Rebirth: Refusing to be a licking dog, the goddess school beauty is anxious

Whether it is the content of this diary or the couple kissing each other at this moment, they are all so sweet and happy.

but.

What Xiao Xiaoyu himself didn't know was.

There is another version of the diary in Jiang Che's mind. During this period of time in his previous life, there was none of the happiness, joy, or touching moments in the current diary. There was only deep helplessness and confusion.

During this period of time in his previous life, Xiao Xiaoyu didn't write much in his diary, and each time he wrote, it was only a few sentences and a few things.

Because, these past few days, she has been worrying about working and studying every day, and she has not been able to apply for the subsidy for poor students. She eats pickles, steamed buns and white rice every day, and dares not spend a penny more. Her already thin figure has become thinner, her hair is dry and yellow, and is almost turning white. She has gradually fallen into a state of severe malnutrition.

This situation was not relieved until about ten or twenty days later, when she found a job as a waitress in a restaurant. It was a Sichuan restaurant, located in a small alley not too close to the school, but not too far either. It could be reached in a dozen minutes' walk. The restaurant was not big, and it was the kind of restaurant where good wine will sell itself. Therefore, there were not too many people dining at noon, but it was especially crowded at night. So Xiao Xiaoyu was hired to cook only for the evening meal, and she was also provided with meals after get off work. Finally, she could eat meat, vegetables and oil. Her situation improved a lot, but it did not last long. I don't know if it was because she really disturbed the neighbors or because someone was jealous. The shop was frequently reported, and the Industrial and Commercial Bureau, Fire Department, Food and Drug Administration, and Health Bureau took turns investigating. The owners, a couple in their late sixties, couldn't handle the constant anger, especially because their hearts couldn't take it. They had originally planned to continue, but the old lady was hospitalized after being so angry, and the couple suddenly realized that neither making money nor fighting for their dignity was more important than their lives, so they closed the shop. Xiao Xiaoyu, who had worked for two months, was unemployed again and had to look for a new job. Fortunately, her many applications for poverty-stricken students were finally approved at this time. The school arranged a job for her as a librarian, and she could also work as a food waiter in the cafeteria and eat some leftovers...

She maintained this situation, and while she was busy every day, she never neglected her studies. She attended all the classes and never missed a class. She wrote down the content of the class in notebook after notebook. If a high school student read the summary carefully, it would be equivalent to attending college!

After her life calmed down again, her diary entries became longer, recording the trivialities of life every day, but the words were full of encouragement for herself.

"Xiao Xiaoyu, come on, you can do it!"

"I ate a chicken drumstick today. Aunt Chen and the others secretly gave me some that weren't sold out at lunchtime. They said I was malnourished and told me to eat more delicious food. How could I look malnourished? Maybe it's because my hair has turned yellow! Xiao Xiaoyu, hold on. Don't feel bored or tired. The dawn of hope is right in front of you. After you graduate from university, find a good job so that you can give Mom and Grandma a good life!"