The evil first wife who wears a book, and the future first assistant wants to kill me every day

Weiwei should be more careful. Besides, if he coughed and spurted blood, Weiwei would have paid more attention to him out of good intentions and gotten closer. Mengrao felt that she would be able to tell that something was wrong.

Gu Changling said calmly, "No, I am very different from before. She can't see it."

"You have disguised yourself so many times before, didn't Weiwei recognize it at first sight?"

She was surprised how Weiwei recognized him.

"This time is different," Gu Changling put down the pen, looked at his withered hands, and twitched the corners of his lips, "This time, she can't recognize..."

Weiwei remembers herself as high-spirited, elegant and handsome.

No, if you take a step and cough three times, you won't be able to straighten up, like a dying old man.

No matter how fierce Weiwei was, how could she have imagined that her lover had become like this?

Therefore, he wanted to leave, he had to leave, and he could not let her watch her life disappear before her eyes.

Weiwei's body couldn't bear any more stimulation.

Especially since she is still pregnant and is due to give birth soon.

Gu Changling originally wanted to wait until she gave birth and then say goodbye to her properly.

He didn't want to hide it and leave regrets in a way that Weiwei didn't like.

Unfortunately, he couldn't hold it any longer.

On the wedding night, Weiwei fell asleep in his arms. Gu Changling put her down and tapped her sleeping point. He could no longer control it and a mouthful of blood spurted out.

Fortunately, there was no maid guarding the door that day, so he packed it up by himself, endured the pain in his chest, and went to the study to find medicine.

On the way, I met Ye Mengruo.

Ye Mengrao knew about his plan to get married tonight, but she was actually worried that he would get emotional and have an illness.

Because his illness requires meditation and recuperation, and he can no longer have big emotions, not even lust.

As a result, I didn't expect to see him staggering out, clutching his chest. His red robe was wet with blood all the way. It was hard to tell whether it was the clothes that were red or his blood that was redder.

Ye Mengruo knew that his illness could not be sustained any longer.

If he takes a large amount of suppressed medicine, it will only make him die faster, and he will not even be able to see his children.

She urged him to go out and rest for some time.

This might be good for each other.

Seeing his hands full of blood, Gu Changling smiled helplessly, and could only take her suggestion, create an illusion and go to Nanping, and take the opportunity to leave.

He did not take Thuming with him, but Tianming, who had been secretly guarding Zhuangzi.

For the past half month, he had been staying at Xuzhenyuan where Tianming was looking, and he had been receiving treatment from Ye Mengruo.

Unfortunately, the effect is really minimal.

He was losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye, and had gone through many vicissitudes of life, as if he had experienced a hundred years of wind and frost, and was no longer as heroic as before.

How distressing it must be for Weiwei to see this look...

Ye Mengruo looked at his self-deprecating smile and sighed softly.

Even if Sun Yi's natal Gu died in his body due to refining the medicine, the remaining toxicity would still be enough to corrode his body.

All she could do was to delay until he could see An Ruo being born safely with his last breath.

After suppressing his anger, Ye Mengruo sat down opposite Gu Changling and advised him, "I know how you feel, but your condition really makes it inappropriate for you to run around."

Gu Changling responded very cooperatively and picked up the pen again to continue the letter.

Ye Mengruo always felt that he was perfunctory, "If you still want to see An Ruo be born safely, you'd better listen to me."

Gu Changling paused at the tip of his pen and smiled lightly, "I want to see An Ruo be born, but... I also really want to see her."

"I want to give these things to her personally, and want to see her smile again..."

Because he was afraid that one day he would not be able to open his eyes in the morning.

He told Sun Yi at the time that he had no regrets, which was actually a lie.

He has regrets.

He failed to grow up with his children, failed to give Weiwei a grand wedding banquet, and failed to grow old together with Weiwei.

He couldn't watch Gao Yan remove the poison, and he didn't go to the master's grave with A Chao.

He did not show his ambitions in the court.

I couldn't say goodbye to my friends and Ruoyu, and I couldn't watch her open a dance studio and live in happiness for the rest of her life.

