The scumbag married another man. After rebirth, I will no longer be the mistress of a high-class fam

"You are all doing meaningful things, hoarding food and building high walls. Only in this way can we ensure that the people of Qingzhou survive as much as possible. You are not wrong... But, I just feel uncomfortable, Ning Ning, you Have you ever visited a refugee camp outside the city?”

Song Anning shook his head.

She didn't go.

It’s not that I haven’t thought about it, I just don’t dare to go.

She was afraid that once she left, she wouldn't be able to help but feel soft.

She was afraid that she would be like her second brother, who felt that she was too cruel. Those people had already come to her door for help, but she clearly had money and food in her hands, but she insisted on not saving her until death.

Song Xingzhi's tears fell from his eyes.

"They are so miserable, really miserable... Do you know? The first time I went there, I was also frightened. I was an orphan when I was a child, begging on the streets, and I didn't get enough to eat. It was my father who My mother took pity on me and adopted me as her adopted son, so that I could have such a comfortable and comfortable life, but even...even if I suffered those things when I was a child, I still feel that they were much worse off than me."

Song Anning poured herself another glass of wine and drank it alone.

Then he said nonchalantly: "You must have never seen a person covered with maggots while he is still alive, right? Because he has no money for medical treatment, haha... He doesn't even have food to eat, how can he bother to see a doctor? ?So I can only let the meat rot, grow worms, and slowly die under the gnawing of worms from the outside to the inside."

"Also, you can cut off your own hands and feet to eat. If you can't cut off your own hands, you can chop off other things. Oh, Cai Ren, how do you sing a poem? Cai Ren is sad, Cai Ren is sad. , I was famished at the age of [-], and went away with tears in my eyes. My arm was broken and it was hanging in the market..."

The more Song Xingzhi sang, the harder he cried.

Song Anning's tears couldn't help but fall.

But she didn't let anyone see her, so she turned around and wiped silently. After Song Xingzhi calmed down a little, she said: "Second brother, you only saw the refugees outside the city, have you ever seen what the refugees in this world look like? "

Song Xingzhi turned his head and looked at her blankly.

Song Anning clinked glasses with him.

Song Xingzhi raised his head numbly and drank.

Song Anning also drank the strong wine in the cup, and then said: "I have seen with my own eyes that people are like dogs and animals, changing their bodies to eat. I have seen them eating the inedible Guanyin soil in order to fill their stomachs. Dying of fullness, I saw some people looting granaries to put grain in order to help the people, and I also saw some people taking away their last morsels of food from the people, just to watch them starve to death with my own eyes, for fun.”

"Guess what else I heard? I heard that some rich people took this opportunity to buy slaves on a large scale. Slavery has been abolished in this dynasty, but they can still raise domestic slaves on a large scale without giving them any money. They only give them a The price of a full meal is that after these slaves are full, they will run to the arena and either be hunted and killed as humans, or fight with each other until they die."

"But despite this, there are still large numbers of people coming because they are so hungry. They are not afraid of death, they are just afraid of hunger. As long as they have food to eat, they are willing to die even after eating. The funny thing is, Such vicious, irrational and inhumane behavior actually provides more than is needed."

"Second brother, what can we do in the face of such behavior? We are just merchants, are we going to report to the officials to arrest them? But among these people having fun, there are officials, even relatives of the emperor. I came back from the capital all the way and couldn't see the hungry people on the roadside. I once opened a porridge shed in our Song family's warehouse, but those porridge sheds were just a drop in the bucket for them. No matter how rich our Song family was, we could not save them. how many people?"

"Second brother, it's not that we don't save it, it's that we can't save it. The world has become chaotic and there is no way to get old. Unless the old building is torn down and a new order is reborn in this land, no one can save it. You The same, I am the same, even if..."

Even if it's Pei Qingyan, it's probably the same.

Otherwise, why would he let her bring back such a letter?

He is the commander of the Embroidery Department, and he should have seen more than her.

Maybe she was numb, maybe she was helpless, but she believed that the person she liked would not be the kind of person who butchers dogs. There were just some things that she had to protect herself before she could do them.

Otherwise, everything is a drop in the bucket, a moth flying into a flame, meaningless.

Song Xingzhi calmed down.

He looked at Song Anning.

Unknowingly, this sister seems to have grown up.

When you grow up, you will be calmer and more sensible than him, and you will understand the true compassion and governance of the world.

But he still couldn't control his inner weakness. He was not worthy of being her brother.

Song Xingzhi said: "When will Pei Qingyan come to Qingzhou again?"

Song Anning shook his head.

"I do not know."

She paused and suddenly said: "I heard from Qingxuan before that His Majesty has re-established the Governor's Department in the capital, specifically to compete with the Embroidery Department. Maybe he is not good at being a commander."

Song Xingzhi still didn't believe it.

"Isn't he the emperor's junior? The emperor also favors him?"

Song Anning smiled.

How was she going to explain to her second brother the pitiful and ridiculous royal family relationship?

In fact, Song Anning didn't understand it before.

After only living two lives, many things seemed to have been opened up to Ren and Du. Even if you have no experience, you can still hear some rumors and peel off the cocoons to find the truth.

Song Anning said: "Second brother, we can't count on anyone, we can only count on ourselves. We must first protect the people in a city, and then work hard to protect the people outside the city. If we put ourselves in water and fire first, , then you won’t be able to protect anyone, not just those outside the city, but all the people you know and care about inside the city will be caught in this tragedy!”

Song Xingzhi was shocked.

He looked at Song Anning. In fact, he clearly understood these truths, but he couldn't control his emotions of grief and anger. But at this moment, after listening to Song Anning's words, he felt so inexplicably calm.

"Second brother, I would like to toast you with a glass of wine and only listen to the song of Chao Yu."

She raised her cup and said with a smile: "From now on, we will fight side by side, not only for the people we care about, but also for all the people we don't know who should survive in this world."

Song Xingzhi looked at his glass blankly, then looked at her again, obediently picked up the glass and clinked a glass of wine with her.

After finishing the drink, he frowned.

"But what should I do? I don't know how to do business. Unlike you and your eldest brother and father and mother, I, I only know a little medical skills, but even if I exhaust myself to death, I can only save one person in an hour. I , I can’t help too many people.”

Maybe that's why he's in a bad mood tonight.

He watched with his own eyes as his father, brother and sister found their place in this troubled world, but he did not.

He knows nothing but medicine.

He couldn't save many people.

This caused Song Xingzhi to fall into deep pain and self-blame.