Team villains except me
Chapter 481 How Could She Not Love Me
Totag sent a message and then disappeared from the communicator.
Nolvaya finally chose to ask Niedoan. She wanted to know if Jenny was still alive.
Through the communicator, Nedoan's voice sounded even colder.
"Judus? Found her. It didn't take long to find her after knowing her real name in Lanier. She's in the prison in Vince City. She was going to be executed a long time ago, but Eggbe said he didn't like her and tortured her for a long time, so he kept her until now.
Aigbe is the lover of the manager of Vince City. The female eagle is very tricky, she is like a sea urchin, no matter how you touch it, it is thorny, she loves herself too much, she loves all the lives around her are her tools, she does not allow any factors that destroy her happy life to exist, but I am also very curious why she would keep Judas.
But Judas has not been rescued yet. The risk of cross-city law enforcement is too great, I will not take this risk. Totag is now going crazy to find various forces to save Judas, but Judas must die.
Judas brought a shocking impact to the city of Vince. After Judas escaped, there were many similar cases. It is said that the Eagles at that time would put a knife under their pillow when they fell asleep at night.
From this perspective, I am willing to save Judas. But she is in the deepest part of Vince Prison, Aigbe's attitude is unclear, and the king of Lanier has been acting strangely recently. Such an action is still too conspicuous. I can't save her. If necessary, I can also give up Totag. He has seriously affected my current work, and I need a new analyst. "
Nedoan's words were direct and cold. She changed the subject and mentioned Joshua.
"You saw him, didn't you? You're all guards, and he knew I would have something to say to you after I saw you in Lanier - ignore him."
Niedoan didn't say much. She didn't need other people's opinions in Lanier, which led her to make every word she said an order.
Niedoan ended the communication directly.
Norvia put away the communicator. She looked at the gloomy night sky and found that the daytime became particularly short. Autumn always seems to be bleak, and many stories of sadness, regret, and separation appear in autumn.
The fall gave her an overwhelming sense of oppression. She kept trying to move forward, but she sometimes felt like she was just going in circles.
There are dead ends everywhere. Where is the way out?
"Laili, what are you doing here?"
Teacher Musa's voice suddenly sounded behind her. Norvia turned around and saw Teacher Musa carrying a basket of food, with the bleak night behind her.
At this moment, she remembered the feeling of detachment that Teacher Musha had. She suddenly resonated with Teacher Musha, as if she and Teacher Musha had read the same book. Many years ago, Teacher Musha left a book excerpt she wrote at a certain scene, and many years later, she read the words that Teacher Musha had seen back then, and she and Teacher Musha had the same emotion many years ago.
"Teacher Musa."
Norvia only started talking and didn't say anything else, but Musa looked at her and asked her what she wanted to ask.
"I want to ask...were you afraid at the time?"
This "then" did not have a specific time limit, but Musa quickly thought of the night she returned to Lanier.
It was so cold, hail and rain fell together, it seemed that even fate was trying to dissuade her. At that time, she broke up with her best friend and comrade-in-arms, and they said to each other that they would never see each other again in this life.
"Fear? I wasn't afraid on the way back. I had mixed feelings, but fear wasn't the only thing. I was about to become a Beast Warrior at that time. I thought, since I have the ability to become a Beast Warrior, even if I'm not a Beast Warrior, I'm still very powerful. I can change a lot of things by myself.
I was young. Naive. Arrogant. By the time I realized I should be afraid, I had lost the ability to be afraid.”
Musa said this, her tone becoming dry towards the end.
Norvia didn't expect that the "back then" that Musa thought of was the time when she returned to Lanier. The "back then" she wanted to ask about was the time when Musa decided to leave Lanier and start her own life again.
Destruction is easier than creation, and persistence is harder than giving up.
"I was abandoned."
Teacher Musha did not stop her story. She briefly talked about the source of pain that had troubled her for a long time in a hoarse voice, as if she was scraping blood foam with a blade.
