Team villains except me

On the last day of Yalin's vacation, all members of "Send You Home" took leave and went to Lanier with Teacher Musa.

This time was not actually decided by Norvia, but Teacher Musa said she had to go back to Lanier because her daughter was sick.

Teacher Musa's anxiety was not fake, but Irene didn't understand why Teacher Musa didn't go back directly.

Her daughter is sick, isn't she? Doesn't her daughter want to see her mother more at this time?

Musa shook her head.

"No. Loretta and I... Loretta is my daughter. She hates me. She was sick once when she was little, and I went back without her permission. She got really mad and refused to talk to me for a month, and she got even sicker that day.

So from that time on, every time I would ask her and then go back.”

"Why? Teacher Musa, did you do something to make Loretta angry?"

"I am not sure."

Musa was a little dazed.

"I think I did a lot of things that made Loretta angry..."

"Why is Loretta still at Lanier?"

Irene took the gift for Loretta and asked Teacher Musa about Loretta.

Musa stood there dully. She thought for a long time but still didn't quite understand.

"Because I couldn't take her with me. Her father was a nobleman in Lanier, and they wouldn't allow Loretta to leave. She didn't want to leave either. Loretta's father and I were divorced, and our marriage was a political one.

I don't think Loretta understands that I'm bringing shame upon her."

"Teacher Musa! Why do you think so?"

"Because in Lanier, very few female eagles divorce their husbands. This behavior is considered a shame, but I have to divorce. We were forced to get together because of politics. We have no feelings for each other and I can't live with him.

I loved Loretta and I was sorry that I didn't give her a normal family, but I really couldn't accept this kind of marriage. My ex-husband and I had never met before we got married."

"Teacher Musa...what happened to you? Why did you want to solve it through marriage?"

Irene couldn't imagine it. She felt that Teacher Musa was powerful. Although she looked weak, as a member of the same family as Atavism, she could imagine how big and hard Teacher Musa's wings would be. Teacher Musa was a strong female eagle.

"If you don't marry, you have to accept death."

Musa's expression remained unchanged when she said this, but the next sentence seemed to carry a bloody smell, with an overwhelming sense of despair and confusion.

"My mother betrayed me."

Musa's face was shaking, and her eyes turned red in an instant. She was so fragile, and her hatred was pure and resolute. But this also reflected how much she loved.

Love her mother.

But the next moment she was back to normal.

"…So, I don't know how to be a good mother. Giving birth is not what I expect. This is Lanier's way of controlling me. Before Loretta, I had no freedom."

"Why is Lanier like this?"

"Because I might become the first female beast warrior of the Hawk Clan."

Musa looked dull, pale and stiff. She was like a lily that couldn't stretch under the moonlight, but in fact her roots occupied the entire pond. But no one could see that she was gradually going into hibernation.

But she knew what she could do. She knew what a powerful weapon her wings were, and she knew what it felt like to look down at the earth from high above.

Facing the shocked looks of the Gray Wolf students, she smiled.

“I have never defeated Matija. The Tiger Tribe is strong, but I am not bad either, I was just busy with trivial matters at that time.

But Bovann, I am better than him. I beat him. "

She can still remember the sound of her heart beating that made her body tremble. The joy blew towards her like a cool breeze. She felt that even the descent of God could not be more than this.

At that time, she felt that she would live forever because she was the god of all female eagles in the country of Lanniel. She would liberate all the trapped female eagles. She had the strength and determination to fight against the entire country of Lanniel.

just.

The longing for happiness often brings the most profound pain. At the peak of happiness, she suddenly lost everything. Her dream, her honor, her freedom, her dignity...

What's even sadder is that she gave up these things on her own initiative. Now she doesn't feel any regret, she can't make a better choice, she has lost the power to choose.

She should resent a lot of things. But she is not good at resentment, she is good at solving problems. Otherwise, she would not have been able to persist in learning from Lanier and then leave Lanier to walk into the wider world.

Musa no longer mentioned the past. She mentioned the goal of "sending you home" that should be achieved on this trip to Lanier.

"Erin, regarding the cooperation project, Lanier requires that the ratio of male eagles to female eagles entering Abersgar be seven to three. Your task is to find conditions that can make King Lanier compromise."

"Okay. What's the final ratio?"

"Five to five is best. Six to four is also OK... King Lanier is very stubborn."

Erin sighed.

She said nothing.

If she had not been a lord, if she had not wanted to be king in the future, if she had not been to Philippi, she would have asked Musa why she could not just let the female eagle go to Abersgar.

But now she knew everything. Facing Lanier's predicament, she was helpless. Should she help Lanier's female eagles? Will they realize that they need help? How to help them? Attack Lanier? This is impossible. She can't declare war on a powerful and united country for no reason. She needs to protect her Yuyou.

Assassinate the king of Lanier? Even if it succeeds, what's the point? After the death of a king, a new king will appear, and Lanier will not change at all.

Kill all of Lanier's male eagles? Force Lanier to stop taming the female eagles?

It's impossible and unrealistic.

How could the vested interests voluntarily allow their own interests to be damaged, or allow their own rule to be threatened?

The cases of Rainier and Philip were different.

She knew what sacrifices Fianna had made for the plight of Philippine women, and that her mother had already started doing this before Fianna.

Extreme oppression will lead to backlash.

But Lanier did not want the female eagles to die. Lanier wanted the female eagles to consciously protect the interests of the male eagles. He had already tamed them, and they had tamed themselves and their offspring generation after generation through the country's overall education and the subtle influence of society.

Such a closed loop is impeccable.

This cycle has been going on for so long that no one thinks it needs to be considered. It has become a kind of legal constraint. The law is also guiding female eagles to stay in the family and make contributions, making them feel that this is an honor and something that only they can do.

