On the day of the blind date, the heir of a wealthy family pulled me to get the certificate.

My dad, will he eat?"

Feng Qing asked softly.

"He eats, but not much. He is in a daze most of the time. Sometimes he talks to himself, but I can't hear what he says clearly."

Feng Qing was silent for a moment, then said, "I understand. You go out first, I'll talk to my dad."

The servant responded respectfully and left the ward.

There were only the father and daughter in the ward.

Feng Qing pulled a chair over and sat down in front of the bed. She looked at her father for a while and said, "Dad, my mom is gone. The dead cannot be resurrected. We all have to accept the reality."

"My mother, she made too many mistakes..."

Feng Qing didn't say anything else.

To be honest, death would be too easy for her mother.

How many people were killed by her mother.

Zheng Hua tilted his head, and his eyes finally brightened up. He looked at his daughter for a long while, and then said, "Ah Qing, Dad thought I would be very happy when your mom died. I didn't expect that when I received the news of her death, I was not happy. Instead, my heart was hollowed out."

"Actually, I love your mother. If I didn't love her, I wouldn't have come here."

"Yes, my Zheng family was defeated before. For the benefit of the Zheng family, I did come here out of selfish motives, but I also really love your mother."

"Later, your mother was too strict and too powerful. I never had more than 500 yuan in pocket money. When your brothers were young, they had more pocket money than me. I always coaxed them to give me money behind your mother's back."

"I admit that I am a bit of a pervert. When I see young and beautiful women, I always have some thoughts and want to play with them secretly. But after being caught by your mother once, I no longer dare to do that."

"I would think about cheating, mainly because your mother is too strict. She is always high above everyone else and has the final say in everything."

"That's right. She is the head of the family. As the head of the family, everyone has to look at her face. She is also cruel and ruthless, and her methods are very vicious."

"Dad is afraid. He has the desire but not the courage. He lives like this."

When Zheng Hua said this, his eyes were particularly bright as he recalled the past.

"Dad wanted to keep it secret when I cheated on you that time, and your mom wasn't in Jiangcheng, so I didn't expect... Now that I think about it, your mom would come back early and catch me cheating on you. They were the ones behind the scenes fanning the flames."

"I became their pawn to deal with your mom, and I didn't even realize it. I made trouble with your mom, and ended up like this today."

As Zheng Hua spoke, tears rolled down his eyes.

"Ah Qing, sometimes Dad really hates your mom and wishes she would die. But when she really died, I regretted it. I regretted doing so many things to make her angry."

"If I had always been the same as before, your mother and I wouldn't have turned against each other when we were old. I have tolerated her for decades. What's wrong with tolerating her for a few more years? Why shouldn't I tolerate her dominance anymore?"

"Why don't you tolerate everything about her? If I had known... I would have tolerated her until the end of our lives."

That way, at least the impression left on people is that of a loving couple.

Unlike now, everyone in Jiangcheng knows that the relationship between him and his wife has broken down, and Feng Yue wants to take her husband with her to be buried even if she dies.

His affair caused a sensation in the city.

Feng Yue should be disappointed in him as well.

No, she never had any hope or love for him.

"Aqing, tell me, did your mother ever love me?"

Zheng Hua asked Feng Qing, and before Feng Qing could answer, he laughed at himself again, "She doesn't love me, she never loved me, it's just that few people are willing to come to her house, but I am willing, and she can't get Mr. Fei's love, and she wants to give birth to an heir, so she will live with me."

Feng Qing was silent.

She didn't know whether her mother had ever had her father in her heart.

Maybe, yes, maybe, no.

But, with or without, what’s the point nowadays?

Her mother had turned into a pile of earth.

"I have spent decades trying to warm her heart, but I still can't do it. Ah Qing, Dad is such a failure as a man."

"If she had any love for me, I wouldn't want to go out and have fun, seek excitement, or cheat."

"I did those things to a large extent to get revenge on her."

Feng Qing pursed her lips and said, "I think my mom still cares about dad a little bit. If she didn't care, she wouldn't have given birth to four siblings with dad, and she wouldn't have been so angry when dad cheated on her."

Zheng Hua asked repeatedly, as if a drowning man had grabbed a life-saving straw, "Is it true? Does your mother love your father?"

Soon, he laughed again, his face full of tears, and he choked up, "Ah Qing, you don't have to coax Dad. Dad knows that your mother never loved Dad from the beginning to the end. She gave birth to a child with me because she wanted to have an heir."

"If she could have done IVF without getting married before, she would never have married me."

"I cheated on her and she got angry, not because she cared about me, but because she felt that I embarrassed her. She would not tolerate my betrayal. Believe it or not, if Mr. Fei had come back earlier and was willing to be with your mother, your mother would have been with him a long time ago."

"She will cheat first, and she won't care if I'm angry or not, or if I care?"

"She only thinks about herself. She controls the fate of too many people and is used to being overbearing, so she won't tolerate my betrayal. In her eyes, I am just a tool to accompany her in giving birth to a child."

"She has love, but she didn't give it to me. She gave it to Mr. Fei, to A Ruo, and the last bit of her love to you, A Qing."

Feng Qing: "...Dad, my mom's love for me is motherly."

"Maternal love is also love. She loves you three brothers much less because they are not ambitious and incompetent. If they were capable and excellent enough, your mother would love them more."

"Your mother always says that my bloodline is bad, saying that your three brothers have the same surname as me, Zheng, and are descendants of my Zheng family, so it's useless."

"They say that the daughters of your Feng family are amazing, but not all the daughters of the Feng family are amazing. Aren't many of the daughters of the Feng family just like ordinary people?"

Only those who are from the direct lineage will be particularly outstanding.

Feng Qing sighed, "Dad, my mom is gone, you don't have to worry about those things anymore, it's all in the past. You should take good care of your injuries, and when you are out of the hospital, you can celebrate the New Year. After the New Year, let my eldest brother take you out for a trip, walk around and relax."

Zheng Hua raised his hand to wipe away the tears from his face.

After a while, he calmed down and asked, "Did your mother say anything before she died?"

After a moment of silence, Feng Qing replied, "My mother called me aunt and said sorry."

Zheng Hua was very disappointed.

Did he actually expect his wife to remember him before she died?

He is not qualified yet.

"She is relieved now. I think your mother still feels guilty about it over the past few decades."

"She and your aunt have a very good relationship. If not... Dad doesn't know how she would have gotten to that point. When Dad met her, she was already the head of the Feng family."