He really still has a lot of regrets, a lot...

It's a pity that time is always so cruel. If you hesitate a little, it will change things, which is heartbreaking and difficult to turn back.

Ye Mengrao looked at the longing and loss in his eyes, lowered her eyelashes, and changed the topic, "Su Mei deceived Gao Yan into taking the Blood Lotus Pill and ran away. Gao Yan is so smart, and Su Mei can deceive him. I'm worried that it's the Tongxin Gu." .”

Gu Changling then became serious, "Then find a way to catch Su Mei."

"I also have this plan. As long as I activate her Gu, she will definitely show up. Then I will use the Gu to threaten her and take the final antidote."

After getting rid of the Tongxin Gu, Gu Changling wanted to eradicate the root cause.

If Lu Xingyi could give a special reminder before his death, Gu Changling would take it seriously.

He didn't want to leave any hidden dangers for Weiwei.

But remembering Gao Yan's plea and Weiwei's words that she might be able to teach him well, she didn't say anything after all.

Just a reminder, "Weiwei still can't take it lightly and don't let her get close."

"Well, don't worry, I will be able to control her."

"So much the better."

You still have to be wary of others.

Ye Mengrao asked him about his situation in the past two days. The newly researched prescription seemed to be of some use, otherwise he would have been able to run out to see Weiwei.

Ye Mengruo urged him, "Stop writing letters, put on more clothes first, and I'll do acupuncture for you. I studied new acupuncture methods today to see if they work..."

Gu Changling was very cooperative and took off his shirt. There were bruises on his back with ointment on them. His spine was clear and he was really as thin as a bamboo pole.

When the ointment is uncovered, the skin is eroded and ulcerated by the poison.

He couldn't heal even the needle holes left by the most basic acupuncture.

He has almost no ability to heal himself.

The needle holes can sometimes ulcerate, and Ye Mengrao felt unable to start acupuncture for the first time.

But in order to delay it for a while, I removed all the ointments and started over.

This torment has reached Haishi.

Gu Changling put on his clothes again and said, "It's been really hard on you recently."

Ye Mengruo sighed, "For Weiwei and Achao, this little hard work is nothing."

As long as it can be cured, it doesn't matter no matter how hard it is. What I'm most afraid of is that it's all in vain.

Mengrao was not a pessimistic person, nor did he want to say too many depressing words. After a few words of warning, he left with the cage on his back.

When she closed the door, she saw Gu Changling put on his clothes and began to sit under the oil lamp again and write letters.

This reminded her of the night before she left, when Gu Changling insisted on writing a letter to Weiwei.

Sitting in the study, just like now, he kept writing and coughing. The dripping blood made Ye Mengruo beside him anxious.

I wish I could just ghostwrite it.

But he insisted on writing it himself.

I finally wrote most of it, lost my blood, scrapped it, and started over again.

Every stroke and every stroke is still serious and persistent, and his longing and reluctance are left in every line.

Ye Mengruo withdrew his gaze and closed the door completely.

The oil lamp cast his shadow on the window, still looking so tall and majestic.

However, when the lights go out, the shadows will disappear without a trace in the dark night.

When Ye Mengruo went back, the lights in the dormitory were on.

Yun Chao put on his middle coat and sat on the couch reading a book.

"Ah Chao..."

Ye Mengruo called his name but said nothing.

Yun Chao stood up and didn't ask where Mengrao had gone or why he came back now.

He just silently took the medicine basket from her hand, held her in his arms and said, "Where is Senior Brother? Take me to see you, okay?"

Mengrao was startled, yes, Ah Chao is not stupid.

Her unusual comings and goings these days could not be hidden from Ah Chao.

Before coming today, she felt that A Chao was not sleeping, but because she trusted her, she did not follow her.

It seems that he guessed it.

Ye Mengruo has been so tired from running back and forth recently, really so tired.

She hugged his waist and leaned into his arms, "Healing at Sumainin. I'll take you to him tomorrow, okay? It's too late tonight."

Yun Chao touched her head very gently, "Okay."