Manual tearing system: I only want to kill people

What the system said was half true and half false.

Her dissuasion was not out of good intentions, but because she was afraid that Chu Sheng's soul power would be cultivated too quickly and would completely suppress her, so she would speak out words that seemed to be sincere and sincere.

She wasn't thinking about Chu Sheng, but she was too scared.

Afraid of Chu Sheng's desperate move.

Therefore, even if those words were not false, Chu Sheng would not listen. Surviving, becoming a strong man, and dying people desperately clinging to the vines of survival always have to pay something.Although sometimes I mutter that it's almost done, and subconsciously give up on myself and think that there is no better result, but there is always a glimmer of light.

Who doesn’t want to live?

In the past, in order to deceive the system, he used his life as a bargaining chip to negotiate for power over and over again. Even Chu Sheng would feel in a daze that life was not that important. This thought The moment it appeared in his mind, Chu Sheng broke out in cold sweat.

She was a weed that could not be burned out in the flames of war. She gritted her teeth and survived until now. She only survived because she had the desire to live.

She is greedy for life.

She should be greedy for life.

Chu Sheng didn't go to see Le Wen directly. The two hadn't seen each other for a long time, and their relationship wasn't close. He didn't know what to say when he saw her, so he just sneaked into her room at night. Chu Sheng wanted to give her a gift. , compared to the cautious way he gave Shuangjiang a pair of eyes before, this time Chu Sheng was much more upright.

She openly used the reward given to her by the system on Lewen.

Le Wen's sleep was not peaceful. The slightest movement could wake her up. And because she was so busy with her engagement with Yun Xun, a weak voice could bring her back to consciousness. When she opened her eyes, her brows were furrowed and her eyes were filled with confusion. Confused, a little dizzy.

There was an aura that did not belong to Le Wen in the room. She stood up and opened the bed curtain. As she was getting out of bed, she suddenly froze in place. Looking under the moonlight, she saw that her hands were intact. Suddenly, overnight, her hand returned to its original state.

He clenched his hand in disbelief, then released it, repeating it several times. The bending of his fingers felt as if a huge mountain was hitting Lewen in the face.

She excitedly picked up the sword that her parents had given her not long ago, and stood in the yard swinging the sword a thousand times until dawn. A thin layer of sweat appeared on her forehead, her face was rosy, and she did not feel tired at all. She turned her wrist and sheathed the sword. , took a look at the sky, and felt that his parents should be up at this time, so he went to tell the great news.

Li Ruoyao hugged Lewen for the first time, but was afraid of holding her hand, so she quickly let go. She couldn't help but shed tears of joy. She held Lewen's hand and muttered that the sky has eyes. Chu Zixiao was silent for a moment and looked at Lewen's eyes were as sharp as knives, staring at Lewen without missing any expression on her face:

"Who have you seen these days?"

There was no smile on Chu Zixiao's face, and he was too serious to be serious. His tone was full of questioning, like a basin of cold water that poured cold water directly on Le Wen and Li Ruoyao.

"To answer my father's question, I haven't been anywhere except the General League and home recently." The people I saw were all acquaintances. Lewen's heart was lifted, and he explained dryly, feeling a little helpless: "What I saw You know all those people.”

Chu Zixiao's eyes were full of scrutiny.

Le Wen pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "Last night, someone came to my room. The person was very careful and gave me a small amount of drug. When I woke up, I found that my hand was already healed. But that person is also gone.”

Chu Zixiao snorted coldly, obviously not believing it, and even looked at Li Ruoyao with a cold face, full of ridicule:

"Look, this is the good daughter you hold in the palm of your hand!"

Seeing that Lewen was frozen in place, Li Ruoyao patted her shoulder comfortingly and said, "Your father is like this. He has brought all the habits he had in the General League home with him. When he comes back, I will talk to him properly." Li Ruoyao knew that Chu Zixiao must have gone to investigate the cause, so she simply put the strangeness of the matter behind her: "Have you not seen Yun Xun recently?"

"..." Le Wen didn't understand why this was brought up again. She hid her hands behind her back, tugged at the corners of her lips, and showed a forced smile: "We got engaged half a month ago. Yun Xun and I feel that There is no need to meet each other all the time, so we never meet again.”

"You are still young and don't understand anything." Li Ruoyao pulled Lewen aside and moved her emotionally with her reasoning: "The most important thing for a husband and wife to be together is to have love. The two of them play the piano and play the piano in harmony. Otherwise, these days It’s impossible to survive. You young people today just think too much, and the more you think, the more you have.”

"..." Lewen smiled dryly. These words of concern diluted the joy in her heart. Seeing Li Ruoyao's expressions of joy, she responded: "That's what mother said."

"You two are engaged, so you should start cultivating your relationship. Otherwise, if you don't cultivate it now, when will you cultivate it? Is it possible to wait until you come to the church to get married? Then it will be too late!" Li Ruoyao saw Lewen's lowered eyebrows and responded blindly. Without saying anything about her thoughts, she frowned and asked, "Do you still care that Chu Sheng liked Yun Xun before?"

"No."

Lewen has been watched by Li Ruoyao since she was a child. Don't you know what she is thinking in her heart? To deny it when she opens her mouth is to admit it in disguise.

"Lewen, aren't you?"

Li Ruoyao was speechless. It was really overwhelming to meet such a arrogant daughter: "Chu Sheng knows what liking is? She is notorious and has done all the evil things that everyone calls for beating. Do you think that such a bad person will really like someone?" ?"

Le Wen did not speak. It seemed like a century had passed. Just when Li Ruoyao thought she would not get an answer, she suddenly spoke:

"She will."

Everyone in Yuncheng knew how much Chu Sheng liked Yun Xun.

In order to gain Yun Xuan's admiration, Chu Sheng racked his brains and thought of how to express his love every day.They sent beautiful bouquets and delicious food. Even though they didn’t like noisy places, they still went there for Yunxuan. They even used some unseemly tricks to get attention.

This love affair was so grand that even Yun Xun, who was being pursued, was moved.

"Mother, can I-"

Le Wen looked at Li Ruoyao, her mouth seemed to be welded shut, and she swallowed the second half of the sentence directly into her stomach. Her expression changed several times, and the word "unfilial" was weighing heavily on her heart, because she clearly knew that as the adopted daughter of the Chu family, she She lives a better life than the legitimate daughters of other families, so she doesn't dare to be presumptuous.

She was really afraid of Chu Zixiao.

It is also true that she loves Li Ruoyao.

"I'm sorry, mother."

Le Wen's apology was a coward's deliberate attempt to please. Just like she was accommodating Chu Sheng without any bottom line, in order to have a place in the Chu family, she was also accommodating everyone in the Chu family without any bottom line.

Does she hate Chu Sheng?

If Chu Sheng is not related by blood to Chu Zixiao and Li Ruoyao, she is not a bloodline of the Chu family or the biological daughter of her adoptive parents.

The answer is obvious.

She sincerely thought about Chu Sheng and regarded Chu Sheng as her sister, but she subconsciously wanted to leave some room for herself.

What if Chu Sheng returns to the Chu family in the future.

Now when her parents mention Chu Sheng, her expression changes, and her frown can kill a fly. But if Chu Sheng sincerely repented in the future, could Chu Zixiao and Li Ruoyao, as their biological parents, abandon her?

At that time, they think back on what happened in the past. Even if they know that it was their own cause and effect, based on human nature, they will blame themselves or Lewen.

The answer is obvious again.