The evil first wife who wears a book, and the future first assistant wants to kill me every day

When Jin Yan really took care of it and helped him accept the fourth concubine, Lu Xingchuan knew that he had lost again.

As long as he quarrels with Jinyan, he will never win.

The first time he was angry, he was willing to be the man behind her back.

The second time she got angry, she got four women for herself.

The third time, there is no third time.

Jinyan has completely ignored him.

Lu Xingchuan didn't understand why she was so stubborn. Being the mother of a country was something that many women could not ask for in their entire lives.

But she... didn't care at all and wanted to leave just for that humble shop.

At that moment, he impulsively wanted to say, I'll just let you go.

This seat is not rare for you, but there are many people who are.

But when he walked to the Royal Garden with anger and saw Jin Yan sitting alone in the pavilion, looking at the sky, motionless for a long time, he stopped again and looked at her.

The wind blew the flowers swaying, but could not move her figure or her sight. She just lay on the railing, like a prisoner bird longing for the sky, looking dreamily outside the wall.

That look made Lu Xingchuan's anger dissipate instantly.

Yes, she doesn't care about the back position, what she cares about is freedom.

A freedom he couldn't understand...

Lu Xingchuan turned and left.

The day of accepting the fourth concubine came so quickly, and Jin Yan always did things neatly.

Lu Xingchuan didn't want to go to the bridal chamber, so he was extremely drunk that night, and when he arrived at Weiyang Palace, he fell on the steps at the door.

All the people in the palace were in panic and wanted to help, but Lu Xingchuan refused to let anyone get close. He only wanted that person to come out and help.

But he lay on the steps, waiting and waiting. When the moon was in the sky, the drunkenness had dissipated, and when his heart was about to be chilled by the night wind, she finally opened the door and came out.

Finally I went to help him.

The moment he smelled her fragrance, Lu Xingchuan hugged her in his arms almost instantly and never let go. He kept calling her name like a scoundrel.

"Yan'er, Yan'er, Yan'er..."

He shouted many times, until he felt wronged and wanted to cry.

But she never said a word, silently helped him to the bed, and turned to leave.

The bed was given to him, but she wouldn't sleep.

The moment she turned around, Lu Xingchuan held her hand and asked drunkenly: "Is the harem really like a prison to you?"

Jinyan finally spoke to him.

She said: "Yes, I am a swallow and I will migrate with the seasons. If I just stay in the same place, all that awaits me is death."

She was born to be a free swallow, and she wanted to see all the scenery during migration. She should not be longing for others to fly in this deep courtyard.

Lu Xingchuan closed his eyes, as if he had passed out from drunkenness, and slowly let go of her hand.

After taking in the fourth concubine, until Yun Wei woke up from a coma, Lu Xingchuan still didn't go to anyone's palace and stayed alone in the Yangxin Hall.

After reviewing the memorials, he would often look at the sky alone, watching the swallows flying around, sometimes landing on the branches, and sometimes disappearing into the sky.

He would look at it for a long time, until the summer wind passed through the temple, blowing from the sultry heat to the coolness of autumn, and it filled his heart with endless loneliness and melancholy.

Three months later, Yan'er still hasn't seen him.

After reaching this point and reaching the pinnacle of power, his pursuit naturally changed and he became longing for love.

Lu Xingchuan still didn't want to let her go, and wanted to make one last attempt to persuade her to stay.

So I went to find her again.

It was rare that Jin Yan did not avoid seeing him this time. Instead, like an old friend, she sat him down and made him a pot of tea.

As long as she had a better attitude, Lu Xingchuan would be as happy as if he had seen the bright sky.

He stopped drinking tea and went to pull her over again and said, "Yan'er, can we have a good life? Stop making trouble and don't be angry. You know I love you. I promise not to lie to you again. Can you trust me again?" good?"

Jinyan looked at his expectant look and sighed.

"Now that things have happened, do you still think that I am just making trouble with you and getting angry with you again?"

"Jinzhi, you know, you have always known what I want, why bother working in vain anymore."

With one word, the sunny sky in Lu Xingchuan's eyes turned into gloom.

"You always say that I am selfish and that I don't love you enough. What about you? You are the same. You have to leave me for that inexplicable freedom!"

He knocked over the tea and let the scalding water fall on the back of his hand.

"How many men in the world can be the only one? Looking at Wei, how many other men can do it besides Mr. Wei?"

"I am the emperor. You can't use your husband's standards to measure me. I have too many choices, but no matter what, I have said that you are the only one I love the most. Why do you have to fight to be the only one!"

In the face of his anger, Jinyan did not yell or roar, she just said softly: "I don't fight, I never have."

"I knew from the beginning that I was just your one-night fling. I knew from the beginning that there would be no future for us."

"I overestimated myself and thought I could be more casual. It's my fault. I shouldn't have been tempted by you at that time. I'm sorry."

She apologized sincerely, every word sincere, "But no matter what, I didn't ask you to give up anything, right?"

Jin Yan actually couldn't bear to part with the days when the temple was destroyed. In fact, she really didn't want him to seize the legitimate son again and live incognito with her like that.

But Jinyan didn't say anything to stop him, because she also knew that they both had their own dreams, and Jinyan didn't want to let herself get in the way of him...

"Song Shuting tortured me. I would rather endure it than stop you. I have never stopped you. Now that your dream has come true, you can't just ignore mine."

"I'm just begging you, don't stop me. Just like we agreed on three chapters ago, don't get entangled anymore. Where did I go wrong?"

She didn't cry, make trouble, or hang herself to prevent him from having concubines. The concubines she took care of for him were all supportive of him and helpful to his political affairs. What else should she do?

The spilled tea on the table reflected the confusion in Jin Yan's eyes.

She held her chin up and frowned, seemingly distressed, and sighed helplessly for a long time.

"If you want me to stay and watch you being affectionate with others and watching you spreading rain and dew in other palaces, then I will stay. The deal is done. I have entered the palace, and I can't be the master of this life. Yes, as long as the emperor is happy."

She finally got up and went to clean up the mess on the table.

But he didn't see the burns on his hands.

Once upon a time, when his skin was broken while hunting, she would feel sorry for him for a long time, and would not let him go out again, so she would support him.

Now, the injury on his hand was so clearly visible in front of her eyes, but she could no longer see it...

Jin Yan put away the broken cups and used a silk handkerchief to move the table full of tea to the edge of the table.

The sound of water dripping down and falling to the ground also sounded like their love.

Broken, scattered, overflowing with water.

Lu Xingchuan finally understood that forcing her to stay was just an empty shell.

He didn't give up anything for her, so he couldn't ask her to give up anything for herself.

Yes, they each have their own dreams, and they live up to their expectations and never talk about their debts.

Lu Xingchuan pulled up Jin Yan, who was bending down to wipe the tea, and held her in his arms, "Yan'er..."

He shouted as affectionately as ever, but now the affection was mixed with fragments that couldn't be put together, "I'll let you go."

Give you freedom, the freedom you yearn for.

The wet handkerchief in Jin Yan's hand suddenly fell to her feet...

Lu Xingchuan did not break his promise this time, and sent the queen to Ci'an Temple on the grounds that she was in poor health and needed to rest.

On the day he sent her away, Jin Yan didn't take anything from Weiyang Palace. She came in wearing plain clothes and went out wearing plain clothes.