Rebirth and redemption, I have pampered my paranoid madness to heaven

"I know, I said, you can always rely on me." Yu Tang said firmly.

The boy sat on the hospital bed, looking at the girl intently, holding his breath for fear that the dream would be fleeting.

Can you always rely on it?

"Is it okay anytime?" Gu Qicun boldly tried his best, his voice trembling with anticipation and well hidden.

"Any time." She said firmly.

"Then what? I can't rely on you for the rest of my life." He was affirmative.

It is certain that he, who is low in the dust, cannot reach the scorching sun and moon.

When he said this, Yu Tang didn't answer for a long time, seeming to be thinking about something.

His heart felt like it was hanging in mid-air, gradually falling to the bottom of the valley. Gu Qi knew that he was just wishful thinking.

The young man looked away, fearing that seeing Yu Tang's too open gaze would hurt the heart of a despicable person like him. He was sadly looking for proof that he could justifiably possess her.

"It's not impossible to rely on him for a lifetime." She was not sure about Gu Qi's current feelings, so she could only express her own thoughts.

The eyes of the young man in front of him, which had been dark just now, burst out with astonishing brightness, which was completely contrary to his tolerant and restrained character.

Being stared at by such a direct gaze, Yu Tang was a little embarrassed to look away.

After all, there was something hot, lingering, and restrained in the sight.

When their eyes met, Yu Tang shyly changed the subject: "Now that the prosthesis is on, can I help you go to the toilet?"

"It's okay, I'll do it myself."

Gu Qi stood up, but the wound was so painful that it split open. In the end, Yu Tang helped him forcefully and walked to the toilet far away from the ward.

She stopped at the door of the toilet: "I won't go in. If you call me after you finish using it, I will wait for you outside the door."

"Ah."

The light tone was as cold as frost and snow for thousands of years.

After closing the toilet door, he took care of his physical needs and then looked up at himself in the mirror.

The ceiling light in the toilet was very bright, and his extremely red face, accompanied by his ups and downs of breathing, indicated that he was excited and happy.

forever?

She promised it herself, so she shouldn't have no feelings for him at all, right?

Happiness seems to fall suddenly. People who have never been favored don't know how to accept preference when it comes. The first reaction is a feeling of loss and fear of loss.

Then dense happiness emerged.

The young man rested his forehead against the door. Outside the door, there was someone he liked...very much.

The urge to rush out, hold her in his arms and kiss her was almost unbearable, but Gu Qi finally endured it.

Maybe in the next few days, it's time to muster up the courage to formally and solemnly confess to Yu Tang. She shouldn't refuse cruelly, right?

The young man put his hand on the door and kissed the back of his hand gently, as if he was kissing the girl behind the door.

The moon in the sky would eventually illuminate his lonely life one day.

When Gu Qi came out, Yu Tang saw that he was taciturn and could not imagine that under the young man's indifferent skin, there was a warm and affectionate soul.

She helped Gu Qi sit down, and then sat naturally on the bed.

Seeing Yu Tang staring at him, Gu Qi looked confused: "You won't go back?"

"I'll stay with you in bed today. You can sleep peacefully. I'm here. If you want to go to the toilet at night, just tell me." Yu Tang smiled warmly.

"No, it's not good for your reputation." He retorted helplessly.

Yu Tang sat up and said, "I'm just staying with you on the bed. Besides, I'm going to be discharged from the hospital soon. I have to go to school to prepare for the final exam during the day. I can only take care of you in these few days, so I'll be accommodating!"

Looking at the girl's coquettish look, he finally nodded helplessly and agreed to Yu Tang's request to accompany her to bed.

The voice-activated light was turned off, and he could only vaguely see the girl with her back to him on the bed beside him through the moonlight.

Will you be discharged from hospital in a few days?It will probably take some time for him to be discharged from the hospital.

Gu Qi thought to himself that the confession should have been prepared in the past two days.

Suddenly there was someone else in the room, and Gu Qi tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

Staring at the ceiling, he recalled many things from his childhood.

When he was a child, he was afraid of the dark, so Gu Yuan let him sleep in the utility room. At night, the whining wind outside was like an evil ghost with teeth and claws.

The little Tuanzi was afraid of the dark. There was no light or windows in the basement, so he could only huddle under the bed.

Because there is no mother's love, he naturally feels that he feels more secure in a narrow place.

When he was in coma with a broken leg, he was still young and could only watch helplessly while other parents stayed in bed beside their children.

And he could only tell the nurse obediently that he would not cause trouble by himself and would be very obedient.

He was very young at that time and couldn't hide his disappointment very well.

Later, many things happened, and it was always the same person.

But suddenly, the deskmate to whom he had never spoken a word suddenly broke into his life.

She is always with me when I eat, when I am sick, when I am doing group work, and even when I am hospitalized now.

What I was obviously afraid of was the hospital disinfectant, the white walls, and the endless nights of isolation and helplessness.

My heart seemed to be filled to the brim with her, making me feel more at ease even at night.

The young man stared at Yu Tang's back and suddenly saw that she was wearing a hospital gown without a quilt.

The soft and exquisite body was trembling gently.

Almost instantly, when he stood up and pushed Yu Tang, the girl pretended to be confused and rubbed her eyes, but her clear eyes were obviously pretending to be asleep.

"Go and sleep on the bed, it's big."

Hearing Gu Qi's words, Yu Tang's eyes suddenly widened, as if he had misunderstood something.

Isn't this too fast?Do you want to do it now?Is it inappropriate?They are still in the stage of ambiguous and pure love!

Yu Tang: "I sleep quite comfortably here."

Being misunderstood as having an impure purpose, and fearing that Yu Tang would feel frivolous, the young man's face stiffened for a moment, and he explained as if nothing had happened: "You go to bed and sleep."

The two were in a stalemate for a while, and Yu Tang found that if she didn't go to bed, Gu Qi would keep staring at her.

Resigning to her fate and sighing, she walked to the other side and just climbed onto the bed when she noticed that Gu Qi got up and put on his prosthetic limbs, preparing to rest on the accompanying bed.

She regretted her dirty thoughts just now. How could she let the patient sleep in the nursing bed?Isn’t this putting the cart before the horse? !

Before the young man could sit down, Yu Tang had already grabbed his wrist.

"how?"

"The bed is very big. We can sleep separately. It's very cold without a quilt on the escort bed. Don't catch a cold." Yu Tangyou hurriedly argued.

The young man seemed to have seen through her, and his voice revealed doting helplessness: "You also know that the nursing bed has no quilt?"

"I..." Yu Tang felt guilty, "If we sleep together, I won't do anything to you."

But the problem is, he is a man and it is difficult to guarantee that he will be able to restrain himself, especially to the girl he likes.

It was obviously him, so he would do something to her, right?

"Gu Qi..." The girl's eyes were bright again, like the claws of a charming kitten, scratching people's hearts.

In the end, Gu Qi didn't know if he took the wrong medicine, so he lowered his bottom line again and again and nodded subconsciously.

Seeing the young man as cold as the moon, he was abducted and put on the bed.

Yu Tang was afraid that Gu Qi would regret it, so she took his wrist and dragged him to the bed without saying a word.

Maybe the young man didn't stand firm and fell straight on her, his lips just right on her neck...