopsticks, and being punished to eat standing up if she didn't get 100 points at the beginning.

She wanted to ask, why?

Why should I be required to do what my eldest and second brothers cannot do?

Why are my elder and second brothers not better than me able to grow up and still be arranged with jobs, while no matter how hard I try, my parents always tell me that I am a money-loser?

Why is it that when the eldest and second brothers make mistakes they can be infinitely forgiven and at most just be gently scolded, but when I make a mistake, even if it is not a big mistake, I will be physically punished?

Why do I have to take the blame when my elder brothers make mistakes outside?

Just because I'm a girl?

But now, she has come to her senses and found a way to take revenge on her family, which is... no matter how excessive the things she does, her parents will settle it for her for the sake of her reputation.

As for being beaten for making mistakes? She no longer cares. She has been beaten so many times over the years. Since being beaten is inevitable, why can't she bite back?

She no longer wants to be timid and dare not do anything!

And it turns out that her strategy is effective.

From then on, she began to let herself go. She no longer studied so hard, no longer accepted things passively, and did whatever she wanted.

Of course, she knows that if she wants to live the life she wants in the future, she certainly can't ruin her reputation, so she will do things without any restraint, but no matter how conservative she is, she will be much more unrestrained than before.

She was often beaten for this, but after each beating she would steal money from home and go out to have a good time. If she was beaten too hard, she would run to the street when there were many people around. As long as there were many people, her parents would definitely not dare to do anything because of their reputation, and would talk to her in a nice way.

This kind of thing happened more and more frequently, and Ma Lanlan felt more and more hypocritical towards her parents and her older brothers.

Many years later, she fell in love with a male classmate, but that male classmate liked another female classmate. The male classmate was Gong Changjiang and the female classmate was Xiao Caihong.

Ma Lanlan didn't care about all that. What she couldn't get, no one else could get. After many unsuccessful attempts to express her love, the darkness in her heart was aroused. She directly asked someone to kill Xiao Caihong. She wanted to see if Gong Changjiang was determined to marry Xiao Caihong.

And it turned out that her idea was right.

After the incident, her parents immediately used their connections to calm the situation down, and went to Gong Changjiang's family to threaten them not to tell anyone.

Facts also prove that love is so fragile. Gong Changjiang's love for Xiao Caihong is so ridiculous. If she had asked Gong Changjiang to be with her, Gong Changjiang would have agreed, but she had already lost interest in Gong Changjiang.

He had misjudged a man like Gong Changjiang and never paid any attention to him again.

after that.

Because she was going to work, Malanlan began to think about her future life and wanted to escape from home.

But her parents found her and told her that she could leave home in the future, but she had to agree to one last condition, which was to marry Li Zhenmin's family. Otherwise, they would call the police and expose what she had done to Xiao Caihong, thus ruining her life.

By that time, Malanlan had gradually matured, had her own ideas in mind, and had become able to weigh the pros and cons, so she agreed after some consideration.

If she resisted, she would have to go to jail, and maybe the Ma family would be implicated, but at that time she thought that whether the Ma family lived or died had nothing to do with her, all she wanted was her own safety, so she agreed to the request.

But....

After getting to know Hu Yong, she found that he was not her type. Hu Yong was good in all aspects, but he was too boring. There was no passion in living with him, and that was not the life she wanted.