Quick Travel: After traveling through the book, the male protagonist seems to love me

"But I don't want to be different..." The gentleman lowered his head.

How could he not know what she meant by "different".He convinced himself over and over again that it didn't matter, as long as he could stay with her, he didn't need to care about his identity.

But all magnanimous people will always have the emotion of "jealousy" when they see another person.

Why can't he do it? Why can't he do it?

However, before he finished speaking, he suddenly felt a shadow falling above his head, it was Jin Yi.

She opened her arms and carefully and tentatively hugged him. She was concealing her movements, but he felt the gentle touch of her palms on her back, and his body couldn't help but tremble.

I thought Jin Yi would say something, such as explaining the meaning of this hug.But no, she didn't answer him or speak, she just held him quietly.

This feeling is like hugging a tree, a doll, or a cute puppy.

It's a fondness full of joy, but it's not love.

This is obviously physical contact, so why does it feel so different?

He held her back with his backhand and could feel her chin resting on his shoulder.

This gentleman inexplicably remembered the scene when he first met her. He was in such a mess, being abandoned again and again, thinking that he would never be able to find his own home again.

At that moment, she chose to take him home without hesitation.

At that time, her expression seemed to be the same, with a bit of pity.

He thought this was love... turns out, it wasn't?

He still remembers that when he first came here, he was too scared, too afraid of being abandoned again. He watched carefully and tried to please, lest he make any mistake and be abandoned again.

Only she told him seriously that because she was a family member, she just had to be herself, and because she was a family member, she could not abandon him.

He thought it was love, but it turned out that it wasn't love either?

She really regards him as a family member, but he never regards himself as a family member, always trying to blend in, always trying to enrich his choices with the feelings between men and women.

"You just don't quite understand your own feelings." Jin Yi's voice was so soft that he couldn't hear it the first time he spoke.

Is this an answer to him?

This gentleman felt a sudden bitterness filling his heart.

"Well..." He heard his weak voice, "Maybe I was wrong."

It was because he misunderstood his own feelings, so he tried to squeeze some love from her hands over and over again.

But he knew himself too well.correct.

He just couldn't blame her or change her after all.

Forget it, just lie to yourself like this.

Jin Yi doesn’t know.

How could you not know the full level of favorability on the screen?

She could only lie to herself and him.

……

After all, it was Jin Yi who went to get the cage and locked Xiao Bai in it.

I just looked at the "well-behaved" Xiaobai in the cage, who was so obedient that he no longer struggled to change because he knew his fate.

Jin Yi still felt a little guilty for no reason.

"Am I a little too cruel..." She pouted and whispered to Xiaobai.However, for her own sake, she could only remain so cruel and indifferent.

However, it was just a bird and probably didn't know what she was talking about.

"One by one! One by one!" It can only cry like this.