Team villains except me

Irene was flipping through the diary that Isana left for her on the magic circle.

Isana left behind a lot of political experience, and she could learn a lot from it. She knew that both Fiana and Shute were trying to establish close contact with the northern continent recently, and Norvia had been looking for information about the abyss in the library of Abersg.

If Ruyou is strong enough, she can do more.

A shadow fell in front of Irene. Irene looked up and found that it was Teacher Musa.

"What's the matter, Teacher Musa?"

"Nothing. The magic circle has a transfer. Nolvia said she will not go to Futsu. She will take Ellit and Dooku directly to France. Shute and the others will also go directly to Truncedan. I will take Yalinshu and its friends back to Futsu. What about you?"

"Then I'll go to Futsu~ Teacher Musa, your project also requires paperwork, right? I'm good at this!"

Musa nodded and asked her again.

"Aren't you staying with your teammates?"

"No need. We don't have to stick together all the time. We each have our own things to do. I won't feel uneasy being away from them, okay? Teacher Musa, don't underestimate any of us."

"Okay. Irene, is that...your mother's diary that you're holding?"

As Musa gazed at the well-kept diary, it was hard not to think of her mother, Persila.

Persilla also used to keep a diary.

Erin nodded.

"Would you like to see it? It's more like a guide to statecraft than a diary. There's nothing very personal about it, and not much about me."

Musa refused. She was not interested in governing a country. Her talent was in being a beast warrior, but she was not so good at politics. She lacked defense, she despised politics, and she thought that absolute power could resist conspiracy.

It turns out that’s not how the world works.

As time passed, the original people seemed to have changed, and she felt that the mother in her memory became more and more unfamiliar.

She couldn't even remember the details of being loved by her mother. Was it really happening or was it just her imagination? She couldn't tell.

Musa looked at her students in silence. She looked at Elliott.

Elliott was always very sensitive to these things, and his reaction was very intense, as if he was rejecting something. This made her think that Elliott had a bad temper, but the Elliott she met a few nights ago was very soft.

The more sensitive a person is, the more pain he suffers.

She is not sensitive and is slow to realize many things. Her pain is delayed. But she will not be defeated by that pain.

Even if she couldn't be a beast warrior, she still had great talent. While her students were working hard for her project and the female eagles in her home country, she would not sit there and wait.

Waiting is like being tortured. If you wait too long, your wings will become weak.

She could fly very high. Her wings were very strong and large, and she flew higher than any other eagle. Sometimes she felt that she was very close to the sun, so close that it almost burned her.

She had once looked down at Rainier from the top of Patriati Hill, and Rainier had shrunk until he was only the size of her paw.

She couldn't be trapped in such a small place.

She would not live a life of eternal peace. She would not waste her talents. Even if that was not what her mother expected...

Musa was in a trance for a long time.

By the time she came to her senses, the magic circle had already reached Futsu.

……

"Fortsu hasn't changed at all. Still the same, still..."

Altair began to frown after he came down from the magic circle. He kept complaining and sighed when he saw the skirts worn by the female eagles.

"My mom can trip over herself in this dress... Why is Lanier's traditional dress such a hassle?"

“Clothes are also an outward expression of power.”

Yalinxiu answered calmly, and suddenly noticed that Teacher Musha was wearing gray and black pants this time. Very neat, she would bring a strong wind when she walked.

Yalinxiu smiled.

But Femeiou was in a bad mood.

She had already learned from Yalinxiu and Altair what kind of country Lanniel was, but when her feet touched the land, the strong discomfort made her want to vomit.

She endured it again and again, but finally couldn't help but ask her questions in a low and dense voice.

"That Patriati Hill is so low, why can't the female eagles cross it? Why are the female eagles here wearing skirts that look so inconvenient? Why are they... they don't realize it at all? Those flying around above my head are all male eagles? They look so powerful, why do they have that expression on their faces?"

Femeiou has a very strong rejection reaction. She has never been disciplined. In her world, she has all the power and is the master of her own world. She has a lot of resources at her disposal, and her thoughts are free and not oppressed.

So when she saw the bound minds, she couldn't understand it. She couldn't understand how adults could be so weak that they couldn't save themselves, and she couldn't understand why they didn't fight back when they were violated.

She was angry - more importantly, she was annoyed at her powerlessness. She vaguely realized that people are different, and different races are different. The education she received was also different from that of the female eagles here.

She thought they just didn't understand, no one told them what to do. But now she had a very clear hunch.

Even if she told them, they wouldn't understand.

She bit her nails and looked up at Musa.

"Ms. Musa, Yalinxiu said that you are a mentor, you are very good, and you are almost a beast warrior. You are a female eagle, and you are in this country. Is there nothing you can do?"

Altair spoke hastily.

"Come on, Femeiou, you shouldn't ask that. You haven't lived in Lanier, you don't know, you don't know how they struggle. Ms. Musa is capable, which proves that she is being oppressed more forcefully. The shackles she wears are different from those of other female eagles. Hers must be heavier."

Femeiou pursed her lips, she quickly said sorry to Musa, and then she poked Altair.

"How can you say such things? You don't usually say such things."

Altair lowered his head in shame.

"My mom told me. Before, I was at Lanier... I thought it was great here because I could do almost everything. I felt free and happy, but my mom didn't fit in. She couldn't fit in at Lanier and she felt miserable.

I asked her why, why other female eagles could adapt to this place, but she was so miserable... I was really bad at that time. She was very disappointed in me. Obviously I was her child, and I should stand on her side. But I betrayed her.

