After rebirth, my wife just wants to be a widow

Although I am a woman, as a citizen of Daning, of course I have to do my part to protect my family and my country.

I thought that instead of living like this, living in self-pity all day long, it would be better for me to do something useful to Daning. Even if I die, my death should be worthwhile, so I headed to the North without hesitation.

I met him during that war-torn time.

He is a young general, as cold and tough as the rock in the north.He doesn't like to talk much, he always wears a set of hard armor, and with a glance, even the most restless soldier doesn't dare to make a mistake.

He was such an indifferent man, but he gave me the warmest love.

He would let me sit on his horse and take me galloping across the desolate land. He would also silently protect me when I went to the mountains to collect medicine. Slowly, my eyes and heart were filled with tears. It was full of him, but he never said a word of intimacy.

Waiting until the day when the enemy surrendered, he finally walked up to me with a red face and asked me if I would like to be his wife.

I tried my best to suppress my pounding heart, and asked him very calmly on the surface, when did he fall in love with me?

He was wise and decisive on the battlefield, but his ears suddenly turned red, and he told me hesitantly that he was actually devoted to me. He was just worried that he would die on the battlefield one day, so he hid his full love in his heart. , cannot be expressed in words.

Now that the enemy has been repulsed, he can finally express his feelings.

Is there anything sweeter in the world than that the person I like also likes me?

Knowing that we had the same friendship with each other, we immediately worshiped the sky and the earth. The weather in the north was exceptionally clear that day. We were surrounded by his brothers who had lived through life and death, and the people who regarded him as a god. Amidst the sounds of blessings, I spent my time The happiest time in life.

Unfortunately, the good times did not last long. The late emperor's body was getting weaker and weaker. He was wary of General Lu's power and worried that once the emperor died, he would establish himself as king in the north, so he ordered him to return to the capital to report on his duties.

As the general's wife, I was invited to attend the palace banquet. At the edge of the imperial garden, I met Xiao Xingming again, who had become the prince.

Meeting his hot and crazy gaze, my whole body trembled.

Xiao Xingming walked a few steps and I followed, stopping me from trying to escape. He grabbed my arm and said that he regretted it. He had been unable to let go of our past relationship and wanted to renew our relationship with me.

Are you saying it's ridiculous?

Back then, he easily abandoned me for power. Now that he is about to ascend the throne, he thinks of me again. He wants both power and love. How can there be such a good thing in the world?

I had no feelings for him long ago and decisively rejected him.

That encounter made me feel deeply scared. From then on, I refused many invitations on the grounds of being unwell and hid in the General's Mansion all day long, not daring to go out.

However, it turns out that you can't get through it just by hiding.Xiao Xingming repeatedly found opportunities to harass me. I was extremely scared. I was afraid that General Lu would hate me if he knew about it.

It wasn't until after my child was born that Xiao Xingming took advantage of another enemy attack in the north and sent General Lu to guard the border.

I know that Xiao Xingming is using General Lu's life to force me.

The northern border is not as good as the capital. A random plot can kill my husband.

At that time, my child was only five months old. He was a small baby dumpling and extremely cute.

I sat in the house for three days. Finally, I finally made up my mind and sent Yan'er, who was still an infant, to my father and begged him to raise Yan'er.Then he put a dagger in his arms and entered the palace resolutely.

At that time, Xiao Xingming was already the emperor.

I put the dagger against my chest and made a deal with Xiao Xingming. I stayed with him in the palace and he kept the general safe.

From that day on, there was no Mrs. Lu in the world, only a lonely soul in the harem.

He made me feel unworthy of my husband and caused my flesh and blood to be separated. Yan'er, do you think I should hate him? "

Shen Ruoyan's face, which was resting on the fairy sister's lap, was already stained with tears. The rain outside gradually became heavier, and there was a faint roar of thunder in the distance.

Shen Ruoyan suddenly got up, grabbed the woman's hand, and asked, "Sister Fairy, let's escape together to the north to find your general."

Hearing the child's innocent words, the fairy sister's face raised a sad smile. She shook her head lightly, and said for a while: "I have been dead for a long time and can't get out." After a while, she said, "I am here now." With such an appearance, he will definitely dislike me."

It rained heavily that day, and Sister Fairy's illness became more and more serious. Seeing her lying weakly on the bed with her eyes closed, Shen Ruoyan was even afraid that she would never open her eyes again.

As the fairy sister's condition worsened, the emperor's behavior became a little crazy.

He would sometimes kneel by the fairy sister's bedside and beg her never to leave him, for he could not live alone in the world.

Sometimes, she would grab Shen Ruoyan's little arm, lift her to the bedside of Sister Fairy, and say crazily: "Chen'er, don't you like this child very much? If you die, I will let her go down and stay with you, okay? good?"

Shen Ruoyan rolled her eyes unceremoniously. The emperor kept saying he loved the fairy sister, so why didn't he die with him instead of having her operated on?

That night, Shen Ruoyan was sleeping in her room when she suddenly smelled a unique smell. She really wanted to open her eyes to see what was going on, but her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them.

The gentle voice of the fairy sister came to my ears: "Don't be afraid, Yan'er. Daddy once taught me a secret technique that can erase people's memories. If you have a good sleep, you won't remember anything when you wake up. "

Shen Ruoyan knew that the fairy sister was protecting herself in this way, but she was not afraid at all. She should not forget this wonderful time spent with the fairy sister.

"Sister Fairy, are you really going to send me away?"

"Yan'er wants to stay with you."

"I've dug a big hole in the wall, and I'm going to escape with my fairy sister."

No matter how much Shen Ruoyan struggled, she could not speak out what was in her heart. In the end, she could not withstand the effects of the medicine and gradually fell asleep.

Looking at the crystal clear tears flowing from the end of the little baby's eyes, the woman seemed to have heard Shen Ruoyan's heartfelt voice.

She pulled off the hairpin on her head, unscrewed the top decoration, poured some red dye from it, and then used the moonlight to draw a four-pointed star symbol that was unique to her on the little doll's arm.

"Yan'er, after dawn tomorrow, you will forget me." The woman held Shen Ruoyan's cheek and pressed a kiss on her forehead, "Thank you for your company all these years, thank you."