Rebirth and redemption, I have pampered my paranoid madness to heaven

"Let me go! What are you doing? Are you sick?"

While Yu Tang was roaring, Gu Qi had already walked forward, kicked Xiao Qi to the ground, and then held her in his arms.

That is an absolutely protective posture, and it is the dignity of a man that cannot be trampled upon.

Staring at the silent Gu Qi, Yu Tang thought that he would behave like a teenager again and hurt others regardless of his possessiveness.

Unexpectedly, Gu Qi just looked at Xiao Qi with a gentle smile, looked up and down at his body, and then sighed.

"Mr. Gu? What are you looking at?"

"Younger than me? Stronger than me?" Gu Qi sneered, "You don't even have abdominal muscles, what qualifications do you have to serve her?"

Hearing Gu Qi calling him a little dog with a hint of meaning, Xiao Qi's face darkened. However, due to Gu's status, he dared not say anything.

He was a little embarrassed and retorted: "I am telling the truth. Although Mr. Gu is young and promising, you are already 25 years old, which is a lot older than Yu Tang!"

"You are fired. Our company will not cooperate with Ya."

The young man with glasses said something nonchalant and pulled Yu Tang towards the luxury car, leaving Xiao Qi alone to ponder the other party's domineering words.

Inside the car, Yu Tang looked at the silent Gu Qi several times, not knowing how to coax him.

Besides, it wasn't her fault at all.

"Honey~Are you angry?"

Yu Tang approached Gu Qi like a spoiled child, somewhat worried about his silent state.

The young man in front of her shook his head, rubbed her head lovingly, and opened the navigation as if nothing had happened.

"Which restaurant are we going to? Are you hungry?"

Feeling Gu Qi's magnanimity as he grew older, Yu Tang didn't know how to describe his current mood.

Is it because of age and experience that you are able to remain calm and unhurried?

But she understood Gu Qi's temperament. A mad dog is still a mad dog. Even with a calm secondary personality, he is still a yandere.

Yu Tang, who couldn't figure it out, just randomly ordered a restaurant.

Gu Qi was at the dining table, taking care of her like an elder.

The man had lost his former fragility and brokenness, and even the way he picked up food was precisely according to her preferences.

Seeing Yu Tang's satisfied expression, he felt full of disdain for those beautiful women.

He was not magnanimous, but rather hid his own badness even more.

He became even sicker, and even after sending Yu Tang to college, he secretly worked in a high-end coffee shop near A University, just to see Yu Tang and ensure a perfect appearance immediately.

After losing and regaining her again, he was filled with fear and even became so sick that he could hardly fall asleep. As long as he was more than a certain distance away from Yu Tang, he would become so anxious that he could not help but secretly monitor her.

There is no hope for him as he is now, but he will definitely know when to relax and work hard. After experiencing the ups and downs of two lives, he has long learned to hide the morbidities that suffocated Yu Tang.

The next day, Yu Tang discovered that Gu Qi had changed into a set of youthful and beautiful clothes.

He was wearing a pure white sweatshirt and a baseball cap, and looked the same as Xiaoqi.

But because Gu Qi is about 1.9 meters tall and has a pretty and delicate face, he looks even younger than her.

Recently, every day, he would dress up like a young boy and accompany her to school as if nothing had happened.

Even in bed, he would be absent-minded. Only when Yu Tang called him would he say in a self-abased manner, "I will learn from those young people. Can you give him some time?"

Moreover, he seemed to be more focused on persistence, which kept her awake every night.

One night, Yu Tang got up to go to the bathroom and happened to look at the living room, where a dim light was on.

With doubts in mind, Yu Tang quietly stepped forward. Just as he was about to speak, he was immediately shocked by the scene before him and took a step back.

The young man's lonely back, leaning against the wall, with dark eye sockets, pale lips, and trembling hands as he touched the pills.

And those drugs are aphrodisiacs...

Gu Qi picked up the pills at random and swallowed them under the light without even drinking any saliva. He pinched his throat and retched quietly.

"Useless! Get up! How can she be happy if even you are useless..."

He beat his genitals as if he was torturing himself.

Hating himself for being powerless, he fell to the ground with his eyes blurred and slapped himself twice.

