The rebirth of the medical concubine: The regent is too cold to flirt with!

Chapter 681: Never a person without mother’s love

"Earlier, I always thought...that my mother had gone away with Xie Qingshan. I always thought that she was still alive. Even though all the signs showed that she might have died long ago, I still hoped in my heart that a miracle would happen."

"You once told me that after Zhixia learned from that woman that my mother was still alive, I became even more convinced that she was alive, living happily in a place I didn't know."

"The truth told me that she was already dead. I watched her die. I..."

Pei Qingyan, who had always been calm and collected, was trembling all the time.

He could no longer speak and lowered his eyes.

Liu Yunzhou held Pei Qingyan's hand.

"Qing Banquet."

"You don't have to blame yourself... Although I know these words are pale, I know that no mother will just watch her child suffer.

She chooses to protect you in that way, which proves that she loves you, loves you very much, and loves you enough to exchange her own life for yours. "

"As Xie Qingshan said, you grew up under the guidance of your mother. You have not become as arrogant and selfish as the rest of the royal family, nor are you as sinister, vicious, cunning and treacherous as they are. You came from a muddy background, and you are still Being upright and upright is your mother's credit, and it is the best gift she gave you."

"She gave this gift to you, and you gave it to Pei Jingyu, so that Pei Jingyu could struggle out of the filthy quagmire of the palace. Under your guidance, he became upright and had a sound personality."

Liu Yunzhou looked into Pei Qingyan's eyes and said deeply, "Qingyan, you grew up under the love and guidance of your mother."

Pei Qingyan was stunned.

He also looked back at Liu Yunzhou.

Those beautiful eyes gradually overflowed with moisture.

Once, under the torment of that woman, the Imperial Concubine, he had a dark heart several times, and he became violent and selfish. He even learned to follow others' influence and do what others wanted.

If no one teaches him, and he grows up in that environment, he will most likely become someone he hates.

It was A Chou who taught him the principles of life,

It was A Chou who saved him from the darkness,

It was A Chou who taught him to be kind and to maintain a positive attitude towards life in the face of adversity.

"Once." Pei Qingyan said lightly.

His thoughts drifted to his distant childhood.

"I was still young at that time, probably only five years old. I was eager to be looked at by that woman one more time, and I wanted her to care about me more," Pei Qingyan laughed at himself,

"Because other princes and princesses are loved by their mothers and concubines, I don't understand why my mother and concubines hate me so much."

"I didn't want to make her disgusted, so I learned some tricks to please her. Those tricks were nothing more than learned from the palace maids and eunuchs around me. I was more attentive and well-behaved. I took the initiative to bring her tea and water, and beat her legs and back. "

"As expected, that woman not only didn't like me, but got furious, beat me up and made me kneel under the scorching sun."

"Ha." Pei Qingyan sneered, "Those things still make me feel sick when I think about them now."

Liu Yunzhou felt distressed when he heard this.

When she opened her mouth and wanted to say something, Pei Qingyan said again,

"Achou knelt with me under the scorching sun. She told me that my mother definitely loved me, very much, but the way she loved me might be different from others. She told me not to be discouraged."

"She said that one day I will understand what a mother's love is like, and she also hopes that I can remember that once a person comes to this world, he will never be alone. I will find the person I love and also find love. my people,

Before I find them or they find me, I must remain kind, remain upright, and remain bright. Only in this way can those who truly love me appear and I will not hurt them. "

"I didn't understand what A Chou meant before. I just thought she was telling me that the concubine's love for me was different. Therefore, I studied harder and practiced martial arts.

I tried to stay kind, bright, and innocent in the whirlpool of the palace. I tried to wait to grow up and wait for those who truly love me as A Chou said. "

"However, before I grew up, A Chou died. When she died, I couldn't even look at her. After her death, there were many people around me, and no one taught me and educated me like she did. "

"I gradually became disheartened, and it wasn't long before I took the initiative to go to the military camp for training. I also always remembered A Chou's words. She told me to always stay kind and not to think that what I was accustomed to in the palace was right..."

"It turns out, it turns out, she is my mother. She loves me very much."

"I……"

"I've never been a person without mother's love."

Liu Yunzhou nodded vigorously: "Well, you are not. You grew up under the care and guidance of your mother."

"You always remember her teachings, which means that she is always by your side and she has never left you."

After hearing this, Pei Qingyan's eyes flashed with astonishment.

immediately.

This astonishment turned into sadness and mourning.

He lowered his head, squeezed the jade beads on the wheelchair with his fingers, and his shoulders twitched.

Liu Yunzhou knew that Pei Qingyan was crying.

She didn't stop him, and she didn't speak again.

At this time, nothing can be said.

All she could do was stay quietly by his side.

for a long time.

When Pei Qingyan raised his head again, he had returned to his previous noble appearance.

There was only a hint of redness in his eyes, remembering his loss of control just now.

"Rongrong... I'm sorry for making you laugh." He said.

"You don't need to be so outspoken in front of me." Liu Yunzhou said, "It's late at night, let's go home."

"Ah."

Liu Yunzhou pushed Pei Qingyan's wheelchair forward.

Lu Chengfeng and others did not show up, and there was no carriage.

In the night, only the two of them walked slowly through the night.

"What do you think about the truth this time?" Liu Yunzhou spoke after a long silence.

"What about you?" Pei Qingyan asked.

"How should I put it? The truth was expected." Liu Yunzhou said, "but also unexpected."

Pei Qingyan smiled and said, "Isn't this contradictory?"

Liu Yunzhou also laughed: "It's a contradiction. In fact, the moment I fished Xie Qingshan out, something suddenly clicked."

"Those dense tangles in my heart seemed to have found the most important thread. I gently pulled it along and everything fell into place, so I say this is to be expected.

As for the unexpected, I never thought that Xie Qingshan could plan things to this extent by himself. Even if he was imprisoned under the water, he could still plan every step of the way without omitting anything. This person's strategy is really terrible. "

Pei Qingyan said softly "Hmm".

"Most of the doubts have been solved, but there are still many doubts that have not yet been revealed." He said, "Perhaps, what we have seen is only part of the truth."

"As for the remaining part, it's probably almost done."