"I was abandoned by my mother. That's why I was terrified. But I always thought that there were many misunderstandings and that the king was interfering. She didn't see me, and the less she saw me, the more I was sure that she had her own reasons.
I had nothing but her. So I thought, if I could see her once, just once, I would get the answer. Then I would not lose her. So I got married. When I got married, she had to be there.
I went looking for an answer, she didn't give me an answer, but she was disappointed in me. I couldn't tell whether this disappointment started a long time ago or because I got married. I started to be afraid at that time, but I had nothing to lose, so... I didn't expect it, so I didn't have any fear.
Norvia, I always run into fear, and I only have regrets."
Musa's voice was so hoarse at the end that it almost sounded like an electric current. She was also surprised at her own honesty. Her self-esteem hid all her pain in her heart, and it flowed through her limbs with the blood, but she was calm. It was an exhausted calm.
Norvia was speechless for a moment. After a long time, she asked Musa again.
"Do you hate it?"
This question was not what she wanted to ask. It was a question she prepared for Musa. She did not set a specific goal, and Musa would automatically fill in the missing content.
Musa turned the word over in her mind, then she shook her head.
"No. My mother, no matter why she abandoned me, I don't hate her. I was able to leave Lanier because of my mother. She gave me thousands of lives, saved me countless times, allowed me to fly over Patriate, and made me qualified to become a beast warrior.
She can take my life back any time. I can’t hate her.”
...Why am I so sad?
Nolvia looked at Musa, her heart trembled slightly, and she felt that she saw the tangible pain condensed in Teacher Musa.
She didn't say who she wanted to hate specifically. The world, fate, the king of Lanier... Teacher Musa chose her mother without hesitation and subconsciously among many options.
Teacher Musha wanted to hate her mother. If she could hate a certain existence without any grudge, then Teacher Musha would feel much better now.
"Maybe there really is a misunderstanding—"
Nolvia tries to restore the truth.
But Musa shook her head. She looked at the ingredients in her hands and spoke in a calm tone.
"It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter that she betrayed me. It doesn't matter that she abandoned me. I don't care. But she doesn't want to see me anymore. She doesn't love me anymore.
How could she not love me? I am her flowing blood, I am her wings, she said I am her pride.
I can give up being a beast warrior for her. Why can't she give up her guilt and her difficulties for me? Why can't she obey the king's wishes and pretend to care about me and love me?
She is very contradictory. Her contradictions make me hesitate. "
Musa stopped talking. She realized that if she continued, her emotions would burst through the dam of her rationality like a flood, shaking the earth and mountains.
Norvia did not ask any more questions.
But Musa seemed to want to say something. Just as she was about to open her mouth, Norvia's communicator rang rapidly.
Her current communicator is a product of cooperation between Ivansto and the Southern Continent. It is fully functional and agile, but she has not yet gotten used to the ringtone, which is so rapid that it seems as if the person who is communicating with her has become angry.
Seeing this, Musa said goodbye to her.
Nolvia looked at her apologetically and then connected the communication.
It's Eucalyptus niedo.
Nedoan's voice was impatient and full of gunpowder.
"I don't have time to tell you what happened. The unlucky Totag found Franche. Franche, for some reason, agreed to help him. Franche contacted Vince's Aigpe.
Totag went to Vince to meet Judas-Jenny, who broke up with him and did not want to be saved. After Totag came back, he went crazy and said that the world was fake, he met a new profession, and he would be in a dream.
He asked to talk to you because you are outside the dream... He is now speaking whatever he wants in his dream. Nolvia, I need you to calm him down. He started to go crazy in Vince after he met Jenny. If he doesn't calm down, I will let him sleep under the sea forever. I can't expose everyone for him-"
"You're a liar! Nedoan, you don't exist at all, you're just a figment of my imagination. This whole Lanier thing is fake, it's my invention, I just haven't woken up yet..."