"Gu Qi..."

Hearing Yu Tang's voice, Gu Qi immediately hid the pills behind his back, turned his head as if nothing had happened, and revealed his usual gentle smile.

"It's so late, Tangtang, why aren't you asleep yet?"

"Gu Qi, let's go to the hospital."

Her voice was calm and gentle, and she did not reveal Gu Qihou's disgust and fear at all.

Under the dim light, Gu Qi stared at Yu Tang's familiar face. A chill spread from head to toe, and his voice trembled abnormally.

"It will be fine in a moment. Please wait a little longer. I will definitely be able to recover my strength... Don't look down on me because I'm old."

As a person in a higher position, he felt inferior and thought that Yu Tang would despise him, which made Yu Tang feel mixed emotions.

"You know clearly that's not what I'm talking about." Yu Tang walked to Gu Qi and held his face distressedly. "How long have you not slept? Be obedient and go to the hospital, okay?"

"I don't need to sleep. I... Do you think I'm old and ugly now and disgust you?"

Yu Tang took a deep breath. She knew that anyone would get tired and collapse when faced with such an extremely insecure person.

Instead of feeling tired, she felt endless fear and sadness.

"Gu Qi, don't make me cry, please go to the hospital..."

Before she could finish, Gu Qi wiped away her tears and fainted.

Hospital, in a single high-end ward.

Xie Zixuan witnessed Gu Qi unconscious, while Yu Tang beside him was holding the man's hand, looking worried.

He spoke at an inopportune moment: "Sister-in-law, Mr. Gu has been working from home recently, how could he be so exhausted?"

"Your boss has been working from home recently?"

Yu Tang remembered that every time Gu Qi sent her to university, he would lie to her and say he was going to the company, which made her laugh out of anger.

Where is this troublesome man hiding to monitor her?

"He takes Viagra every day, doesn't sleep, and stays up outside working during the day. You think he's an iron man, but he can become useless, right?" Yu Tang said helplessly.

Faced with this kind of behavior of not treating the body as a body, Xie Zixuan's jaw almost dropped to the ground.

He hesitated for a long time and begged, “You know what? Mr. Gu is only like this to you.

After you died, that sentence became his obsession, and it was because of you that he persisted from high school to now.

The eldest brother has suffered so much. Apart from loving you, he has no other pursuits in this life. I know this is hard for you to accept."

"No, it's all my fault." Yu Tang said in a gentle voice.

Maybe, it was really because she didn't give me enough sense of security.

What should he do to completely let go of the pain?

She didn't know, she really didn't know...

...

The next day, when Gu Qi woke up, he saw only Xie Zixuan there. He immediately pulled out the needle and rushed out.

A feeling of dizziness forced him to fall to the ground, where he was caught by Xie Zixuan.

"Boss, where are you going?"

"Where's Yu Tang! She doesn't want me anymore!"

"It's all my fault. I didn't pretend well enough. I made her feel suffocated..."

Gu Qi's eyes were abnormally red due to excitement. When he pushed Xie Zixuan away, he saw Yu Tang coming in from the door.

Seeing Yu Tang's pale lips, Gu Qi held her shoulders: "What's wrong with you?!"

"I'm fine." Yu Tang smiled nonchalantly, "I just experienced your recent pain again, and I can't bear it. How much are you carrying?"

She put her hand on Gu Qi's lips to stop the young man from saying anything.

Then... Yu Tang knelt on one knee in front of him and took out the household registration booklet and the men's ring.

She knew everything by heart, and her voice was more formal than ever.

"Gu Qi, let's get married. This time I'm the one asking you to marry me, okay?"

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In reality, it is best not to look for someone like Gu Qi. This kind of insecure yandere will only consume the love you have for him, drag you down, and even cause you to have a mental breakdown. Love should not be distorted.

But in the story, the heroine is not an ordinary person, everyone read it for fun, the author xp likes to write about abnormal redemption, and the heroine is also a person who needs love very much, Gu Qi's suffocating insecurity is exactly what she needs because of her distorted East Asian family, which has produced an unhealthy personality. Every need reflects the trauma that the personality needs to be seen. (Give an inappropriate example with no basis)