Just because I'm an eagle doesn't excuse me from betraying her. I know, Femeiou, stop staring at me like that, I won't do that again."

Altair pinched his clothes, somewhat afraid to look at Femeiou.

"Everyone was like that at that time. I was lost, but I made up for it... Anyway, my mother told me at the time that because she was not raised that way, she had the ability to resist, so she could feel more hurt and was suppressed to a deeper extent...

Just now, before coming to Lanier, my mother told me that when she saw an incomprehensible female eagle, she would think of her. If it was my mother, what would she think and do? If that female eagle was my mother, would some of her behaviors not become so incomprehensible? "

Femeiou thought about it. Then she gave Altair a thumbs-up.

"Your mother is very good. Your mother is amazing. Maybe that's why I can never completely hate you. You have some of your mother's shadow in you."

"Femeiou, do you hate me?"

"so far so good."

"…I want to go home."

"I'm kidding. Yalinxiu, say something! Altair said he wants to go home. Altair, I'll play princess game with you."

"Then I won't go back."

……

Irene watched the whole process. She stood beside Musa, tilted her head slightly, and murmured unconsciously.

"Mothers have a profound influence on their children."

Musa paused for a moment, then she nodded.

"Yes."

Irene came back to her senses and realized that what she had just said was not appropriate for Teacher Musa.

"Teacher Musa..."

"what happened?"

Musa looked down at Irene and she knew what she was thinking from her expression.

Musa is not bothered by these words. She has always been like this. She will not be affected by the comments of others. Once she makes a decision, she will not change it because of other people's opinions.

She agreed with what Irene had said. She had the same stubbornness as her mother, a quality that was gradually showing in Loretta.

Will she turn out to be like her mother one day? Will she betray Loretta?

She wouldn't. She knew she wouldn't. But she didn't know if her mother had been so sure at the time. She still didn't know what made her mother abandon her.

In fact, she should have let it go long ago. If her mother had given her a definite answer, she would not have struggled repeatedly, and she would not have sought opportunities to meet Lanier.

"Student Irene, has your mother had a profound influence on you?"

Irene was stunned.

She thought about it for a moment, then nodded hesitantly.

"Probably. Although I've never met her and we've never had a conversation before, but... without realizing it, I was fulfilling my ideals based on her expectations of me.

It’s strange to think about it now.”

Irene shook her head nonchalantly.

"But it doesn't matter. I'm doing what I like. If it meets her expectations, that's great. If it doesn't, I won't change it."

The Irene that Musa knew was very considerate. I don't know if it was because of her personality or the skills she had acquired as a lord, but Irene was very sensitive. Irene rarely said such... very selfish words directly.

Musa put Irene's words together and asked Irene.

"Is your mother not well?"

"No. She's nice, she's smart, she's kept the family going until today, she's great. She's a great politician and a great friend, but she's not a very good mother to me.

But I can't tell what kind of bad it is. Maybe I'm asking too much. She didn't do anything wrong to me. No matter what the consideration is, she sacrificed herself for me. I still love her, but this love is much less than loving myself.

I think she probably doesn't love me. She loves a symbol, a kind of honor. Sometimes I think, maybe she is unwilling and hates me.

After all, she was still young and ambitious, and she wanted to do a lot of things. But... after weighing the pros and cons, she chose me. Because if it were me, I would choose myself.

Teacher Musha, what do you think? "

Musa opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but ultimately remained silent.

As she got closer to her estate, she missed Loretta more and more. She felt that life was a wonderful thing, and sometimes when she looked at Loretta, she seemed to be looking at another destiny different from her own.

When Yalinxiu took Altair and Femeiou to the shop on the street, Musa spoke in a low voice.

"I can understand...your mother's thoughts. At the beginning, I gave birth to Loretta in order to leave Lanier. I thought I would not love her. She was the key to open my cage, and I needed to abandon her.

I thought a lot about how we would end up. I thought about her blaming me, hating me, using me, or pretending to love me and hating me deeply. ”

But in the end, Loretta loved her. She burned herself, loved her passionately, with all her might, just as she loved Percilla.

"When I look at Loretta, it's like I'm watching my life continue. I think, maybe she doesn't love you, but she definitely doesn't hate you."

Irene listened in a daze, partly because of what Musa said, and partly because Musa could make such a judgment.

Erin smiled.

"That's good."

She repeated softly, with a smile.

"That's good."

Yalinxiu ran back with Femeiou and Altair. The manor was just around the corner, and in the distance, two figures were waiting in front of the door.

Yalinxiu waved to the two figures from a distance.

Irene suddenly thought of a question. If Teacher Musa wanted to make a change, where would she start?

"Teacher Musa, do you want to join the 'Anti-Flying Ban'?"

"Do not."

Musa shook her head decisively.

"Those groups could have hurt Loretta ... or my mother, Percilla. Even if I had joined those groups, I would not have chosen 'anti-fly ban'. They are fragile and extreme.

I will go find Deling. She is the princess of Lanier."

Erin nodded.

"I see. Teacher Musa, do you need me to come forward?"

Musa shook her head.

As she got closer to the two figures, Irene saw Loretta with her arms crossed and Valerie with a big smile on her face.

Loretta looked up at the sky, occasionally glancing at them, her expression tense and without any expectation.

Arlinxiu brings Femeiou and Altair closer to Loretta.

“This is what I said last time, the friends I’m going to bring.

Long time no see, Loretta, how are you?"