The last time I came here, it was Lu Chenyuan who came to pick her up.

Lin Yan walked out of the community, facing the cold wind, walking with an empty heart.

Since yesterday, her heart has been throbbing, a hole was pierced in the softest place, a bloody hole.

Today is the first day, and that's it.

Lin Yan returned home, closed all the curtains in the room, covered them tightly, and lay down on the big bed in the bedroom.

Hugging the pillow that Lu Chenyuan used to sleep on, and approaching the tip of his nose, it was all his scent, the faint smell of cologne.

Her emotions collapsed again, and she took out her mobile phone, struggling violently with her thoughts!

At this time, she didn't know how to deal with it calmly and rationally. Flipping through the chat records on her mobile phone, all of them were WeChat messages she sent to Lu Chenyuan. A masterpiece after talking to Lu Chenyuan late.

[Morning, have you eaten yet? 】

[Do you still have me in your heart? 】

[I really hate this feeling of stopping abruptly. I don’t know how to control my emotions. Can you think about the past? When we first met, my love for you was so brave and fearless. Appeared when I was down, but I don't know how to accept you who are so brilliant now. 】

【Stop the cold war, kill the love between us】

[I can't accept the way I am now. I'm still young, and I still have a lot of infinite possibilities in the future, don't I? Please, give me another period of time to grow up, don't just give up on me, okay? 】

[I would rather you were not so successful and an ordinary person, so that I might not like to worry about gains and losses, and be jealous of others]

……

Lin Yan flipped through one by one, including the 800-word essay in WeChat. She didn't know if Lu Chenyuan had finished reading it.

She always wanted to use words to change Lu Chenyuan's attitude, but Lu Chenyuan didn't reply at all.

Tears swirled in the eyes, blurring the eyes again, this earth-shaking transformation was too painful.

Lin Yan clicked on the dialog box again, typed with unsteady hands, deleted and typed, typed and deleted.

In the end, he broke through the defense line of his heart.

【I'll give you time to calm down. I won't bother you for the next two days. After waiting for you for three days, you must take the initiative to contact me, even though every day is so difficult. 】

After the message was sent, there was a red exclamation mark in front of her green dialog box, which was so dazzling.

Kevin turned on friend verification, you are not his (her) friend yet.Please send a friend verification request first, and the other party can only chat after the verification is passed.send friend verification

Lin Yan suddenly seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, feeling cold from the top of his heart to his toes.

Lu Chenyuan blocked her WeChat.

The long talk is the loser, she lost so thoroughly, she didn't get a reply from Lu Chenyuan, which should be regarded as pity.

Sleepless at night, Lin Yan was in a daze, his mind was full of the past with Lu Chenyuan, like fragments of a movie, played in his mind one after another.

Between half-dream and half-awake, she always felt that when Lu Chenyuan opened his eyes the next day, she could see Lu Chenyuan drinking coffee in the living room.

At four o'clock in the morning, the darkness has not been dispelled, and the sound of tractors in the adjacent street can be vaguely heard outside, accompanied by the whistle of the green leather train on the nearby railway.

Lin Yan opened her eyes and came out of the bedroom. The empty living room reminded her that it was just a short dream.

There was a throbbing nausea and throbbing pain in her stomach, she covered her mouth with her hands and ran to the bathroom.

From last night until now, she hardly ate anything, squatting next to the toilet, almost vomited out the bitter water.

I don't know why recently, but my sense of smell is extremely sensitive, and sometimes I feel sick for no reason and want to vomit.

Dragging his body like a soul being pulled out, staring at the wall clock on the wall of the living room, curled up against the wall.

In two days, will Lu Chenyuan give her a very clear answer as he said.

...

Zhou Wenbin reported on time early in the morning.

Lin Yan, who hadn't slept all night, sat at the dining table very depressed, "You don't have to come here every day, I'm fine."

"I'm afraid something will happen to you. Has he not contacted you yet?" Zhou Wenbin handed the hamburger to Lin Yan, took a chicken roll himself, stuffed it into his mouth and took a bite.

Lin Yan was silent and didn't respond. Zhou Wenbin knew from Lin Yan's reaction.

The trick of playing hard to get is useless to Lu Chenyuan who is cold and hard-hearted.

He took out a ticket to the UK from his satchel, "I wanted to go to Switzerland, which is suitable for idle people like me, but there is a company with good prospects in the UK, I want to try to learn something myself Start a business, as you know, I have been living under the Lu family’s shelter. Although my aunt loves me, I am also an outsider. This is a ticket to the UK. I bought it secretly with your ID card. Don’t worry about visas. I will entrust the relationship to be settled quickly, and I will change my mood in a different place."

Lin Yan held the ticket, she smiled and said: "No wonder I can't find my ID card, I thought I lost it, maybe there will be a turnaround, I still can't believe that he will be so cruel to me."

Zhou Wenbin hesitated to speak. Looking at Lin Yan's dejected look, he sighed and said, "Last night, Lu Chenyuan didn't return all night. You should plan for your future. Lin Yan doesn't often have opportunities. I want to get you out of the quagmire." Pulled out, I will stay by your side, just like two abandoned people, you can keep each other warm."

Lin Yan couldn't recover, and felt as distressed as a knife. This feeling of not being able to connect was really uncomfortable.

There are too many things out of her control.

She whispered to herself, "I don't know how to let it go, I tried to calm down and not be so spineless, but I couldn't control myself at all, he was so good to me, so good that I never thought , There will be such a breakup between us all of a sudden."

Zhou Wenbin stroked the top of her soft hair, his eyes were full of love and affection.

"I understand you, the person who has never been loved, finally met her ray of light in the darkness, this ray of light disappeared, it is really hard to accept, who would want to go back to the darkness again."

Lin Yan tightly held the ticket that Zhou Wenbin gave her, and she suddenly smiled bitterly, "Tell me, if I leave like this, will anyone here remember me?"

Zhou Wenbin asked knowingly, "Are you talking about him?"

Lin Yan neither nodded nor shook his head.

Zhou Wenbin said firmly: "No, aren't all men new lovers who are quickly replaced by old ones? Lu Chenyuan has never been short of women. I am not qualified to say this. If you expect him to be affectionate, that is a miracle in the world. Lin Yan, you may You can accept the fact that he doesn't love you at all."

Lin Yan stared at the ticket, and the corners of his lips were tightly pursed, "I want to hear him say this personally, and I will give up."

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