Quick Travel: The host is always seeking death

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Muncy: Warning, I cried while writing. If you don’t want to read, just close your eyes and turn the pages. Don’t skip chapters. Woohoo~

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Dong Yu was lying on the hospital bed. He opened his eyes and tried to look at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window.

"It seems, it's not that sad."

He blinked at the doctor next to him, and both the doctor and the nurse couldn't help but have red eyes.

"thank you all."

"Aren't you going to wait any longer, Mr. Xie?" the nurse couldn't help but ask.

Dong Yu smiled slightly, "No."

If Xie Daoyun came, he would be reluctant to leave.

Today is the 184th day since his relationship with Xie Daoyun was confirmed, half a year later.

The two have known each other for two years, known each other for one year, and fallen in love for half a year.

In the end, it was he who gave up on his original promise of growing old together.

In the past few days, he has been circulating a dream. In the dream, he did not save the little boy, nor was he stabbed by the needle, nor did he contract AIDS because of it. He was alive and healthy.

And that little boy turned into him now, lying on the hospital bed in pain.

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Xu Shi wanted to survive so much that he was cruel countless times in his dream, but he still felt a bit lucky the moment he woke up.

so far so good……

He is just an ordinary person, even worse than ordinary people. He grew up in the neglect and forgetfulness of his family. He has spent more than 20 years doing nothing. His biggest hobby in life is to hang around Xie Daoyun and watch him cure diseases and save people.

Now that he has saved a person, has he done a great thing?

In Dong Yu's eyes, Xie Daoyun is the god of salvation and his lover.

Now that he was suffering from this illness, Xie Daoyun felt double the pain in his heart.

No, don't continue...

He sat up with difficulty and asked the nurse to get a pen and paper.

There were pinholes all over his arms, and he, who had no strength at all, actually wrote a line of words one by one——

Dear Xie, it hurts so much. This time I will leave first. I will not look back, and you are not allowed to look back either.

While signing, when he came to the word "煜", his strength suddenly disappeared.

A long scratch took up most of the paper, dividing black and white.

The nurse covered her face and cried.

The unfinished letter is regret, and Dong Yu is Xie Daoyun's regret.

It was hard for her to imagine how Xie Daoyun would react when he saw this scene.

"You are killing people!"

"Get out! Get out of here!"

Xie Daoyun's roar was filled with despair. He pointed at the nose of the attending physician and cursed quack doctors, and was hostile to everyone who appeared in the ward.

The words on that piece of paper can be described as heart-breaking.

What does not look back mean?

How cruel are you to not even see me for the last time?

There was a smile on Dong Yu's lips. He bid farewell to this world completely, and no one knew the joy and sorrow of his last look.

Xie Daoyun couldn't shed a single tear. He could only hug Dong Yu tightly, trying to retain his warmth.

He knew Dong Yu so well that he knew that his last glance when he urged him to buy egg tarts was a farewell, but he went anyway.

He is a doctor, he has saved countless people, and he is the "Mr. Sanfang" praised by everyone, but even though he devoted all his talents, he could not keep the one he loved.

He fell asleep holding Dong Yu.

In the dream, it was the place where the two first met——

Jiangnan.

"My dear, let's live here from now on!"

In the dream, Dong Yu smiled heartily and pulled Xie Daoyun forward.

"Do you know? I was first attracted to you because you saved an old woman on the roadside. At that time, I thought, how could such a powerful person save a life with just a raise of his hand. I approached you without leaving any trace, Let you see me, like me, fall in love with me.”

"Originally, my life is neither long nor short. If I continue to live like this, I am really happy. But you know? I love you. Likewise, I want to be a person who can compete with you. However, I am too stupid. , I can’t read those complicated medical books at all.”

"Cure is to save people. I am saving people. My way is wrong, but you are right."

“My dear, don’t get depressed because of my leaving, don’t bow your head, and don’t look back. When the spring flowers bloom, those pains will eventually be healed, and I will always be waiting for you in heaven, waiting for you to take me home. "

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Xie Daoyun's brows were furrowed, a sob came from his throat, and a tear fell silently.

After he woke up, he took Dong Yu's body to Jiangnan.

The flowers are blooming, and this city will bury his lover forever.