There is also a "no-fly order".

In the sky where only male eagles can fly, all female eagles can only look up. They cannot even transform freely, even though their wings are so huge and their bodies are so strong.

Irene was very sad. She couldn't tell why she was sad, she just looked at Teacher Musa and felt that Teacher Musa shouldn't be like this.

She could certainly imagine how hard Musa had to work to get out of Lanier, and she could imagine the misunderstanding and ridicule. In an environment like Lanier, Musa was able to persist in going to school and training, which proved that Musa had a firm heart.

Musa-sensei was supposed to be a Beast Warrior.

"Erin, don't make that face. I made my choice. I'm an adult. I'm responsible for my own gains and losses. Don't feel sorry for me.

Many things that happened to me while I was growing up have determined who I am now. My failures are because I am too immature. There is nothing wrong with my life now. I am free. I can teach in Abersig and go back to Lanier to see my daughter at any time. I am much better than other female eagles. "

Musa's expression was indifferent.

Irene wanted to cry more and more.

"But you should have..."

"Erin. I have disappointed everyone until now, including myself. This is a fact that I cannot change. Don't feel sorry for me. It's not worth it."

"What did you say?"

Zhu and Ellit arrived. Zhu saw Irene's expression, she could only see Teacher Musa's back, she didn't know what happened.

She frowned and asked Irene why she was crying or not.

Irene shook her head and said she didn't cry.

Elliott noticed Teacher Musa's outfit today.

"Teacher Musa, the skirt you are wearing is very special. Is it Lanier's special costume?"

Musa nodded.

She showed Elliott the pattern on the skirt, and Elliott was very interested, but he raised his eyebrows, thinking that the style of the skirt was poorly made.

“This is very inconvenient.”

"Yes."

Musa took a step forward. She had worn this kind of skirt for many years, and she knew how cumbersome such a skirt was compared to pants.

"Ellit, there is also a struggle for power in clothing. This skirt is designed like this on purpose."

Ellito paused, then he looked up at Musa.

"You have the freedom to leave Lanier, and you have the freedom to choose what to wear."

"But my daughter, Loretta, couldn't leave Rainier. She already had a lot of criticism for the choices I made, and I didn't want her to be laughed at for what I wore."

"Then don't give birth to her in the first place."

Elliott chuckled, and he couldn't control his anger.

Zhu Yi turned her head to look at Elliott. She was wondering which sentence made Elliott think of her, which made him behave so badly now.

The atmosphere was frozen.

Irene walked over to Ellit and leaned over to see his expression.

"Why are you suddenly angry?"

"I'm in a bad mood now, don't mess with me."

"What happened to make you feel bad?"

Nolvia's voice sounded behind Elliott.

Nolvaya and Hught arrived with Dooku.

Nolvia realized the tense atmosphere and touched Huet's sleeve.

Hugh nodded and took Dooku to ask Ellito what happened, while Nolvia greeted Teacher Musa and changed the subject to ask many questions about the cooperation project.

At the end, Norvia explained to Teacher Musa in a very gentle voice how sensitive Elliott was. She apologized in advance for Elliott's possible extreme words, but she did not guarantee that Elliott would not behave in this way.

Musa seemed to sense something. She sensed the slight alienation in the tone of the gentle half-merman deputy captain.

"…You are indulging him."

Musa subconsciously analyzed the implicit meaning of these words.

Nolvia paused.

She looked at Ellit, who was still not coaxed, with her blue eyes and asked Teacher Musa.

"Does this count as indulgence? Elliott won't lose his temper for no reason. Maybe because of a certain word or an event, he will be dragged uncontrollably into a state of powerlessness. He needs to express his fear and discomfort."

Nolvia saw Elliott coming over.

Hugh looked at her and nodded slightly.

Elliott approached Musa with his head lowered, his voice very erratic.

"I'm sorry, Miss Musa. My tone was very bad."

"It's okay. It's what I said that made you feel uncomfortable."

Musa didn't really care about this. Her eyes suddenly stopped moving.

Norvia turned around and saw Fiana leading Yalinxiu.

Nolvia already knew that Yalinxiu's two friends would not come with her. She was worried that Teacher Musa's daughter was an unfriendly child. This was not Yalinxiu's responsibility. She knew that Yalinxiu was kind and that she said she wanted to make new friends because she felt that Teacher Musa needed help.

She should be happy. Yalinxiu is a kind child. Yalinxiu has a lot of love, so she is not afraid to share it with others.

But sometimes she felt that Yalinxiu was also compromising for them. She hoped that Yalinxiu would be carefree, but Yalinxiu's thoughtfulness made her feel guilty.

Yalinxiu seemed to have sensed something and held Norvia's hand. It raised its head and told Norvia about its recent favorite things.

"I like running fast in school, I like the smell of scorched autumn, I like Hazi taking me out to play, I like the crayons Duku bought me, I like Fiana introducing me to the varieties of roses, I like your hands gently touching my face..."

Whenever Yalinxiu talked about these things, she couldn't help laughing.

"Nolvaya, I am very happy to be born into this world. I have sad moments, I often don't understand this world, I will act like a spoiled child, I will lose my temper with you... but I have never thought that it would be better if I didn't come into this world. I have never thought about it that way.

I understand that I am unique. I know that I was created by you, my body is your hair, and I have thoughts because of the God Stone. I am your mascot.

I had a lot of questions. I ran away from home, I tested your patience and love for me, and you always told me your answers. So I want to tell you too - I never felt that I compromised anything. I know why you sent me to Brown School.

I am happy that I am Yalinxiu. I am happy that I am me and that you are you. Thank you for giving me life. Please create me as many times as you can... I want to be with you. Forever and ever. "