Rebirth and redemption, I have pampered my paranoid madness to heaven

Everyone present could not believe that Gu Yuan would say such inhuman words.

Several nurses dragged Gu Yuan out, but Yu Tang didn't care too much and quickly held the young man's hand tightly.

"Don't Gu Qi! Please don't!"

She regretted it, she really regretted it!

If she hadn't appeared, Gu Qi would be living well now.

It was she who changed Gu Qi's destiny without authorization, broke into his life, and accelerated his departure.

The girl tried her best to hold the boy who was about to fall with both hands, tears falling on Gu Qi's face.

She felt like her bones were about to break, so she still grabbed him like crazy and kept sliding towards the window.

With quick eyesight and quick hands, several firefighters quickly grabbed Yu Tang and pulled the two of them up.

During this period, the beautiful girl was so stubborn that she never let go even when her wrist was bruised by the window sill.

People present did not dare to act rashly and marveled at Yu Tang's perseverance.

She seemed to be trying her best to drag the only boy she loved back to the world in the hands of death.

"Close the windows quickly and seal them! Where is the doctor? Come and comfort the patient!" the firefighters commanded repeatedly.

But Yu Tang held the boy tightly, fearing that Gu Yuan would come back to stimulate him again and could not control the sick Gu Qi.

The doctor slowly walked over and stretched out his hand, but was suddenly dissuaded by the boy's terrifying eyes. He stood there and did not dare to act rashly, for fear that the patient would lose control of his emotions.

"Uncles, please go out first. I'll talk to him in a moment." Yu Tang suggested while holding on to his energy.

"But…"

The doctor hesitated to speak. When they arrived just now, they saw Gu Qi going crazy and dying with the others.

Several doctors were controlling him at that time and could not break away Gu Qi's hand from Gu Yuan's neck.

The grown men finally managed to pull Gu Yuan away, but the young man took the opportunity to stand on the window sill, wanting to end it all alone.

This kind of patient with hurtful thoughts has no sense at all, and may be in danger if he stays here.

"It doesn't matter, just wait outside the door and give me a little time, just a little bit!"

Seeing the girl begging, the boy in her arms still seemed unable to control his sanity, the doctor hesitated for a moment and tentatively asked everyone to leave the ward.

Everyone was waiting outside the ward worriedly, ready to break in if there was an accident inside.

In the ward.

Yu Tang sighed, squatted on the ground in a defenseless position, and held up the young man's face: "Don't listen to Gu Yuan's nonsense, what happened?"

"........."

Seeing that Gu Qi was silent, she was still not discouraged. There was no fear in the boy's eyes, and she gently held his hand to give him strength.

"Gu Qi, do you know? People who want to die are asking for love from this world and praying for the last bit of warmth.

And I can give you the love you need. I know you don’t really want to leave, right? "

The girl's gentle voice seemed to be calling back his shattered sanity.

Gu Qi's amber eyes stared at her for a moment in silence, as if there was thick ink in his eyes that could not be dissolved.

The next moment, his cold disguise collapsed, all the sharpness in his body disappeared, and he held her tightly in his arms.

The hug was very forceful, as if it was going to sink deep into her bones, merging her into one body and never being separated again.

"I'm dirty, the son of a rapist."

"There's dirty blood all over him, it's disgusting."

The young man said tremblingly, letting go of Yu Tang as if he was resigned to his fate, waiting for her look of disgust or judgment of sympathy.

But nothing happened.

Yu Tang's eyes were red. He never expected that his life experience would be so painful, and he felt a dull pain in his heart.

"So, please leave me?" He said his farewell words with red eyes.

"No." The girl held Gu Qi's hands, held them up on her cheeks, and let the young man's hands be covered in blood, staining her bright and beautiful face.

Those dazzling reds spread on her cheeks, full of weirdness.

Yu Tang smiled warmly and stopped Gu Qi from wiping off the blood: "It's not dirty, don't wipe it off."