Niedoan's voice was replaced by Totag.
Nolvaya held the communicator in her hand and spoke calmly.
"Totag, I'm Norvia Lely."
"You were the one who sent me the video. I remember you. You weren't at Lanier, you were real. You told me that Jenny didn't break up with me and that all this was fake, right?"
"Yes."
"Yes...really?"
"Totag. Do you want to hear a lie? I can make up a lot of reasons, I can weave a perfect story for you, but Totag, look around you, look at the Nedo eucalyptus.
You have no right to kill all the female eagles because of your emotional breakdown. Is Nedo a fake? How can you say that? How many things did Nedo do in Rainier? What she did was complicated, trivial and dangerous. Is that something you could imagine? Is Rainier, a harsh and cruel country, just your fantasy? Just because you are in pain, you have to turn a blind eye to the obvious pain shared by all the female eagles around you?
Totag, wake up. Jenny is still alive. You are so upset just because she broke up with you. You are an analyst. Use the knowledge you learned in Mehdi for four years to analyze what Jenny breaking up with you now means. "
"…It means that she doesn't love me anymore. It was a lie from the beginning. She never told me her past, her real name, and that she had killed someone…"
"To be precise, she has killed an eagle. Totag, what kind of lover is Jenny? Is she the type who would ask you for help regardless of your situation when she is in danger?"
"...No. She is very strong. She will handle this situation on her own... She is afraid of dragging me down, so she will bear it herself..."
Totagh said no more.
Nedoan was given the right to use the communicator again. Her anger subsided a little, but her voice was still tired.
"Totag is sick. He was not right from the beginning, but I had no one to use, and I would not feel safe using him even if he was not sick. I have told him everything you said, but he did not believe it. His head is full of shit. Judas... How did Jenny like him?
Anyway, Totag is fine now. Have a good night and see you next week."
Nedoan ended the call in a hurry. Norvia held the communicator for a while and let out a long sigh.
The new communicator had a clear reception. After Totag took over Nedouan's communicator and started talking, Norvia heard the metallic sound.
Niedoan has already decided to kill Totag. If Totag still has no emotion, Niedoan will kill him without any hesitation.
The wind was howling. The tree trunks were whipped so hard that even the roads on the ground became harder to walk on. Autumn is always melancholy.
Teacher Musa had already left. On the empty street, Norvia remembered that Teacher Musa seemed to be about to say something, but was interrupted by the sound of the communicator.
How come everyone is bitter? When leaves fall in the wind, will people also wither?
Norvia always asks questions that she herself has no answers to. Her mood is getting more and more depressed because of all the changes that have happened. At this moment, she wants to return to a safe place and be with her family.
She was ready to go back to Rose Mansion.
The magic circle rotated, and the faint golden light looked like dissipated stars in the dark night. There were clouds tonight, and those clouds hid the stars like pockets, and even the moon had no color.
Norvia probably knows who is in the Rose Mansion. Fiana is on a business trip abroad, Hugh went to the palace today, and Dooku went to find Garcia. He hasn't given him the specialties he bought for Garcia yet. Irene is going back to the Royal Family of Ruyou. She needs to register Otkester in the Royal Family list, so she probably won't be able to come back tonight.
Yalinxiu went to Feimeiou's house to play today, and they will go to school together tomorrow.
So now there should be only Elliott and Zhuge in the Rose Mansion.
But when Nolvia stepped down from the magic circle and opened the door of Rose Mansion, she saw Irene.
Irene stood in the living room, holding a lot of yellowed books, looking a little helpless.
"Eileen?"
Nolvaya looked at her and found that she was trembling a little, but she couldn't tell whether it was excitement or fear.
"I...I went to look for the atavistic orc who went to Lanier with my mother...The first orc I visited was my mother's friend.
She gave me all of her mother's diaries. I haven't read them yet... I don't dare. Norvia, I'm scared."
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