After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Shen Ruoyan has not forgotten that the imperial concubine once poisoned her and her mother to coerce her into killing Lu Yan.

During the time when Lu Yan was recuperating in Tianyan Pavilion, she also sent people to chase him to Qingwu Town and set fire to the building, just to kill Lu Yan.

As a harem woman, why did the imperial concubine target Lu Yan everywhere?

What grudge is there between her and Lu Yan?

The imperial concubine did not expect Shen Ruoyan to ask such a question, and was obviously startled.

Letting go of Shen Ruoyan's hand, the imperial concubine stood up and wandered around the cold room. After a while, she seemed to have made up her mind and said, "He is really a smart child.

Forget it, now that we have talked about this, I might as well tell you everything.

I hate Lu Yan.

Because...he is a scoundrel! "

Evil species?

Shen Ruoyan's heart skipped a beat.

Why would the imperial concubine use the word "evil" to describe Lu Yan?

She once thought that the imperial concubine might be targeting Lu Yan because she was at odds with Lu Yan's faction, or she felt that Lu Yan was favored by the Holy Spirit and was worried about his future development, so she wanted to get rid of him.

But listening to the concubine's words, it seems that it is not because of these.

The imperial concubine touched the dust on the table and suddenly changed the subject: "This is actually the place where I lived when I first entered the palace.

Does it feel shabby? "

Without waiting for Shen Ruoyan to reply, the imperial concubine snorted softly, "Humph, in the emperor's heart, apart from caring deeply about that woman, when has he ever cared about other women in our harem?"

Shen Ruoyan intuitively knew that the woman the imperial concubine was referring to was Lu Yan's mother.

However, as the most noble woman in the harem, Shen Ruoyan was not very surprised that the concubine knew about this.

Could it be that because she couldn't get the emperor's favor, she took her anger out on Lu Yan?

The imperial concubine seemed to have seen through Shen Ruoyan's thoughts, and smiled disdainfully: "The emperor doesn't take me seriously, so why should I be wrong?

In my heart...I pretend to be a person. "

Speaking of this, the imperial concubine's indifferent words seemed to have a moment of trance-like tenderness.

“He and I were childhood sweethearts.

He is the best of our generation.

Brother Beiyu is like a luminous body, always surrounded by a group of people who voluntarily follow him, and of course I am no exception.

We are a perfect match.

I once thought that I would definitely become my brother Beiyu’s bride in the future.

At that time, I looked forward to every day, and the wishes I made in front of all the gods and Buddhas were that I could grow up quickly and marry my young man when I grew up.

But when I was born, I only received two pieces of news.

Foreign enemies invaded the northern border, and the people there were miserable. Brother Beiyu was sent to the border to fight against the foreign enemies.

I still remember that on the day of the expedition, I stood by the window sill of the restaurant with the people who were seeing off, looking eagerly at the soldiers passing by row after row, without even daring to blink.

I'm afraid that if I'm not careful, I'll miss Brother Beiyu.

Strange to say, everyone was wearing exactly the same armor, but I recognized him in the crowd at a glance.

Afterwards, everyone around him recognized Brother Beiyu and burst into enthusiastic cheers.

Brother Beiyu was attracted by the sound. He raised his head and looked over here. When he realized it was us, he immediately raised a bright smile.

I still remember that smile to this day.

Maybe it was because the noise around me was too loud, which made me feel a little lucky, or maybe it was the upcoming parting that gave me rare courage.

I finally said the words buried in the center of the earth, "Brother Beiyu, I will wait for you to come back... When you come back to me, I will marry you."

He must not be able to hear this sentence.

But I don't care.

This is the oath I made to him.

However, this oath was quickly broken.

Not long after Brother Beiyu left, an imperial edict came from the palace.

A thin piece of paper is going to lock me into the harem?

Of course I don't want to.

I cried, made trouble, went on hunger strike, and even packed my bags and planned to go north to find my brother Beiyu.

But before he could get out of the city gate, he was caught by his servants.

My father locked me in the ancestral hall and said that if I didn't want to enter the palace, he wouldn't let me out.

I gritted my teeth and refused to agree, life or death, and finally passed out on the futon from hunger.

When I woke up, I only saw my mother's eyes that were red from crying.

She touched my hair and told me that for women from families like ours, marriage is destined to serve the interests of the family.

Now that we have enjoyed glory and wealth, we are no longer qualified to pursue whatever we want.

Even if I really kill myself, my father will not allow me to marry my brother Beiyu, and it is even more likely that my family will be harmed because of me.

At that moment, my heart died.

After entering the palace, I was granted the title of Zhaoyi and lived in this courtyard.

The emperor was young, handsome, and powerful, so the women in the harem were trying their best to win his favor.

And I have always been a bystander, quietly watching how each family framed each other, and ultimately fought to the death.

Maybe because I don't fight or grab, the emperor looks at me differently and often recruits me.

Most of the time, I just stayed with him, played chess with him, and occasionally chatted.

As time went by, I actually felt that this kind of life was acceptable.

Until the Winter Festival of that year, news came that our army had defeated Beidi.

This war not only preserved the peace of the people on one side, but also captured eleven cities in the north as our spoils of war.

This shocked the entire government and opposition parties.

The army moved back to Beijing. In order to reward the generals, the emperor held a very grand banquet that year.

I sat behind the emperor, obviously very anxious, but on the surface I kept my eyes on my nose and my heart, not even daring to look down.

I'm afraid that because of my carelessness, my brother Beiyu will be killed.

After all, I am now the emperor's woman. The emperor has no friendship with me, but he cannot tolerate others coveting his woman.

This was the most difficult banquet in my life.

Time seemed to be against me, becoming extremely slow.

I waited and waited, and finally waited until the emperor called out his name.

At that moment, I dared to raise my head and look at the man kneeling in front of the hall with everyone's gaze.

He is a little darker and his skin is a little rougher.The finger-long scar at the end of his right eyebrow made him look calmer and more masculine.

My whole body was shaking uncontrollably.

God knows how much strength it took to restrain his heart that was about to jump out of his chest.

This is the person I think about day and night, but can’t get.

The sweet dreams I once had when I was a girl have now turned into sharp knives, piercing into my heart.

The emperor asked him, what do you want?

Brother Beiyu raised his head.

For a moment, his eyes met mine.

Just like the day he went to war.

My breath hitched.

I was scared and happy at the same time, hoping that he would mention me, but not wanting him to mention me.