Yu Tang: "If you are not dirty, I will not dislike you. You are not the one who is dirty."

She felt so distressed that she put Gu Qi's hand on her chest: "I know that Gu Qi is in pain, not from the wound, but from the pain in his heart.

It's normal to say it when it hurts. Someone will care if you say it, and I will. "

It doesn't matter to her if bipolar patients have reactions where their moods are sometimes violent and sometimes low and incomprehensible to others.

The person she likes is just sick, so even if her emotions fluctuate, she is always ready to bear Gu Qi's negative emotions.

"Gu Qi..." Yu Tang hugged the boy tightly, "If the disease gets better and makes you feel pain, then we will stay the same and I will feel the pain with you."

These words made the young man, who was still out of control, froze in place.

Growing up, there was no shortage of female classmates who liked his good looks. Female classmates who wanted to warm him up on a whim were turned away by him.

What he wants is never false salvation, but a real person who can shake the most vulnerable corners of his heart.

It's easy to be a superior savior, but there are only a few people who would rather destroy themselves and accompany them into darkness forever.

And Yu Tang would rather destroy himself and rot with him, or fall.

The heart seemed to be squeezed into countless bulging pockets of love. Gu Qi pulled Yu Tang over, trembling and crying silently.

All his fragility finally broke out at this moment.

The young man carefully took out the broken necklace. The blood on his hands was mixed with the broken necklace.

The necklace originally engraved with the sun was lying incompletely in his hand.

He prayed, his eyes flushed red: "Yu Tang, please don't dislike me, don't abandon me."

Gu Qi: "I like you, I like you very much."

I love you like crazy, without you I will die and wither, like a body that has lost its life.

Gu Qi: "If the necklace is broken, I will repair it. Originally, I wanted to sue you today..."

The rest of Yu Tang's kiss was stuck in his mouth.

The young man thought she would refuse, but Yu Tang responded to his most embarrassing confession in the most direct way.

Under the moonlight, their breaths intertwined, and Yu Tang's originally clean coat was stained with blood that belonged to Gu Qi.

Weird...horrifying...but with a different kind of destructive beauty.

Like a holy god, stained with the blood of a dark demon, being pulled down from the altar to get his wish.

After the tender kiss ended, Yu Tang felt a little embarrassed: "Then we should be boyfriend and girlfriend now, right?"

When Xian saw that the young man was silent, she pulled him repeatedly: "You're not going to regret it, are you?"

"No, I will be responsible for you."

Gu Qi was so dizzy that he fell into happiness and agreed to Yu Tang.

Even if you kiss honestly, you need to be responsible solemnly.

*

After the final exam, Yu Tang came to the hospital to take care of Gu Qi, which made Chu Huai suppress the matter of the young man losing control and hurting someone.

After all, this matter was caused by Gu Yuan's injustice, and it was not Gu Qi's fault at all.

She was like a conscientious girlfriend, telling Gu Qi to take his medicine on time and staying with the boy every day during the winter vacation.

"Can I not drink it?" Gu Qi was a little disgusted by the bitter taste and looked at Yu Tang with a faint gaze.

With such an indifferent expression, Yu Tang knew that he was acting coquettishly.

"If you drink the medicine obediently, I'll give you a kiss." She said seductively.

Since the last kiss to confirm their relationship, they have been like ordinary friends. Both of them are shy and have not taken the initiative to post.

It was as if the two people had never been in love before and were so unfamiliar that they didn't know how to get along.

It was obvious that Gu Qi was very attracted to such temptation. He drank the medicine obediently, rinsed his mouth specially, pulled the girl down and kissed her.

The two were kissing passionately, and the young man seemed to suddenly think of something and spoke righteously.

"Yu Tang, there is something I must tell you."

Seeing Gu Qi's serious look, Yu Tang was a little confused. He always felt that what he was going to say next would be serious...