After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

After learning about Duanmu Keer's life experience, Shen Ruoyan secretly understood.

No wonder there were so many ladies and ladies present in the banquet hall just now, but none of them were close to Duanmu Ke'er.

Those who can come to such palace banquets are the real wives of each family, or their legitimate sons and daughters.

Since ancient times, concubines and concubines have been different.

Even though these people are always polite on the surface, in their hearts they absolutely look down on a nameless and statusless illegitimate daughter like Duanmu Ke'er.

Su Xihe saw what Shen Ruoyan was thinking and continued: "Don't think Duanmu Ke'er is just a concubine.

She is now the only remaining descendant of General Duanmu, and she is the one he and she love, so naturally she is very dear to her.

Duanmu Ke'er's identity is indeed a bit obscure, but behind her is General Duanmu.

Which young man in the whole capital doesn't want to marry her?

As long as he marries her, he will have the support of most of Daning's generals.

Xiao Luokai also tried to please him, but unfortunately the little girl refused to even look at him. "

Speaking of this, Su Xihe couldn't help but sneered again as she thought of the flabby appearance of the fifth prince.

Shen Ruoyan stood aside, her face a little pale.

No wonder General Duanmu holds such great military power and is not feared by the emperor.It turned out that he only had Duanmu Keer, his only daughter left.

From this point of view, Duanmu Keer is indeed a piece of cake that can make people grab their heads.

Marrying her will save you a lot of detours.

Su Xihe noticed the change in Shen Ruoyan's expression and smiled even more proudly: "Although that girl is young, she still has good eyesight. It is said that she fell in love with Mr. Lu at the first sight."

After several years of experience, Lu Yan's youthfulness has completely faded away, replaced by the wise and calm aura of a mature man. In addition, he has not neglected martial arts training in the past few years, and his muscles are lean and powerful.

Even after being married for many years, Shen Ruoyan would often blush and feel hot.

How could such a charming man not make people's hearts flutter?

Su Xihe lowered her voice and asked: "Shen Ruoyan, do you think Lu Yan would give up such a good help because of you?

Duanmu Ke'er has the power of the generals in the court behind her. If she enters the house, do you dare to act like the mistress of the house and suppress her? "

One sentence was like a knife, piercing Shen Ruoyan's heart.

Su Xihe might just say this to stimulate herself, but Shen Ruoyan knows very clearly that these things are likely to become a reality in the near future.

Eyes achy.

Not a single tear fell.

"Okay, are you finished?" Shen Ruoyan squeezed out a smile, her face still light, with no emotion at all.

Su Xihe asked doubtfully: "Aren't you angry?"

"Why are you angry?" Shen Ruoyan asked, "I am Lu Yan's wife, and we are naturally one and the same.

One glory and one glory.

If Lu Yan can find a good future, I will be happy too.

I've met Duanmu Ke'er just now. It's better to be innocent and innocent than to marry someone who is domineering and unreasonable. "

Shen Ruoyan said and raised her eyebrows at Su Xihe.

Su Xihe was so angry that she gnashed her teeth and naturally didn't notice Shen Ruoyan's hands hidden in her sleeves.

Shen Ruoyan held her hands tightly, and the pain of her nails digging into her flesh actually alleviated some of the pain in her heart.

What can she do?

If she cried and made a fuss, could she stop Duanmu Keer from entering?

Even though her heart hurt so much, Shen Ruoyan continued to pretend to be calm in front of Su Xihe, "Besides, as long as I don't agree with Lu Yan and Li, I will always be Lu Yan's wife.

My son, as the eldest son of Lu Yan, will inherit everything from his father in the future.

After all, all Lu Yan's current plans are for me and my son. "

Shen Ruoyan turned her head and glanced at Su Xihe lightly.

Contemptuous eyes.

As if he was mocking her, all she could think about was the love between men and women.

How could a woman rely solely on her husband's favor in this life?

Only cultivating excellent children is the guarantee for a happy life.

This point hit Su Xihe's sore spot.

On the second day after they got married to her, the fifth prince simply went somewhere else. He hadn't even touched a finger of hers in these years.

Su Xihe was furious and just about to speak, Shen Ruoyan raised a smile to her and said lightly: "So why should I be sad?"

Shen Ruoyan still remained calm on the surface even though she was in terrible pain.

Use a kind of carelessness to cover up your true emotions.

Sometimes, Shen Ruoyan also hates why she can still be so rational?

How she wanted to grab Lu Yan by the collar and vent to him hysterically.

However, after experiencing too many things, she had long developed a strong heart.

In any case, always keep a sober mind and keep some dignity for yourself.

What's the point of arguing with Lu Yan in this situation?

The words just now were not only said intentionally for Su Xi to hear, but also were said by Shen Ruoyan for herself.

As the saying goes, there is no big deal except life and death.

She has died once.

There are many different scenery in life. Even if she loses her love, she can still live freely and freely.

However, she understands the truth.

But why does my heart still hurt so much?

Seeing that she had not achieved her expected goal, Su Xihe was so angry that she stamped her feet on the spot.

Shen Ruoyan ignored her, turned around, and walked towards the banquet hall.

Shen Ruoyan didn't stop until she was out of Su Xihe's sight.

There was no one around, only the empty and depressing palace road, and the ironically perfect moon in the sky.

Shen Ruoyan took off her disguise, and her whole body seemed to have been drained of all energy. She almost couldn't stand, so she had to lean her back against the palace wall to avoid falling down.

Opening his palm, there was a crescent-shaped blood stain in the center of his palm.

Looking up, the moon lies lonely and cold in the night sky.

Shen Ruoyan narrowed her eyes.

He showed a sad smile.

How many people have been fascinated by the moonlight throughout the ages. Unfortunately, generations have changed, but the moon has always been the same moon, shining on every inch of the land without sadness or joy.

The moonlight is like frost, shining on the sleeves, which cannot be rolled away or brushed off.

Shen Ruoyan lowered her head and touched the moonlight on her sleeve.

Even though he knew that the other person's heart was no longer with him, he still couldn't help but want to keep him.

After all, they once loved each other so much.

Shen Ruoyan walked to the door of the main hall without any thought.

Hearing the lively sounds coming from the room, Shen Ruoyan suppressed her inner sadness and was about to go in when she saw Qin'er leading Lu Shibai towards her.

After playing outside for a while, the little boy seemed to be in a good mood. He walked with a bounce, like a cat that had just eaten its fill of dried fish. It was really cute.